Hallo! Would you kindly check out my One Shots Book Astounding! Please! It really took time to write those chapters so yeah!

Is it shocking that I didn't put out a direct message this is THE LAST CHAPTER? hmmm too bad 😏😏

Cause it might not be 😏😊😜✌

Krystal P.O.V

I woke to the shimmering light my hands roaming the side where I knew Harry should be but I didn't feel his body. I fluttering my eyes open to see that indeed I was alone in bed.

I smiled rewinding yesterday's events, we danced like crazy drunk teens while Harry cooked his delicious recipe. I got up the blanket sliding down my shoulder reviling the bra and underwear I pulled on before sleeping.

I flipped my hair to the side, turning around to get out of bed to see..... Harry. He was sat on a chair a smile on his lips.

"You scared me, for how long have I been a sleep?" I asked.

"Not long it's only eight. I've been waiting for you to wake up beautiful," he said.

I smiled turning to fully face him. I only slept for four hours. He raised his forefinger, telling me that he wants to show me something.

He pulled a guitar from beside him adjusting it, "remember when you wanted us to write a song and I told you I... " he started, I nodded eagerly telling him I remember fully.

"Well, this is it..... I wrote it for you. I tried okay, they'll probably change the melody and a lot of other stuff... I just want you to hear it," he said. I grinned nodding telling him to start.

"I wanna write you a song
One as beautiful as you're sweet
With just a hit of the pain that I get when you're gone.
I wanna write you a song..

I got up from the bed as he finished feeling the jiggling legs still present, nevertheless, walking the short distance to him. He placed the guitar down, looking at me.

I stranded his thighs setting my legs on either sides of him, "that was beautiful Harry, you're really talented. God!" I couldn't, so I hugged him.

I felt his mouth twitch upwards in a smile, "the whole band is going to sing this? Do I even have to list the feels this song will give everyone?" I said letting go. He chuckled moving a loose hair strand. Both my hands rested comfortably on his naked chest.

"Are you ever going to tell me about your first crush, I told you about mine it's only fair," he said

We talked a lot yesterday about our first times in alot of stuff, and childhood memories. Something I now regret because he doesn't want to let it go.

"You won't let it go will you?"

"Nope," he said popping the 'p' I decided to tell.

"Maybe Zack Effron from back in High School The Musical, Louis he's uhmm fun! maybe,"

"I thought it was Liam," he said obviously annoyed.

"I like Liam a lot too," I said.

"Would you date him?" Harry asked.

"Date Liam Payne of One Direction, oh su... No!" I said.

"Why not?" Harry asked.

"Because it's fair to say Harry Edward Styles was my first and last crush he will always be the one I want. You know him? Liam's band mate? chocolate beautiful curly long hair, dimples, you should really look at his eyes in the mirror I need like an hour to sort myself out of this green map. And God his voice!" I said.

"How do you come up with these poetic words, you've turned into a mini version of Ed" he said smiling.

"Ed Sherean what a man! I tell you that guy has learned all he got from me," I said making both of us laugh.

Our laughter died down, my fingers trailing down his neck patting my way up to his jaw and cheek. "You've just made me a poet Styles," I said.

Moving a bit closer slowly, our moment seemed endless. He didn't move an inch. Let the float carry away all my worries was the only thought on my mind as I was about to kiss his awaiting lips. He closed his eyes as he felt my faint breath on his lips.

I am so in love with him, I am afraid I won't survive if he left.

***

"Auntie!" I shouted, from upstairs.

Momentarily I heard the heavy steps and Aunt Lisa's worried face approaching me she had an apron and her hands were covered in soup obviously washing the dishes.

"What? are you okay?" She asked, laughing I told her to calm down. I walked her to the bathroom helping wash her hands and uniting her apron walking to the kitchen to make those dishes myself.

"Sweetie... You must be tired and exams are due. Leave those I will do them later" she said. I told her not worry and it was nothing.

"I called Harry a bunch of times but he isn't answering for the past 3 days, I called Liam he told me not to sweat it and that they're just busy and he will tell Harry to call me as soon as he gets the chance. But.. " I ranted.

"But what?" Aunt Lisa asked.

I place the dishes I washed on the counter ready to dry them, "but something seems off. I don't know what to do. He might come to America this Saturday in like 3 more days."

"Then go to him," Anut Lisa said.

"You think?"

"Of course, Harry is a good boy. I know his job isn't easy he'll come around but he just needs you to be there," Aunt Lisa said taking the towel from me and drying the dishes herself.

"He might want his space," I said lowly it wasn't meant for her to hear but she did.

"Go to him Krysi, he needs you, he needs no space." She said giving my cheek a motherly kiss.
"Go to sleep now you wake up early tomorrow," she said sending me off.

I brushed my teeth wearing Harry's shirt to bed. "Good night Ria," I said.

"Night Krysi," she said, flipping through her book.

"Hay do you want any help?"

"No thanks, I am almost done" she said, her exams were kicking in daily for the past week. She was aiming for Medical school so she had to make sure to Ace everything. God bless her!

"Take it easy on yourself, Biology has always been your best game" I told her. She thanked me telling to get some sleep.

**

I drove six hours to reach the hotel I knew, or rumored; One Direction would be staying at. The fandom rearly gets wrong details. I could've called any of the boys but I didn't want Harry to know anything.

I reached the loby seeing that there's no way to enter this place other than calling someone otherwise the guards would think I am a fan, and no one really knew Harry and I are together it's almost 6 months and no one knows yet!

"Hallo!"

"Hi Louis I am Krysi, Krystal," I said into the phone.

"Oh Hi!"

"I am sorry I woke you up?" I apologize.

"It's nothing love, how can I help you?" He asked.

"Well I am at the hotel you guys are staying at, and I would love it if you could help me get to Harry's room?" I said

He didn't say anything temporarily, "how did you know where we're staying?"

"Uhm I am a Directioner?" I reasoned, he chuckled I smiled at the sound of it.

"I am coming hold on"

I thanked him hanging up.

"Ms. Please get out or I will call security." The woman said again she was so full of me because I tricked her into telling me a boy band was staying here.

"But I told you my friend is coming to get me," I told her.

"Yeah right, Paparazzi friend?" She said.

"No..." before I got to finish my sentence, I saw Louis approach me calling my name. I looked at the woman who had wide eyes and jaw almost reaching the floor. I smirked walking away.

I walked to Louis hugging him quickly.

"So... please don't tell him I told you where his room is" Louis said as we reached Harry's door.

"Sure.... is everything okay?" I asked.

Louis pursed his lips, telling me not to worry. I knew something was wrong and I demand answers.

I knocked ,when Louis left; inhaling deeply. Only moments later the door swang open reveling a Harry but a different one. His face paints a bleak picture one I haven't seen before, not even on that decomentry A Year In The Making when he cried.

"Hi," I said.

He turned around leaving the door open for me to enter. I did my eyes wondering around not missing how clumsily his belongings were thrown.

"Harry?" I asked

"How did you find me?" He asked blankly.

"You seem to keep forgetting I have world wide connections; called Directioners!" I answered.

"Fouck those so called Directioners!" He suddenly shouts.

"Calm down! I just came to check on you, you haven't excatly been cooperating for the past week. And We aren't that bad." I said.

"Because of your stupid messed up fandom I have now lost one of my best friends, how the f* isn't that bad?" He shouted.

"What? What are you talking about?"

"You're one of them, you've always been, should've thrown you in prison when I had the chance." he said his eyes raging with so much anger and hatred. My first thought was to run out the door and never come back as I took a few steps back my hands reaching for the door handle.

But I did probably the bravest decision of turning back around. Harry was now sat on the sofa his hands covering his face.

I made a careful move of moving his hand, my heart broke at the sight of his wet cheeks. He pushed my hands away, "Harry? What happened please talk to me it kills me seeing you like this," I spoke.

"Leave me alone Krystal!" He said.

"No I won't, just as you didn't when I was dying half a year ago I. Will. Not. Leave. Ever. So tell me what's wrong?" I said plotting down between his legs both my hands on his thighs obligating him to speak. He looked at me, seeing that he has no other option he spoke words I would rather go deaf before having to hear.

"What? You can't! He can't! We can't let that happen!"

"Just let me be Krystal!" Harry said pushing my hands away and resting them on my sides.

"But why is Zayn leaving," I asked unable to believe.

"I don't know, why don't you go and ask him?" Harry said.

"Is the... the whole band breaking up? You're in the middle of the tour! Why is he doing this?" I asked trying not to freak. Although the situation may seem stupid to most people it's not.

Is this some kind of joke? One Direction without Zayn Malik? Why? How?

"Soon they will break the whole band, and I will just be a lost memory" he said.

"No don't say that," I said setting beside him on the sofa.

"I am tired Krysi," He whispered.

"Come here bbe," I said taking him in my arms his face in my chest. "You'll be okay," I said kissing his hair.

I blinked away my tears not wanting to cry. Zayn and I are going to have a word, the thing is I haven't been close with him I don't know him personally. From a camera eye everything may seem familiar; but appearance deceive.

Harry's breathing slowed down telling me he was a sleep.

I placed Harry's sluggish soul on the sofa covering his body with a soft blanket.

I kissed his cheek after a long while of setting beside him, staring at him.

I got up tidying the place quietly not to wake him up, after doing that I brought it on me to cook him something, so I made my way to the hotel's kitchen talking my way through to enter the private area.

I got walked back to Harry's room carrying the tray struggling a bit to open the door with the tray in hand, I placed the food on the coffee table setting beside Harry again and shaking him softly to wake up.

"Harry?" I shook his shoulder.

"Hmmm?" He turned around.

"Come on wake up dinner is here" I said.

He sat up rubbing his eyes like a little baby then looking at me after a while of staring in the blue. "I am so sorry. I didn't mean any of what I said; I promise"

" It's okay, come on" I said.

" aren't you hungry?" He asked as I gave him a spoon.

" No thanks," I told him getting up but he held my hand telling me to stay. "Don't leave" he said.

"I am such a selfish bastard, I just don't want to have to leave the band I want everything to remain the same! Is that too much to ask I just want to stay Happy!" He said.

"No, you deserve happiness Harry. We'll figure something out don't worry. " I told him.

Harry nodded turning to his food thanking me for it and started eating.

" please don't leave Krysi," Harry said as we laid in bed I creased his hair telling him that I won't spooning him both his hands were wrapped around my back snuggling his face in my chest.

" I love you Krysi," he said slowly I smiled knowing he was talking in his sleep. I kissed his forhead telling him I loved him too.

My mind slowed down all the thinking aiming for relaxation, I felt a sharp nudged in my heart as if someone just gave it a hard slap. I swallowed thinking the pain will go, but how wrong was I?

I felt as if my whole body was on fire burning fire that was slowly sucking my soul. I couldn't move though Harry's hand were securely tangled around my body plus he told me not to leave and I promised I won't.

I searched for my phone in my pocket taking it out and opening my text messages :

"Can you come to Harry's room? The door is open my hearttt.... hurts ... I can't mov plz come quickly everything hurts. Be quite Harry is sleeping."

I sent hopping he hadn't went back to sleep, I pushed Harry's body closer to me. It felt like forever before I heard the door open. I saw Louis stand in front of me. I motioned to him to come closer.

"My...." My breath hitches in my throat as I told him where my medication would be.

He paced quickly, I had done the stupidest thing and forgot it in my car. I felt as if all the oxygen in the room left leaving me to the faint fragrance of Harry's cologne.

I closed my eyes hopping Louis would reach me quickly, the Doctor did tell me that I am going to experience new changes and my medication is going to be the most important aspect he didn't mention that it's going to be this painful.

"Krysi? What's wrong?" Harry asked sleepingly.

"Nothing babe, I am s... still here. Go back to sleep, I'm not leaving" I said a smile on my lips.

He muttered an okay closing his eyes again and snuggling his face deeper in my chest.

What if I die in Harry's arms? I smiled at the thought, that would be so similar to Jack and Rose in Titanic!

I like that ending.

Hallo beautiful readers, special update for OurIdiots1Dand5sos enjoy bbe! Thank you so much guys for the crazy amount of views! This chapter has been ready since like 18th Sept 😜

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15th of Oct, 2016 @ 11:21 PM

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