even when you're not mine

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❝hey. i saw you today. you seemed really happy with him. does he do everything right? does he fill the void i left? is he not a fuckup like me? i hope he isn't. you deserve someone who'll be there whenever you need him. unlike me. i was always gone when you needed me by your side. with all my excuses and lies. fuck! i took you for granted! i know that now! i'm sorry. i'm sorry for yelling. i just hate myself. good night.❞