I heard my mom called me for dinner, I immediately go outside of my room and the first thing that I saw is the image of Jihoon helping my mom to arrange the table, once I gotten in to the dining area Jihoon instantly noticed me.

Jihoon is leaving with us because he's parents died when we were kids, I remembered how the three of them always laughing when they're always together, but unexpectedly they died because of an accident that time were the first time I saw Jihoon cried too much and that was the last time too. He started living with us after that because his relatives doesn't want to take him, since my mom and his parents were good friends my mom volunteered to take him with us.

Even though he's always smiling in front of my mother, I know he's hurting inside though.

"Yo" I casually greeted him while taking my usual seat, Jihoon was about to say something but sadly my mother showed up.

"Why don't you just help us than seating their, are you even my son?" My mother sarcastically said to me, but I shrugged it off not showing interest to help them.

"That's Guanlin for you." Jihoon smirked at me.

"Then this Guanlin is not for anyone my Jihoonie, this Guanlin is for you." I emphasized the word 'for you' so that Jihoon can understand what I mean, and luck is within me because I can see his blushing face again.

If I can just stand right this moment I would have kiss this cute midget right now, but I need to control myself not to.

"S-S-Shut up, you p-pervert." He said, he's not even looking at me.

"I'm not a pervert though, oh sorry, When it only comes to you." I continued teasing Jihoon, he was irritated with my comebacks until my mother invited us to eat dinner, the three of us finished our dinner and I crawled myself in our couch to watch something.

I saw Jihoon tailed me seating the other end of the couch, which made me think that this is my chance to take advantage to lean my head in his lap.

"Yah Jihoon." I called out to him.

"Hyung." He strictly glared at me.

"Fine, fine... Jihoon, don't cross your legs." I said not adding up the 'hyung' he wanted, he's still glaring at me and he didn't obey my demand.

"I said don't cross your legs." I said again, but with a serious tone. I'm teasing him again of course.

"I don't want to, why would I do what you say?" He rolled his eyes at me, damn this hyung is more girly than my sister, but my urge to sleep in his lap doesn't stop me, so I come closer to where he is seated.

"If I call you 'hyung', you'll do what I say?" I look at him with innocent eyes, but he just ignored me.

"Why do you even demand me not to cross my legs?" He looked at me with his eyebrows that's furrowed, well if that isn't cute.

"I want to lean my head in your lap." I straight forwardly said to him, he was just looking at me and same goes for me.

"No, you can't." He rejected me, he stood up and was about to leave me, but my mind change now, It doesn't matter if I can't lean in his lap just let Jihoon stay by my side right now.

I grab his hands pulling him back unto the couch, I pinned him down and I'm on top of him, his eyes were shut downed, while his eyes were closed I examined his features, how long his eyelashes are, or his cheeks that's very glow up makes me want to pinch it, and his tempting plump lips, I want to kiss it.

When he opened his eyes, he was shocked how close our face are but I didn't mind his expression, it's a very casual reaction when someone pin you down.

"Guanlin, let me go." He struggled between my hands that's keeping him in his position, but he can't budge me because I'm way more strong than him.

"G-Guanl—"

"Jihoon hyung, aren't your lips lonely?" I came closer so right now were about to kiss, I can feel his breathing right unto my face, his face that's more red than before.

"Guanlin, you brat, stop this its not funny." He tried his best to avoid my eyes that is straightly looking at him, why won't this guy notice my feelings when we're about to kiss, is he really this dense.

"Mine's lonely, Jihoon hyung... Want to meet my lips with yours?" He then stop and processing what I just said, before he react to what I said I already distance myself from him leaving him their I positioned myself at the end of the couch again.

Well isn't this great Guanlin, You made things awkward between the two of you.

I focused myself to watch the movie that is in front of me, I didn't want to bother him anymore, If things continue earlier maybe Jihoon will hate me.

"G-Guanlin, I'm going to sleep, say goodnight to aunt for me, okay?" I just nodded to him, I saw in my peripheral vision that he immediately run towards his room shutting the door loudly.

I looked at my hand, remembering how I held Jihoon's wrist, it surely is thinner than me, it's like holding a girl, but what bothers me is he's shaking, it's like he's scared of me.

I rubbed my temples and sighed

"Guanlin, where's Jihoon?" I heard my mom.

"He said he's going to sleep" I answered my mom not even bothered to look at her.

"I'm going to my room now, don't stay up too late watching movies, okay?" I hummed her as my response, and saw her walk inside of her room.

How can I fix this?

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I woke up earlier today so I left early too, not that I want to avoid Jihoon I don't have any intention of running away, it was my fault too, it's just that the coach said morning practices shall be done now because the competition is around the corner.

I ran through the bus stop and wait there until it comes, when the bus arrived I got inside not having any passengers at this time, because it's way too early, when I reached my stop I saw Jaehwan hyung walking with the Captain, Minhyun hyung.

"Hyung! Captain!" I called out to them once I stepped out of the bus, they saw me instantly but only Jaehwan hyung smiled at me, I was greeted by my captain's furious glare.

The two of them reached where I was standing, and I walk with them after that.

"Don't be so loud early in the morning Guanlin." Minhyun hyung warned me.

"Oh Hyung don't be like that to our Guanlin, you know he's just lively today, okay?" Jaehwan hyung hugged The captain's arm which made the captain blush, his feelings is like an open book, he's easy to read.

"Fine." The captain give up but he removed Jaewhan's hyung hands in his, leaving the both of us their, when I looked at Jaehwan hyung his face showed an hurting expression, this one is easy to read too.

"You like him?" I asked him, he then snapped back to reality and looks at me with his eyes wide open.

"W-W-What?" He denied.

"Your face says it all." I blankly answered him, then he blush from that.

"Is it really that obvious?" He fidget his fingers, this situation is making me cringe totally, seeing my hyungs love life, I want to puke.

"Yes, yes hyung." I ignored him and I straightly goes to our changing room greeting all the other members that's changing their clothes, I hurriedly change myself into my soccer uniform too then goes to practice after that.

The practice ended, then the team got the time to take a shower before going to our classes, when I was finish I directly go to the classroom seeing my classmates attention were at me, the girls greeted me good morning and I greeted them back.

"Guanlin." A familiar voice called me, I turn to where the voice is and saw Ae bong, Kim Ae bong, the girl who's been chasing me ever since we're in middle school, he even tailed me here, in this school, her reason was because she likes me a lot.

"I baked cookies for you." She handed a wrapped cookies in front of me, to be honest this girl should be cute if she's weren't obsessed with me.

"Thanks Ae bong." And I can't refused her, because she kinda went crazy when I turned her cookies down in our middle school days, It was a sympathy that I felt for Her, I sounded like a mean person there.

She smiled at me and walks in her sit smiling creepily, I sighed and taken my seat too.

"Got another cookie there, Guanie." Daewhi my best friend said, I just nodded to him. He's months older than me.

"You can have this later." I said to him, and he showed a big smile to me, we're seat mate to be honest.

"Ae bong really is crazy for you huh, why don't you just date her dude, she's cute too." His daily nagging come up now, he laughed at me because of my situation.

"You know that I like my hyung." And Daewhi knows that I like Jihoon, he was my there when I was so conflicted about my feelings about him and how I survived valentines day at our middle school days until now.

"If you say so, but I bet you're still stuck with your position being his best friend." He teased me, I let him be talking nonsense about my unrequited love because he's always like this.

Damn it I want to see Jihoon and say sorry for what I did last night.