"Yoongi," Jimin sat down next to me. I realized that Jungkook had sat down in front of him at lunch, just like normal. Jimin shifted his eyes to Jungkook, then back to me.

Fine.

"Jungkook, can we talk?"

Jungkook looked up at me with wide eyes. "Me?" He asked. I rolled my eyes at him.

"No, I was talking to the Jungkook next to you." I said. Jungkook smiled up at me.

"Sarcasm.." He stood up and walked towards the door. I followed him as we threw our plates away. "What do you want to talk about?"

"Us."

"Hm, there's an us?"

"Kook.."

"Okay, fine." He leaned against the wall.

I suddenly got really nervous as he stared at me, waiting for me to talk. "Uh.." I closed my eyes and sighed to myself. I look stupid.

"Hyung," Jungkook placed his hand under my chin and made me look up at him. "What?"

I looked into his brown eyes and felt all feelings come through me. What do I say?

I miss you?

Why did you cheat on me with Tae?

Did you?

Do you miss me?

"Kook.."

"You say that every time you talk to me, hyung." Jungkook chuckled. "Use your words."

"I don't even know what to say.."

"Maybe I can start." He crossed his arms. "Maybe I'll start for myself. Can you explain to me why you've been ignoring me?"

"Taehyung." I said.

"Yeah, there's where you lose me."

"You cheated on me with Tae." I said.

Jungkook snapped his head towards me. "I did what?" He laughed. "Hyung, I've been waiting for you for like two years. Why the hell would you think..." He suddenly stopped.

"What?"

"Hyung, do you even miss me?" He furrowed his eyebrows. "Do you not know how much I thought about you? Do you know how much it hurt when you wouldn't answer your calls or when you never even reacted when you saw me at the beginning of the year? I was so happy that I was going to see you again." He said.

"But—"

"And Hoseok? What about him?" He asked. "First you're just friends, then you're dating and now you're just friends again? What the hell? Was you just trying to get rid of me?"

I shook my head. "I never asked him to do anything like that. He did that on his own."

"But you were trying to get rid of me?"

"You cheated on me!"

"No, I didn't!" Jungkook yelled at me. I felt the anger come out of him. Wow. "I never even thought about Tae or anyone else when I was with you, Yoongi. You should know that."

Well, I didn't.

"And you even promised me that we'd still be friends." Jungkook laughed to himself. "That was a lie, obviously. I feel like I'm chasing a rainbow or some shit. Chasing you is like.."

"What?" I asked.

"It's useless!" He closed his eyes and rested his head against the wall.

I frowned as I looked at the broken boy. I stepped towards him and looked up at his face, seeing his hurt look. "I didn't know, Kookie." I placed my hand on his arm and pulled him towards me, wrapping my arms around him.

He tensed up as I hugged him.

"Hyung, you don't have to act like—"

"I miss you." I dug my face into his shirt, getting a fresh and familiar scent. "I do."

  Jungkook wrapped his arms hesitantly around me and I felt like I was in heaven. "Do you?" He asked me. I nodded into his chest.

  "I really do.."

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