Summer heat was all over the place, you can see the different clubs practicing for the upcoming competitions that's being held this season, and I'm one of them too, practicing soccer in a board of daylight.

After I set a goal I noticed people screaming at the edge of the field hearing my name being called by the crowd, when I turned around to look at them I immediately waved and smiled at them that made them scream more and louder.

"Guanlin-ah, you sure have a lot of fans." Jaehwan hyung said to me, making fun of me.

"No not really hyung." I answered him, he tapped my shoulders then pint something at the bench area, then I saw our team captain that's glaring at me, it was Hwang Minhyun Hyung, he's very the strict one to be honest.

"You should be careful when he's around, that beautiful monster is scary." He then fasten his pace totally outrunning me, when I was about to call his name Minhyun hyung shouted.

"Yah! Guanlin, you little brat go over here!" I didn't protest to disobey him but instead I react so fast to get in where he is standing, he surely has a grudge on me.

"What is it captain hyung?" I lazily asked him, playing innocent not to know anything, even though I totally know why he's angry.

"Didn't I said no fan clubs allowed during our practice?!" He raised his voice like there's no tomorrow, yet it just passed throughout between my two years not totally cared about his warning.

"Hyung, you have fans club in here too, what's worse? It's way more crowded than mine." He was about to stand for himself yet he was too late for I, pointed where a lots of girls or should I say even boys crowding and holding a banner with his name on it, which made him speechless.

He fake a coughed twice then looks at me "Well you're forgiven, go back to practice right now!" I bowed to him saying the usual response to the captains in the other cliche shits in real life.

"And Guanlin, you should start thinking about being the next captain." I just nodded to him, resuming to the practice.

Being the captain, I didn't even thought of becoming one.

the practice ended then I have the urge to make myself a little bit fresh, I ran to the nearest faucet in the school washing my face throughly, when I was finished and ready to dry off I wasn't able to feel my towel, remembering now, I totally forgot it on the bench.

This is irritating.

"Hey, you left this." His voice suddenly butt in, instantly took the towel to wipe my face off, when I was finished I placed my towel around my shoulders still wiping my temples.

"Than- oh it's Jihoon." He then shows off his cute irritated face in front of me again.

"I'm a H-Y-U-N-G." He slowly and clearly said to me, this guy literally knows how to be cute without any efforts needed.

"Nahh, Jihoon's fine, since I'm taller than you." That's when he continuously punched but I managed to block them, this midget knows how to punch for real.

"Stop fucking you fucking stick!" His nonstop bickering was all I heard that very moment, I examined his annoyed face really is cute, and, then his lips that's pouted to add in his cuteness more, fuck I want to touch those plump red lips so bad.

I stopped his hands from punching me, thankfully I'm a little stronger than him to be able for me to stop him, I decrease our distance between our faces but we're not totally that close that were about to kiss.

"Hey, Jihoon, do you play soccer?" He blankly stared at me, fuck this midget I really want him now.

"Y-You know that I'm not playing soccer why did you even bother to ask-"

"Because you're my goal that I can't miss." I grinned at him, then there he goes again blushing through my words, but nevertheless...

"So it's just your stupid lines, let's go him, screw that goal of yours!" He broke our contact then he awkwardly looked at me but he manage to get rid of his flushed face.

"I'll go get my bag, wait for me." He walked away after that, as I only watched his back slowly disappearing in front of me.

He just sees me just his friend, no, his best friend, I wonder if someday you'll disappear in my life like this, that I can't even do anything to make you stay.

See, it's just hard to fall in love with the wrong person, when at the same time he's just freaking dense with everything.

I gave the thought to get my things to my locker in our clubs changing room, waiting for Jihoon at the gate of the school, I saw students laughing with their friends with their wide smiles on their faces, they were chatting so loudly and lively, it was irritating but I was kinda jealous of them, well everything surely changed after I realized this feelings.

This is kinda troublesome, totally if I lose control in front of Jihoon because of this feelings maybe I won't be able to see his angry or even irritated face.

"Guanlin, let's go!" I looked at him seeing his wide smile, this shit surely is bipolar, just a few minutes ago his irritated, and now he's smiling, well I don't care anymore.

Just for now, let me treasure this smile, because I know in the near future I won't be able to see it again.