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Trigger warning: bullying, almost suicide. 

Random name: hailey

Great another day of school, which means another day of being made fun of. Why is this my life? Do I deserve this?

I walk in the doors ready for what's to come, I would say I'm used to it but I'm not, it just keeps getting worse, and I don't know if I can go on. Maybe, just maybe today will be better.

I try to put a smile on my face as I walk in, hoping for the best. My eyes land on the one who causes it all.

Peter.

there he stands leaning up against his locker, laughing with his buddies. probably making fun of whoever they feel like making fun of.

He turns his head, and his eyes meet mine, I see a small smirk appear on his face, and I know whats about to happen. 

"Hey Hailey, I love what you've done with your hair, how do you get it to come out of your nose like that?" Peter laughs as does everyone else in the hallway. 

I try to ignore it but I can feel me eyes watering up, I try to walk pass him but he grabs my arm. 

"Hey guys listen to this one! You're so fat you need cheat codes to play wii fit." everyone burst out laughing, while my eyes can't hold it in anymore. 

Water starts to come out of my eyes, "I can't take it anymore!" I scream through my tears, by now everyone is dead silent. 

I start to run down the hallway, as I pass peter he looks surprised? why would he be surprised, he knows what he was doing. 

I run to the stairs and go straight to the top of our 4 story building. I know its not that high but it should do the trick, I hope.

I walked to the edge and look over, I see a concrete sidewalk just below. I take in a deep breath and close my eyes.

This isn't fair, I haven't done anything to deserve this. Why me? Maybe I do deserve this, that has to be why I am the one who always gets picked on, the universe has chosen me I guess...

It doesn't matter anymore, I don't want to live like this, so I'll just leave. 

"Oh my God! Hailey what the hell are you doing?" I hear from behind me, its Peter. 

"What does it look like." I monotonously answer back. 

"Why are you doing this?" He asks. 

Its sad that he doesn't know why.

"You Peter, you're the reason. I can't take the bullying anymore, I just can't. Do you know what it feels like, to get called fat, ugly, stupid, everyday? I do, and it doesn't feel good." I feel more tears starting to fall down my face. 

Peter looks at me with guilt on his face. he reaches his hand out for me to take. "Why should I? You're just gonna keep doing it." 

Before I could think he grabs my arm and pulls me off the edge and into a tight hug. 

"I'm sorry I'm sorry! Please don't kill yourself, please don't." he breathes into my shoulder. "I only do it cause it makes me feel popular and like people actually care."

I look at him with tears in his eye. 

"I promise I will never make fun of you again, if you promise to never harm yourself." 

I think for a minute, and then shake hands with him, he gives me a small smile. This doesn't mean I forgive him, it will take a lot more time before I can forgive him fully, but for now I think we are good. 

"I promise." 

And that my friends was the start of a beautiful friendship(maybe even something more)

Hey guys! sorry if this is sucky and you don't like it. like I really do apologies...

Anyway, this is kind of the worst day of my life. My best friend is moving 7 hours away, and they left today. yah we can still talk but it won't be the same like when she was here!!!!!XC

I guess a bright side is we have 17.3k reads!! thanks so much everyone for reading!

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