15th of Oct

Krystal P.O.V

I could now have my phone around freely, and I was aware my credit will end soon. I could ask Woody or Maria to send me a $10 card or something.

Meanwhile I scrolled through my gallery smiling then just had to open my music and listen to Little Things; I always woke up to it, it's been my alarm tone since it was released.

I had not started making breakfast yet because I had to wash all the laundry again, well the unexpected hppened that is: Rain!!

I sipped on my tea so deeply focused on Liam's voice.

I heard shuffling and looked up from my tea cup, I was actually staring at my tea smiling like an idiot.

It's what Liam does to me, because duh!

I looked up to see none other than a shirtless Harry sweet heaven Styles.

What's life?!

It always makes me think O.M.G

He was drinking water, something I've learned he does every morning.

"Did it rain yesterday?" Harry asked.

"Yup, the day I wash in it rains. Cursed? I know" I replied, he chuckled while walking to the bathroom.

I made him a cup of tea then sat down again "are you possibly going to volunteer and make breakfast?!" Harry asked.

"Oh no! Can you please? I'm not even hungry. I ran around for your precious clothes today" I said.

He shook his head opening the fridge to get some eggs. Times like these you are grateful Styles can cook, times like these you bless your eyes for seeing his back muscles stretch and tighten.

I think I'm going to die, I'm dead.

Relax Krystal, you've only seen him shirtless hundreds of times.

***

"That's crazy" I told Harry as he was telling me about the time he walked in his boxers in the hotel corridors not caring he was caught by security camera.

"Actually, I didn't know there were cameras, the hotel security came up to me and told me 'Sir would you kindly put some decent clothes on?' " he said.

I laughed "How old were you back then?"

"Seventeen, eighteen maybe" He answered.

"You have always been crazy Styles, " I said laughing

"Definitely not as crazy as you " he said looking at me.

I couldn't help but stare back at him, for a moment I thought I wanted to kiss him. I quickly broke out of our eye contact.

"Biscuits!?" I asked, he nodded getting up to bring them from the kitchen cabinet.

"Have you ever regretted a tattoo?" I asked.

"I had a couple that I made myself, I don't know if I regret them so much"

"Because I want to know, why on earth would you pick a tattoo of a hanger? Like that doesn't even make sense, that's stupid" I said and it was too late for me to realise that my words came out harsher than I thought.

He sighed putting the biscuits on the counter "I know I get a lot of hate on them"

"Oh God" I muttered.

I feel so bad now, I didn't mean it that way. It's his body.

Aghh! Way to go Krystal, way to go.

"I'm trying to make everyone happy" he shouted.

"Harry" I started but got cut by him saying harshly.

"I will go to my room" soon I heard the door shut loudly.

Agh, I have to fix this. At least try, try?

Try?

Yes, I have an idea.

I knocked on his door two times then entered "Harry?" I called.

He was sat on the edge of the bed, his hands on either side of him, his eyes burning holes in the floor.

I sat beside him and he removed his hands so it wouldn't touch me then looked the other way.

The second my fingers brushed his hands he removed his hand away but I am even more persistent.

"Come on, I want to show you something" I told Harry getting up from the bed.

He didn't dodge "please come on" I said tugging on his hand and trying to pull him up.

He huffed annoyed but finally got up, I showed him to the mirror in the hallway near the bathroom.

He looked at my reflection in the mirror in confusion, I let go of his hand.

"Take a breath," I started singing

"look into the mirror, you don't have to try so hard so they like you"

"You don't have to try"

"Wait a second, why should you care what they think of you"

"When you're all alone by yourself do you like you?"

"You don't have to try so hard"

"You don't have to give it all away"

"You don't have to bent till you break"

"You don't have to change a single thing"

"Take a breath, look into the mirror"

"At yourself"

"Do you like you?"

"Because I like you" I ended.

Harry was still looking at himself in the mirror, I stood in front of him.

"I'm sorry, forgive me?" I asked my voice soft and small.

He smiled his smile quickly broke into a wide grin and he picked me up hugging me.

I gasped at the contact as a light scream escaped my mouth, I rested my chin on his shoulder.

"Thank you" I heard him say his breath hitting my neck.

Shivers exploded in my body from head to toe, I smiled at the new feeling.

"You're welcome" I whispered back, resting my cheek on his shoulder.

Harry had his arms wrapped around me and I swear on my mother's grave I have not felt this safe in my life.

His hands slowly loosened up; I had my hands on his shoulder as we pulled away.

It felt like one of those tumblr hugs but it wasn't, he looked extremely attractive up close.

I was experiencing new feelings and tingles up and down my body.

I moved a strand of hair beside his ear as cliché as it sounds my heart fluttered.

Heart? What are you doing Krystal? My conscious kicked in.

I cleared my throat, "You should probably put me down now" I said.

"Ahm, yeah sorry" He muttered.

You can't think like that, you can't develope feeling for him. You know exactly why. My conscious scolded me for the second time, but I can't argue.

***

I sat down ready to call Woody, as I did my stomach started hurting me.

I quickly ended the call before it even rang opening my Period Calender, yes I have a period calendar and I advise every girl to download one.

Nothing is funny about going to the pool on the wrong day.

Five days late?

Fouk I'm pregnant?

Calm down stupid, you are a virgin!

I got up gasping two minutes later like it's the first time, I honestly hate mother nature so much.

I could not get used to this, I groaned texting Mariam "Where have go been for almost two weeks?" She sent.

Do you know what is great? It's having a special offer on SMS so I get to pay half the amount other people pay for texting.

"Sorry bbe, preparing for Uni" I lied.

"Yeah good luck"

"I'm out of WiFi" I texted.

" *pats your shoulder* *gives you a big hug* stay strong"

I laughed, " *hugs you back tightly* "

"School is killing me" Mariam texted, she was was a year younger than me and her school is honestly the weirdest; they finish last in the region.

"My period just knocked my walls"

"OMG! Could this week get any worse for you?" I read her text narrowing my eyes, this girl.

"Thanks for the heads up!" I texted back.

I felt so bad lying to one of my best friends, she is actually the best.

I just can't risk anyone knowing it will soon be over anyway.

This is better for all of us "Send me credit" I texted my Aunt.

"Sure baby girl" she texted back about 30 minutes later.

I stayed in bed hardly trying to fall asleep. I would wake up every once in a while though; my stomach is just going nuts.

This time of the month.

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6th of June, 2016