i'm still a bit sick, and i don't really feel up to writing again today, so i decided to post another one of my older drafts! sorry loves, i'll try and do an actual update tomorrow (:

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hi dears
my wifi is out and i am really bored, so i decided to write eighty things about myself! :)
this was inspired by toomanyshipstosail! (she's amazing !!!)

1. my name is madeleine. it's pronounced and spelled the french way but most people think it's 'madeline.'

2. i play the piano!

3. i also play the ukulele!

4. and the trumpet too! ><

5. i have a younger sister, who, sadly, is taller than me.

6. i natively speaks english, but i'm learning spanish, italian, french, greek, and asl as well!

7. spanish is the only one of those that i think i'll be able to speak fluently in the next five years lol. maybe asl too but that's not really speaking.

8. my favourite colours are purple, yellow, white, and black! (i know white and black are not technically colours but idec).

9. i have many many many ships.

10. in fact, i'm only on number ten and i'm running out of things to say so i think i'll write out  a l l  of my ships (;

11. deamus (dean thomas x seamus finnigan). they're just so cute together!! and j.k. rowling said she would have written them as a couple if it wouldn't have taken attention away from the main three- so maybe it's kind of canon? just a teensy weensy lil bit?

12. stormpilot (poe dameron x finn). okay, don't get me wrong, i love rose. but i've been a finnpoe shipper since episode six and i won't let rose get in the way of that. finn seemed to love her as a sister to me and i'm a s t r o n g believer of that. also literally the entire cast and crew ships stormpilot as well so...

13. reylo (rey x kylo ren). honestly this needs no explanation. it's just meant to be.

14. moariel (moana x ariel). just look this up on pinterest. if you don't already ship it the art will change your mind. (:

15. lams (alexander hamilton x john laurens). i mean it's literally real. like there are letters from the 1700s to prove this ship. also i wrote fanfic about lams for a school narrative project and i will always believe in it.

16. scömìche (scott hoying x mitch grassi). my friends got me into this ship in sixth grade and i know a lot of things have changed since then but i still think they would be adorable together!

17. percabeth (percy jackson x annabeth chase). okay honestly this is just too cute!!!! and i don't think i can ever forgive rick riordan for what he did to them but it's fine it's all fine.

18. scorbus (albus potter x scorpius malfoy). since drarry never happened,
this is the next best thing. it's actually really adorable though; the characters have great chemistry together.

19. wolfstar (sirius black x remus lupin). okay, tonks was great, i loved her, but back in their hogwarts days, sirius and remus are like o t p. i just love the idea of protective!sirius and smol!remus and ahhh it just had to be real.

20. solangelo (will solace x nico di angelo) yesssssssss. they were the first gay couple in a disney-owned series i believe. i remember reading about them as a smol child and being like "wow i'm not weird. other people are like this too." and ahhh. maybe i can forgive rick riordan for all the things he's done because he gave me this.

21. blitzstone (blitzen x hearthstone). okAy. OKAY. OTP. I NEED THIS. in the new magnus chase shorts that come out soon blitzstone better be real. pleaseeeeeeeeee.
i just love it so much.
please
please
please
it's like actually all i live for.
(btw thomas brodie sangster is the living embodiment of hearth and if there ever is a mc movie i need him to play him).

22. stucky (bucky barnes x steve rogers) yep yep yep. you know what time it is? it's stucky time. you know what time it's not? stony time. because stucky is real. and stony is nottttt. bucky was in love with steve and i will die believing that.

23. phan (dan howell x phil lester). so this is debatable. like yes, i think they would be absolutely adorable together, but i also want to respect them and not pressure them to come out or anything. so. yeah.

24. malex/fierrochase/beatrice (magnus chase x alex fierro). i have a lot to say about this ship. so first of all, it has three names! the story behind this is that magnus and alex, sound too much like magnus and alec, so everyone was confusing malec with malex. so then, someone asked rick riordan what the ship name should be instead, and he replied with 'beatrice.' don't ask me why because i have no idea. anywayyyy. that name didn't really catch on, so now it's fierrochase!!
and just. eek. this ship means everything. like a gender fluid teen and someone who thought they were straight but then realises they aren't. it's just everything. rick riordan you did it again!! <3

25. malec (magnus bane x alec lightwood). i live for malec. their relationship is just so sweet and pure and beautiful and there is so much meaning and ahhh i love it a lot.

26. newtina (newt scammander x tina goldstein). this ship is cannnnnnon. i'm so happy it is. because they're just tooo adorable together i can't even.

27. tenrose (rose tyler x tenth doctor). rose is like the one person that truly made the doctor happy and i love it so much. like the ninth doctor had good chemistry with her but i think ten had it better. they're just too cute and what happened to them was so terrible they deserved better. :'(

28. johnlock (john watson x sherlock holmes).  this ship has been going on for over a century and it's still strong!!! john and sherlock are portrayed in so many different ways but their love for each other is always expressed!!

29. doctor x master. so i don't think there is a ship name for this yet, but that's okay! the doctor admitted that when he and the master were lil boys he had a crush on him!!! it's true loveeee. no matter what gender either of them are, i still think the ship is adorable!! and yes, i know i already ship the doctor with rose, but in dw you can really ship the doctor with everyone tbh.

30. newtmas (newt x thomas). i don't think i can even write about this ship without crying. it's just so beautiful and ahhh. i have to admit, in the first two books, i did ship minewt, but then i started reading newtmas fanfic, and death cure and fever code and i realised that newtmas is just tooo real not to ship it!! they're so adorable in the movies as well and eeeek.

31. dylmas (dylan o'brien x thomas brodie sangster). this goes along with newtmas but i'm writing it separately because it deserves its own explanation! dylan and thomas just have so many adorable moments together and thEY EvEn AlMoSt KiSsED oNce and i just love it. dylmas hugs are what i live for honestly.

32. i have more ships but i'm getting bored of writing them, and i'm sure you're bored of reading them >< so time for more facts !!

33. absolutely plain tofu, with maybe a lil bit of pepper, is my favourite food along with salad!!!

34. i'm vegan !!! (:

35. i love doing pilates and yoga.

36. i'm from the usa, but i
would love to live in europe one day!

37. i'm going to interact introverts in august and i'm so excited!! i love dan and phil v much.

38. i spend most of my free time reading.

39. i love to babysit and work with children! i used to volunteer at a day care in the babies classroom, and now i watch children in my neighbourhood.

40. my favourite starbucks drink is iced coffee. sometimes i'll put coconut milk in, but i think it's great just black!! ik i'm weird ><

41. my favourite book series are artemis fowl, harry potter, percy jackson, magnus chase, trials of apollo, heroes of olympus , kane chronicles, a series of unfortunate events, the hunger games, the mortal instruments, and the maze runner!!!

42. i love fairy lights!

43. i love succulents and cacti!

44. i love lin manuel miranda; he's my baby.

45. so is thomas brodie sangster.

46. and oscar isaac.

47. peter capaldi as well.

48. maybe i shouldn't continue  naming people or i'll never people to stop.

49. my favourite songs are stolen dance, war of hearts, and like all of hamilton!

50. i have a brown hair that falls right above my shoulders, but i'm thinking of cutting it a bit shorter! maybe below the ears?

51. i'm also thinking about dying it? i was going to do lavender over spring break, but now i'm having second thoughts... ><

52. i would really like to get a double piercing on both my ears, but unfortunately i haven't been able to convince my parents yet. ^-^

52. if i were to get a tattoo, i'd want a minimalist one on my wrist maybe? or maybe my ankle!

53. my favourite show is doctor who!

54. i love the look of makeup, but i'm terrible at doing it and i hate the way it feels on my face.

55. i'm a night owl!!! i usually go to bed around 2 which is not good at all because i have to get up at 7!! :/ but no matter how hard i try, i can never go to bed earlier!!

56. i'm omniromantic!

57. you probably have no idea what that means! ><

58. here is a definition from urban dictionary: someone who is romantically attracted to anyone regardless of gender identity and/or sex. can have phases when they are more commonly attracted to a specific group, also may be mostly biromantic or something else. but is still attracted to all groups. can be confused with panromantic but generally has a different view of genders, simply that it makes no difference to them.
many people confuse panromantic with omniromantic, and the easiest way to put it is that omniros notice gender and are attracted to all genders, while panros are 'genderblind' and are attracted to people regardless of gender. ^\-/^

59. i'm an introvert and much prefer talking to people through the internet than in real life. ><

60. bill nye the science guy is my queen.

61. and not just for ironic meme purposes.

62. i love him.

63. if you can't already tell, i'm v weird idek what's wrong with me >:< lol

64. i love to draw realistically, but i'm pretty terrible at it!

65. oversized sweaters are everything.

66. i very much dislike the way book covers curl up.

67. honestly i could probably prevent then from doing this but i always fall asleep at night with my glasses on and a book open on my chest, which is probably why the covers curl up so much. ^-^

68. i love to sing, but not really in front of other people.

69. i own a lotttt of stuffed animals.

70. and i love then aLL.

71. water, green tea, and coffee are my favourite drinks!

72. i love spicy food!

73. i love to swim, but i hate wearing swimsuits.

74. i really love star wars, but for some reason i'm not really that excited for the han solo movie? i feel like it hasn't been marketed that well.

75. i have many many children.

76. most of them don't know i exist, or don't exist themselves.

77. i ship two of my teachers very much !!!

78. i love my internet friends, and i love my irl friends!! i just love friends in general you guys are great! <3

79. if i was a fictional character, i think i'd be a cross between alec lightwood, luna lovegood, newt (from tmr), remus lupin, and hearthstone? a less cool and more weird version of course. ><

80. i love you all so much! thank you for taking the time to read this if you did, you're absolutely perfect!! (: