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Krystal P. O. V

Waking up to this beautiful man beside me was one thing, but then realizing we had sex was another. I wasn't piss drunk yet I let it happen, I can't remember a lot of it.

I got up taking Harry's shirt and slipping it on, my mind replaying the little bits a smile on my lips as I walk to the bathroom.

I washed my face, taking a minute rubing off the excess water; running my fingers along the skin of my neck infront of the mirror.

My lips stretching in the slightest way as my fingers pat a bruise Harry's mouth left on me.

I can't deny that special, yet temporary; glow my face has after being loved by Harry.
I wish he could see how much I want to stay by him forever, my whole life. How much I want him to call me His infront of everyone.

How much I want to be Mrs Styles, but somehow I know it's never going to happen. I can't help but always feel like he'll get rid of me sometime soon. I am not being selfish and I'm so thankful for everything we had but...

I shook it all away, at least our families and friends know about us. At least I know his mother loves me and I am good friends with Gemma, what could a fangirl possibly want more!

Sounds like a perfect dream right!

He's my perfect dream, I bought my hair to the side still admiring, tracing places where Harry touched.

I know I am still young to even think of marriage, but when the perfect guy has been there for 2 years I can't help it.

I just want to make every moment with Harry count, while he still wants to be with me. I almost, or should've; died a long time ago but thanks to that guy I didn't.

Some might think how pathetic I must be, yet I would still do it all over again to be with him. He's not taking me for granted at all! He really does pay a lot of effort and attention to me. Who loves like that? It's scary how much love someone could give, there's only an infinite amount of affection and love I know I could and already gave Harry. Yet; I hate being dependant on someone, cause imagine that someone not being there anymore?

Am I sick with him? his perfection!

He saved me, he gave me so much love.

If this is a dream, I don't want to wake up. I don't wanna be lonely, just wanna be yours. I can't hold myself,

I felt Harry's hand on my waist from behind, I looked up to see this sunshine dazzing at me. I smiled as we both looked at each other in the mirror.

"Good morning beauty" he said, giving my hair a small kiss.

"Good morning" I mouthed enjoining the calmness.

I know he's my saviour, that I am sure of; a part of me. The only hands that can cover my sorrow. He's the best of me, he made me laugh again, made me able to fly. Made me myself.

Gave me wings, I turned in my space to face him, ironed my wrinkles. I admired his face, whenever I think of him the sun is shining, I wash away my sorrows.

I leaned up hugging him, I could feel his hesitation as he incircles his arms around me asking if I was okay.

Never fall when he's there to catch me.

"I love you so much Harry,"

I felt his arms take me in closer as he muttered his death words to me, "I love you too Krysi" he said.

I placed my cheek on his naked shoulder, or what I was able to reach from my less than 5ft height. I could feel his hand moving my hair to one side as his lips came in contact with the skin on my neck gap.

I shuddered, letting him know how much his touch affects me. I moaned his name as he nipped a little harder on my sensitive skin. It's like we're in this bubble that never bursts.

"Gorgeous.... So freaking fit... " Harry mutters as he kisses my body. I giggled as he picked me up bridal style one hand on my back the other under my thighs. Dipping his head lower to kiss me. He placed my body on the edge of the bathtub bending down and taking my, his; shirt off leaving me completely exposed in the daylight. I crossed my legs pressing my thighs together, as he continues to stare at my stark bollock naked body.

"You're so fooucking hot like that, just for me to see" Harry whispered in my ear, kissing tenderly under and behind my earlobe.

A sudden intake of breath escaped my mouth as his fingers spread my crossed legs, spreading them wide open. Fingers quickly traveling shamelessly to my center. Unalerted entering me and curling inside me. I moaned loudly telling him to never stop.

"So tight bbe, ride my fingers baby girl," his voice came out so deep and sexy.

***
I came back home having to go through explanation to what Harry and I did wasn't always the best topic to talk about with your family. However, I was able to escape it by answering my phone.

"Hey!" It was Amanda, my friend; Jimmy's wife asking me if I could babysit her 1 year old baby boy, To which I agreed to with no protest.

As soon as I pulled my car in the parking, I walked to the front door ringing the bell. "Thank you so much for coming!" Amanda opened up.

"It's totally fine, what's the rush?" I asked as she paced around telling me where everything was I told her to calm down as it was not in anyway my first time babysitting Rusty.

She didn't trust anyone with her kid, and wasn't always able to through him to her parents or Jimmy's and couldn't possibly ask her sister who already had a newly born twins.

"Sorry," she let our a heavy breath. "Jimmy's parents are coming for dinner tonight, and I just realized I have some ingredients missing and I hadn't yet started cooking or cleaning. And he won't stop crying!" She said anxiously, referring to her child.

"It's okay. I will take Rusty for the day you figure out what you have to do calmly okay?" I said picking up the crying baby.

She nodded running her hands through her hair rubbing her forehead in frustration. "Hay stop it, it's not the first time. Do you want me to drop Rusy at my Aunt's and come and help you?"

She denied my offer telling me that she knows my Anut is busy with her new project at work with Nikki, Aunt Lisa's best friend and coworker.

I nodded taking the baby's bag and telling her not to worry for I will drop her son later this evening.

I took his car chair with me placing him in it, carefully not forgetting the seat belt. I drove the short distance to my house. My Aunt was already at work, Maria went out with her friends so as Andy who hadn't seen his friends in far too long.

"Hey paps!" I waved at uncle Michael.

"Taking care of Rusty!" He said as he heard the baby crying.

He was fumbling with papers, obviously ready to head out.
"Are you leaving me too?" I pouted.

He apologized kissing my cheek and telling me that he has to go.

I huffed, "you and me Rus!" I said out loud.

"So what do you want to do?" I asked. He started crying again. "Come on!" "Hungry?" I asked giving him his milk. He stopped crying for a minute, but then started again. "Omg! What do you want please tell me!"

Marching and countermarching back and forward carrying and playing and feeding and changing diapers, I went that far, and walking with him in my hands cause apparently that's the only way he stops crying and laughs. "Are you serious Rus?"
He laughed. I pouted, "can I please set down?" He laughed again, being so cute I couldn't set down and make him cry again.

Suddenly the door bell rang, "who you think it might be?" I asked the little baby boy.
"Yes! Right Maria," he did a little squealing sound clapping his little hands. I laughed telling him Maria loves you. Approaching the door, hopping Maria could help me with carrying him around for a little while, till I rest for a few minutes.

I opened the door. I smiled, "look who is it Rus?" I told Rusty he laughed clapping his hands again.

Harry came in giving me a kiss, "hay Rus! Hay bbe!" He said kissing him too.

"Did Amanda..?" I nodded, he chuckled, "I could only imagine what you two have been up to!" He said.

"Please take him for a while, I just need to set down for a minute, and he starts screaming when ever I set down!" I said.

Harry chuckled taking him from me, and spinning his little body around making Rusty squeal with joy. Harry started playing with him, as I sat on the sofa watching both of them my mind drifted thinking how far is the day I have a baby of my own, Our own.

"What do you think she's staring at?" Harry asked Rusty.
I laughed, "yeah I think so too" Harry answered himself.

I giggled getting up to get something for us to eat or drink. I opened the fridge taking out the pasta leftovers from yesterday to heat it up, then re opening the fridge to take out the salad ingredients and start chopping after washing them and putting the vegetables in a bowl.

As I finished chopping the first cucumber, I felt Harry's hands on my waist. I smiled, leaning in back, but then quickly asking him about Rusty. "I put him to sleep, don't worry" Harry said resting his chin on my shoulder.
"We have pasta are you hungry?" I asked.

"I am hungry for you," he whispered, I tried not to smile twirling my tongue as the events from yesterday roll in heavenly.
But I, couldn't definitely; won't let my family arrive to my moaning voice.

"Styles! Do you ever get full?" I said, proceeding with my actions to prepare dinner.

"Nope never, when you're in" he said kissing my earlobe. I leaned to the side, giving him more access to my neck eyes rolling at the back of my head.

"Neither can I" I said, I could feel his smirk on my skin. "But they'll come any minute now, we can't so you need to behave!" I said.

He huffed. "I can not" turning me around and kissing my lips.

I couldn't help but laugh, "you have to," I said pushing his chest away. Yet, not letting go of his lips.

"I don't have to do anything" he said, only a second after that I heard the door open. Harry fumbled back and forth finally pretending he was getting something from the fridge I hid my smirk. Greeting Aunt Lisa she said hi to Harry kissing and hugging him, then telling me she was tired and will go for a shower and a much needed nap.

"I told you," I mouthed.

"I do it in the name of love," he said, before he could plant another kiss on my lips we heard Aunt Lisa tell me Jimmy called her saying he will pick up Rusty because I wasn't answering my phone, I must have forgotten it in the car, Harry ran a hand through his hair pretending to do something else. I giggld lowely, as he mutters "I fell in the name of love" for he stumbled, falling; on a toy Rusty was playing with.

I finished, putting the food in front of Harry and setting beside him. "Does your diet let you eat pasta?" I asked.

He laughed telling me that he will have some, he was traveling again tomorrow. I wanted to ask him about when will we ever go public, it's pretty much known he's in a relationship with someone but not to the public eye. I just sometimes go nuts when he's not around and think that maybe he's ashamed of me. I mean we never got photographed together and this one time when we did Harry very efficiently and professionally escaped it. But I always procrastinated waiting for him to. Maybe I am just afraid he'd let me go. He said he would never and I know he won't right!

"So I found this page last week, of a directioner. I think you have a competition" he said, I rolled my eyes.

"Really? Did you stalk her?" I asked.

"I did, since she made her fan page in 2011" he said.

"How nice! What did she say"

"Okay one thing that stood up for me, was when she heard little white lies she says I quote : 'Harry Styles just foucked me through my headphones! I want him between my legs right now!" I nodded agreeing, nevertheless kept my facial expressions hidden, she sounds like a true Harry girl.

"How precise," I told him. "I wouldn't agree more," I muttered under my breath.

"I heard that!" He said.

I laughed, mouthing a 'whatever'
"Look what she's saying also," Harry said pulling out his phone. "I don't know what I want more, is it to watch Harry fouck me or fouck Louis, I'll probably go with a threesome if I had the chance. I just discovered this; where you can have it with 2 people it's so cool I know!" Harry read out of his phone. I laughed, remembering the time I discovered this word.

"Oh! now the pictures... See!" Harry showed me his phone. It was a Photoshoped picture of Louis riding Harry I indeed had on my phone. "I was blushing like fouck when I first saw that" he said. "How could you tweet this out in public?" He asked.

My eyes widened, "me? She! what do I have to do with this?" I said.

"Yeah right," he scrolled more on his phone. "Never have I thought you could be so dirty Krysi" he said, showing another picture, Photoshoped; him on top of a girl. This time I took his phone mentally screaming NOOOOOOO

He was in my old twitter, SHIT OMG! DAMN! I AM SO DEAD! GOD! HE KNOWS EVERYTHING!

"Omg! This is so embarrassing," I said.

"It's actually hot, only a little. You have quite a wild imagination even before you met me? A bit creepy though"

"God! Shut up! Shut up, I should've deactivated that," I said.

"No you shouldn't have put all your passwords my birthday" he laughed.

"God! I am so stupid" I rubbed my face in frustration as I remembered more of the tweets and pictures I use to post. He wasn't supposed to find anything about my social media accounts.

"You could just make it up to me and.... " he was cut off by Aunt Lisa telling me that she'll take Rusty and set for a little while with Jimmy's mom who she hadn't seen in ages.

I closed the door behind her after making sure she has the baby's car seat. Returning back to Harry, who now had a smirk on his face, "what were you saying?" I asked.

"I could pretend like I never found out about this, on one condition" he said, my eyes shot up mentally begging for him to tell me. "If you.... Could do me like you say you can" he said showing me a picture, I had shamelessly posted of a girl sucking a guy he motioned for me to read the caption making my eyes go wide as I remembered the stuff I wrote and was now reading.

He lowered his phone, telling me we should head up. I cursed nevertheless agreeing, because I was secretly eager for him too.

***
2 months later

I was on my way to Danielle Campbell Louis's girlfriend; we became close in the last year. And also we didn't see each other in a long while. I woke up with a horrible headache, vomiting, I thought it was the beginning of a cold and took a few antibiotics.

As we sat down for breakfast and chatting, if you want to call 11AM breakfast time then yeah.

"Why are we eating chicken salad again?" She laughed asking.

"Because it tastes good, and I made it so you have to eat it!" I warned comically.

She agreed telling me about her new movie, I started eating as we continue to chat. I swallow, my face grimacing, "it doesn't taste bad at all," Danielle said laughing and pushing a spoon full in her mouth.

"I don't know I puked this morning too, nothing seems to stay in my stomach! I guess it's my body telling me I need to lay off some I am gaining so much weight!" I said laughing.

She looked at me, distant; "what? You're not checking out my body are you?" I ask.

She laughed denying, I got easily distracted by our conversation as I started to eat again I felt my stomach flipping and the Nausea feeling coming back strongly with pure disgust. I got up fast walking to the bathroom and emptying my stomach in the toilet.

"You look so pale and yellowish." She said combing my hair backwards. I got up with her help from the floor, my vision started to get blurry before I knew it I was falling.

**
I woke up in a foreign room, I struggled to get up rubbing my head groaning at the pain. "Hay girly!" I heard Dani, I groaned asking her what happened to which she didn't answer, but gave me a small bag.

I opened the bag to see what was inside gasping shaking my head.

Hallo beautiful readers, I finished this on 28th of Sept, 2016 we'll see when will I publish this.

Please, I have put so much into this ik it needs a lot of work. So please help end this book with 10K it will mean so much.

12th of Nov, 2016 @ 8:54 PM

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