Krystal P. O. V

Maria whispered smoothly, "have fun, " I shrugged her off walking to Harry.

"What are you doing here?" I asked,

"I had to see you finally get out of there, " he pointed to the building behind me.

"Thanks for coming " I said, my mind unable to comprehend how nice he is.

"Let's go! We are going on a ride!" He said pulling me towards his car.

Before I entered I saw someone unexpected in the passenger seat, "Hay sweetheart, " she hugged me, after stepping out.

I was truly fangirling inside, yet I didn't say anything. Smiling; I looked at Harry who was waiting for me to say something.

"Uhm Hi, I am Krystal. Very happy meeting you," I said I wanted to pull his head out for not telling me, and for that smirke he had on his face.

"Are we actually going to get in the car! Or are we gonna stay here until we turn into little pickles?" Harry said, I smiled, interiorly in love with this dork.

" Leave it to my little brother to crack a pickle joke in the middle of nowhere " she said

We got into the car, I truly looked ridiculous meeting Gemma Styles for the first time in a messy bun and messed out look! Way to go!

***

Harry P. O. V

I turned the radio on, and started singing to one of my old time favorites. Ain't no sunshine

I stole glances at her in the rearview mirror she had her head sticking out the window, her hair flying she looks so happy and beautiful.

My memory took me back to two weeks ago, when I first stepped out of that hospital. All I wanted to do was have some time out for myself and see my family.

But before I even hauled a Taxi cab ride to take me; alot of paparatzi were already swarming the place. It didn't take long for management to get their hands on me.

"Where have you been the album is dropping two days before official date! "

"Tell me where have you been? Your phone has been off for a month! "

"Get ready you're on the next plan to Rio Brazil! " another said

"I just need some time to.... "

"No time! You took all the time you need, " another one said.

In a couple of hours I was being transferred to the airport.

***

"Look who decided to show up? " I heard Niall's familiar voice.

"Hay guys! " I maintained my posture.

"Where have you been mate?" Liam asked laughing.

You have no idea ! I thought

" #SearchForHarry is trending for the past 3 weeks or so" Niall said

"You gotta teach me your secrets mate not one paparazzi picture of you has been leaked! " Louis said laughing

I laughed along shaking it off.

Not a Taylor reference. I know you people go crazy on literally everything like Krystal she's so cute when she..... my mental smile faded as I traced down where my thoughts were dragging me.

"It was fun couple of weeks " I explained

"What excatly happened? " Liam asked,

"Guys come on! ready? " one of our tour mangers said, as we were escorted to set for the next 6 hours for interviews.

6 hours of repeating the same excat answers, throughout the whole thing I caught myself zoning out.

My hunting instance of thinking didn't let me be.

"How was it working yet again with Ed Sheeran; Harry?"

Before I had the chance to answer Niall did saving me as I bearly was listening.

"How do you describe the sound of the album...." I spaced out blocking everything around me, all what consumed my mind was her.

Krystal was a distraction, a joyful distraction that is, "Cute, and attractive; really attractive." I found myself smiling till I became aware of my surroundings again.

"What?" the interviewer frowned, I shut my mouth after I realized I said that out loud, "We moved on," I nodded in loss of words.

"Hallo One Direction! " yet again another overly whelmed interviewer said.

I smiled greeting her. " Harry your fans want to know how do you describe the perfect girl? " She asked after a series of other unrelated questions.

Seriously my fans? They know excatly how I want her. I hate that question I answered it over the course of the past 5 years more than a billion times !

"I think someone who's funny, has a sense of humor and just easy to talk to," I answered

"Lovely, " she replied,

I found myself laughing lowly as I remembered Krysi's ridiculous jokes. "She's so beautiful, it's fascinating" I spoke

" All directioners are! We get jealous so quickly so yeah, keep away from our girls " Zayn covered up.

He shot me a worried glance. I shrugged it off.

The day went on with me answering wrong questions at the wrong timings. It was actually funny! Drastically funny!
***
For a couple of days an internal debate corrupted my being; I didn't know if I should call or not. The moment I decided to call I couldn't find her number. I couldn't call her cousin he would demand explanation and couldn't give him one.

"Mate, remember when I disappeared for a week?" Zayn asked

"Yeah! That was sick I was so worried though," Liam answered

"Harry's skills are so much better than that," Zayn said, rubbing my shoulder.

" For real. Were you at a secret spa in Figi?" Niall asked, chuckling 

I shook my head. My eyes wondering around the room looking for a way to get out of this situation.

"He was probably living his wildest dreams with some mystery old Grandma woman," Liam said

"Excuse me Liam. LET ME DREAM!" I said, they laughed and I took that as my cue to run.

**

"So where have you actually been?" Louis asked as we hovered around some shirts to sign.

I didn't answer pretending not to hear him while I think of a convincing answer to Tammo. Not easy.

" Huh! "

"I asked; where have you been?"

"Around; just some hotels." I replied. The cottage is a rented facility right.

" Doing what?"

" Just chilling. Clensed, eating, writing. Nothing much" I mean I have done all of that right?

"And who have you met there?" He asked,

"No one! What makes you think I was with someone? " I said

"I didn't say you were with someone, but I mean were you living on Jupiter or something ?"

"No! I ..... I just managed to stay low key "

"I know you met someone, and particularly a girl. It's so obvious you're always distant Harry. You don't have to tell me." he said walking away.

Smart corky basterd. He knows I will tell him. I sat down my memory taking me to where I was two weeks ago.

I still can't believe she actually didn't tell me she was dying!

The doctor said if it wasn't for the surgery her heart would had stopped !

What am I supposed to do when I hear something like this?

When I sat and took things in; she actually didn't lie. Maybe she didn't say the whole truth. It's not like drug addicts wonder around with a sign saying they're!

What am I even thinking? Am I trying to vindicate her lies. She lied, she kidnapped me and could've killed me. Ahggg! This is messing up with my nerves. This is so messed up!

Krystal? kill? Seriously Harry?

Why didn't she freaking tell me?

What do you want her to tell you? That she's dying and her only mission in her last days was to see you? Do you want her to feel pathetic?

Alot of unanswered questions were swarming around my head like a nest of bees every question stinging a part of me.

"Let's go! Guys we have to wake up early in the morning! " Laim said as he pulled the covers over his shirtless body.

I couldn't but surrender to sleep too, feels like hadn't slept in ages, with no much force I was fast asleep.

Before I knew it someone was waking me up! Again!

Work, work, work
Promoting, promoting, promoting
Interviews, interviews, interviews
Shows, a lot of stuff, I didn't sign up for this!

Seriously I just want to go back to that cottage.

I miss her lips so foucking much!

What? What was that? Where did this come from?

I am not sure if I was supposed to be this attracted to her, I mean how can you be this desperate to see someone?

I opened my Instegram in search for her, I searched for every possible username I could come up with, Nothing.

I knew for a fact that she's following me on twitter but finding her with the millions of followers I had was something like mission impossible. It's not like I had time either.

A different feeling I am feeling, when I am with her. Thinking of  circumstances and memorial stories. This feeling; I can't shake it off! I can't get rid of it! Is she feeling the same?

Are you?

I can't sleep without her popping in my dreams.

Those dark chocolate brown eyes of yours feel like a warm embrace I have been yearning for, home.

Just feels like home, I shook my head at how ridiculous I was being.

It's been such a long while since I felt it! You just came and you lit up my dull boring world Krystal Ramirez.

"Hay Harry! We are revising the set list for the album release songs for the tour. Check it this is the finale one! "

"How many songs?"

"23, well actually it should be 22!"

"Cool, hand it to me," I said getting up to see.

I checked out the songs a mixture of old and new songs, my eyes lingering on a specific title.

Stockholm Syndrome!

Yeah! Exactly, I don't love her I am just... I just need to set it off and I will soon forget all about her.

Right!

Hallo beautiful readers,

2nd September, 2016 @ 11:03 PM

Lots of love ❤❤❤