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I was looking in the mirror as I finished putting up my short brown hair, I thought of all the things I was feeling.

Or rather, the things I was supposed to be feeling. It's my wedding day for god sakes, so why do I feel sad, regret, pain.

I shouldn't be feeling those, I should be feeling love, joy, and happiness, deep down I knew why I was feeling like this.

But I would never admit it.

Four.

At least out loud.

I pushed that feeling deep inside and replaced it with my love for Uriah.

I finished getting ready, with the help of my brides maids, and then I was about to walk down the aisle.

As I walk down the aisle I look around me, half of Dauntless is here. I look up to the front and see the man I will be marrying, he flashes me a smile and I do my best to smile in return.

I continue walking and turn around to look to the side, and then I see him, Four.

He stares at me with a blank expression.

****flash back****

I felt my back hit the wall as four held me up against it, our lips moving together in perfect harmony.

He pulls away and runs his hands through his hair "Berlin, I love you. Please don't ever leave me" he says in his deep voice as he stares at me with intense emotion.

"I promise." I answer back simply.

****end of flashback****

I can't believe he came to my wedding, even after I broke my promise. That's who he is, even though he was angry he still loved me enough to see me be happy.

But was I really happy??

Why was I even marrying Uriah, I thought I loved him or maybe I thought he was what was best for me.

I walked down the aisle, when I reached the front I turned around to face the crowd. I immediately noticed Four was gone. I guess I couldn't expect him to stay and watch me get married. Why am I acting like the victim, I promised him I would never leave him, and here I am now, marrying Uriah.

In that moment I knew I couldn't do it.

I couldn't marry Uriah.

I turned to face him and the priest, I watched him as he smiled, Soon that smile would fade away.

"Uriah I need to talk to you" I leaned over and whispered so only he heard.

He smiled back and replied "What is it?"

"Its kind of private, I know we are in a ceremony but can we please go somewhere and talk."

I watched his face go from happy to concerned in a matter of seconds. He nodded his head and told the priest we would be back in soon.

We walked out the double doors and into another room.

"What is it babe?" He asked with a worried face.

"I have to tell you something and you're not gonna like it." Stop prolonging it Berlin just tell him.

"What, is it your period? If so I don't mind waiting."

I chuckled a little "No it's not that, its, well yah see." I took a couple of seconds to calm myself

"What! Spit it out Berlin." he rushed

"Ican'tmarryyou" I breathed out

"What?" He asked confused

"I can't marry you Uriah. I'm sorry"

He sat down on a small wooden bench and put on his thinking face.

Before I could say anything he already spoke.

"Its Four isn't it?"

I looked at him with sorry eyes. How could he tell? did he know I was with Four before? Did he say something to him?

"I'm sorry Uriah, I truly am. I did love you, but somewhere along the line my feelings just faded, I don't know why or how but they just did. And I guess I never got over my feelings for Four. And you deserve someone who truly truly loves you, and that's not me. I'm sorry." I breathed deeply and watched for his reaction.

He took a deep breath and looked me, his face wasn't mad or angry, but calm and collected, like he prepared for this moment.

"I'm not dumb Berlin, I see the way you guys look at each other. At first I just thought it was remembering the old times, but I guess I knew this was gonna happen."

I was shocked at first, I thought he would be mad.

"But you're right, I deserve some who loves me, and you deserve to be happy. So if Four makes you happy then go, go be with him."

He gave me one last kiss, before he walked out of the room to tell every one the wedding was off.

I made my way to where I thought Four would be, and of course I was right, sitting on the train tracks was Tobias Eaton my love.

"Four" I called

He was throwing rocks into the sand as he turned to look at me, his expression was one I never wanted to see on his beautiful face, hurt,

"What are you doing here Berlin?" He questioned.

"I couldn't do it, I couldn't, I just couldn't marry him Four." I walked up and sat down next to him on the tracks.

"And why's that?" He said emotion less, I felt so bad I never meant to hurt him. Then why did I go and try to marry someone else? I don't know what's wrong with me.

"Because I love someone else."

Immediately he held his head high and looked at me with the most hopeful eyes I could ever imagine.

"Is it me?" He asked.

Men, what can I say.

Instead of answering, I cupped my hands around his cheeks and kissed him, I felt a smile on his lips as he kissed me back.

"Of course it is" I smiled as I pulled away.

We sat there kissing for another 5 minutes. Both of us finally pulled away with swollen lips and smiles across our faces.

"So what next?" I asked as I stood up and grabbed his hand to help him up.

"How about we get married" he answered as we walked hand in hand.

I thought it over in my head will quick, it wasn't hard to think about, I loved Four, and of course I would marry him. "Love the idea, there's a priest waiting for us inside." I gleamed.

I decided to leave it at that cuz it was simple and sweet. Sorry if you don't like it.

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