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sunday

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jjk:
you say all of this like it's so easy

jjk:
easy for me to just forget about my feelings and act like we're best friends

jjk:
i can't do that and you're not trying to understand me at all

jjk:
i can't fucking do anything to change my feelings

jjk:
you're so fucking selfish, hyung

pjm:
I'M selfish?

pjm:
you think the fact that i'm hurting you doesn't hurt me?

pjm:
like you said, you can't do anything but i can't fucking do anything either, jungkook

pjm:
don't you think i haven't even tried loving you?

jjk:
i don't need you to fucking try

jjk:
i am not that desperate

jjk:
don't be so fucking egotistical

pjm:
and yet you always come here lashing out at me because i cannot return the feelings you have for me. don't you think that affects me in any way at all? do you really think i'm some kind of monster? do you think i'm that cold?

pjm:
jeon jungkook, i'm your friend. i have a heart and even though i can't give my whole heart to you, you still have a piece of it because you are my friend. i care for you and you are important to me

pjm:
but it's not always going to be about you, okay?

jjk:
and don't you think i haven't tried either?

jjk:
don't you think i haven't tried unloving you?

pjm:
i'm not asking you to do that. i'll never push your love away like that. if you want to forget these feelings, you can. if you want to love me even though you know we'll never be more than friends, you can

jjk:
i can't just turn it off like that, jimin, i can't

jjk:
i love you

pjm:
i know

pjm:
and i'm so sorry

pjm:
i really am

pjm:
but this is all i can ever feel