Finally the teacher bid farewell to us which means it's the end of this day, but not for me because I have practice, being an athlete is annoying, I hold my bag and was ready to go but My way was suddenly blocked by a petit body.

"Guanlin, let's go home together." Ae bong smiled at me.

"Sorry Ae bong, I have practice today, so yeah maybe next time, hm?" After I said those words, I continued to walk but her hands stopped me that made me look back at her direction.

"I'll wait for you, please?" She showed her puppy eyes to me, well it isn't cute at all, if it is Jihoon hyung I know it will be super cute, but this is reality and this is not Jihoon.

"My captain said that we're going to have an overtime today, bye ae bong." I removed her hands unto my arms and successfully gone out of our room, I saw Daewhi at the front door, having his arms crossed in his chest while leaning at the door.

"You really are lovey dovey with that girl." He smirked at me.

"Swallow her if you want, let's just go to our clubs." I insist Daewhi and he didn't utter a word but just tailed me.

Daewhi is in the Radio broadcasting club, since he said it was interesting to do though I didn't get what he said, what's good about talking with playing some music or even giving advice? I don't get it, but nevertheless I just let him be because it's what my best friend wants.

"I'll be going, see ya tomorrow." He waved a goodbye to me when we reached the first floor, and I just silently take it back to him, I immediately go to my club changing my uniform.

"Guanlin!" Jaehwan hyung leaned his arms around my shoulders.

"What is it hyung?" I asked him, making a bothered face to him, when he saw my face he removed his arms in my shoulder mouthing sorry to me, but recovered afterwards.

"You see..." He signed to me that I should lend my ear which he'll whisper to me, I did what he just said to me.

"Minhyun hyung invited me on a date." He whispered to me and I distanced myself to him after that, I looked at my hyung that has a flushed face, this shit escalated too fast no matter what I think.

"Well congratulations Hyung, that's good for you." I closed my locker was about to leave the changing room.

"You cold shit, you should be happier for me!" He pouted to me like he's younger than me, it didn't bother me because Jaehwan hyung is like this... How should I say this, uhh, more hyper than me?

"Fine fine, let's get going hyung, I'll treat you later." He smiled at me but stops in the midway of leaving the room.

"Isn't that cheating? I'm going to have an after school date with Guanlin before I go to Minhyun hyung's date?" He looked me like he want me to answer his question, I sighed at my idiot hyung.

"It's not, I'll just treat you after your date." I answered him with all I've got because I'm just too tired to interact with all of this people.

"But isn't-"

"Let's go to practice hyung." I cut him off, he nodded to me finally leaving the changing room, the captain shouted for the assembly then started the practice, damn it I'm fucking tired and I haven't met Jihoon hyung today, and all I can see in today's practice are the glances between the captain and Jaehwan hyung, I want to puke so badly.

I need to say sorry before this goes bigger.

Time passed and the captain signaled that we can have our break, I slowly taken a sit on the bench and panting heavily while wiping my sweats with my towel.

"Water?" I looked to our Manager, Jisung hyung, handing out a water blottle to me, I didn't bother to say any word and just get the water and drink it, I felt refreshed after I drank all the water in the bottle.

"Thank you hyung." I managed to say to him, I felt Jisung hyung takes a sit in my side.

"So how's your daily life with him?" He said, Jisung hyung was very close to me that he even knows that I'm freaking gay for Jihoon's ass, it didn't bother him because he was bi himself.

"Not good hyung." I place the empty water bottle beside me then wipes my sweat after that.

"What happened?" He asked with his worried face, infact Jisung hyung is very supportive with my feelings for Jihoon hyung.

"How should I explain this... I kinda make a moved on him but not at the same time." I confessed to Jisung hyung, he patted my back to comfort me because he knows how hard to hide your feelings to someone you truly love.

"Why don't you just confess to him Guanlin?" He questioned me.

"Hyung." I want to say it to Jisung hyung, the words that I've been bottling up but I can't, I rubbed my temples, and Jisung hyung didn't bother to asked anything after that.

I'm just scared of rejection.

"But remember Guanlin, if you don't say your feelings to Jihoon you will not know if have a chance, or what's worse? He can be snatch anytime or even right now, where you can't even do anything." Jisung words was kept on my mind, he left me after that and continued distributing bottled waters to the other members.

I know it, I know it better than anyone, that I'm wasting my time teasing Jihoon hyung, but how can I express my feelings to him without making him tremble in fear when I touch him?

It's not that easy.

"Captain hyung!" I called our captain, he's with Jaehwan hyung, technically he looked pissed when I called him, he walked towards me keeping his very interesting face.

"What?" He said irritatedly.

"I'm going home, I don't feel good." I said to him with a straight face, well of course it wouldn't believe that, but since he's Minhyun hyung.

"You shouldn't have practice from the start brat, go home." He said to me, Well of course he'll believe it, I immediately said goodbye to them not even bothered to change my current clothes and just get my bags and ready to go.

Well it's a given that Jihoon hyung wouldn't come here today because he's obviously avoiding me. I left the school grounds and continued to walk towards the convenience store to buy something to eat purchasing it without any problem.

Then after a few walk, I saw the stop and the bus was already there I run towards it and succeeded to go in before the door closes. I look around and saw a unoccupied seat, I seated there not even knowing who's beside me.

"Guanlin." The person beside called me, it was a familiar voice, way too familiar, so I hurriedly looked whose beside me, my eyes widen when I learned who it is.

It was Jihoon.

"Jihoon" I called him back.

"Hyung." He added, well isn't this is unexpected because he can act normal more than I thought.

"Why didn't you come to my club's practice?" I asked him boldly, He looks down and he's circling his thumb with one another, it's cute.

"Because.." I know he can't say it because he's that type of person, so it crossed my mind why don't we just bring that up and end this awkwardness for his own good.

"Jihoon, I'm sorry with what happened last night, I was just teasing you." When I said my lie to him, he looked at me rapidly and with no signs of being troubled anymore, I faked a smile to him.

"That's what I thought, Guanlin you should lessen your crappy lines, okay?" I nodded to him, he smiled at me then he looked outside of the window humming happily.

Why is it so easy to make a lie to him rather than saying the truth? I observed him losing the weight in his shoulders, it was good scene. I should have just said this lie right from the start so that I shouldn't have worried too much.

He believed me so easily, too easily, like fuck I'm back into square one again.

Guanlin you're stupid.