third person

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With her heart in her throat, [y/n] finally had built up the courage to return to her regular route to school. Yes, it was a little too obvious that she had been ignoring Shidou based on the way she would completely throw herself into the bushes if she saw him heading in her direction. It wasn't her intention to do these things or behave this way, but she knew that deep down in her soul, she would never be able to leave him alone if she stuck to his side all the time.

He was bad for her, and she knew that. I mean, who was she kidding? A complete slut like him who used woman like they were mere toys and discarded them when he was done playing? Was that really the type of guy she wanted to pine over for the rest of her life? It was pathetic that she even considered pursuing him further after the rejection. It was already bad enough that Rin yelled at her, but it would turn into everyone yelling at her if she kept this up.

"Oh my god." The [h/c] girl dropped her head into her hands, squeezing the ever-loving life out of her head. She could only imagine being strong enough to crush her brain into mush. The raw devastation she felt at her overwhelming thoughts made her want to crawl into a hole and die. Sure, she played it cool for a little bit but then what? She made a fool of herself to the point where she's not sure if she can recover from this completely.

"[y/n]?"

The familiar voice made her stop in her tracks abruptly. She could feel her skin crawl and a newfound sense of devastation creep into her body. Fuck. I thought he would've been gone by now.

Spinning on the ball of her heels, she turned to face the same blond boy she was trying to avoid, even for just a little longer. "Hey, Ryusei."

He took a step forward, almost hesitantly, which was odd for him. "I haven't seen you in a while. Where have you been? Are you good?"

The girl shifted from foot to foot. "Yeah, I've been okay. Still alive and well." She smiled cheekily, sending a small fit of rage through Shidou's body.

"Okay? And where the fuck were you?"

Huffing with a roll of the eyes, she averted her gaze. "Why are so being so hostile at seven in the morning? I was busy, dude. Do I have to report everything I do to you?"

Her tone was light despite the genuine irritation she felt, but it was almost like he could sense that anger beneath the surface because he shot back immediately. "Yes, the fuck you do. I thought we were friends or do I not mean shit to you now?"

"Oh my gosh, Ryusei, I was just joking. You're not my dad, so no, I don't have to report to you." She scoffed with a slight smile. "But yes, we are friends. I just need some space sometimes, okay? I don't want to get infected by your fuckboy agenda."

Shidou's eyes flickered between hers, trying so desperately to discern a lie behind the beautiful [e/c] orbs. Everything about her expression felt so sincere that he couldn't help but fall for it. Almost like a switch was flipped, a stupid grin broke out onto his face and he didn't hesitate to march over to her.

He slung his arm around her shoulder, pulling her into his chest with a bubbly chuckle. "Fuckboy agenda? I don't do that anymore, so you don't have to worry."

There was a split second of a pause where the hope in her heart crept in. Absolutely not. Immediately scraping that hope right out of her heart, she scoffed loudly. "Yeah, okay," she remarked sarcastically.

"No, I'm serious. I stopped."

"What?" She spluttered. "What the fuck happened to you while I was gone? Did you finally catch an STD? Or an STI? Please tell me I won't contract it. I'm too young to have gonnorhea. Pleas-"

"I don't have a fucking STD, you dumb fuck!" He shouted, ready to squeeze the life out of the girl who wailed like she was dying. "I just fucking stopped. I'm over it."

Wiping the crocodile tears pooling in her eyes, she laughed almost in disbelief. "I don't buy it. Really. It just makes no sense."

"Good fucking grief, are you gonna always be this annoying or what? You're gonna yap me to death." He groaned with both hands covering his ears. "I'm over it. That's it. Now, shut up and leave it alone."

"Fine, fine." With a suspicious peek in his direction, she slumped her shoulders. "What made you stop?"

"No reason in particular. I kind of just got bored doing it. It's chill. I'm chill."

A cheeky snort left her lips. "Okay, chill guy. No, but like, for real, why'd you stop? None of this chill bullshit."

"Oh my god. What's with the interrogation, you stupid nut? I don't need all this blabbing at seven in the morning." Shidou groaned loudly, yanking at the strands on blond hair on his head. "I wish you were avoiding me again."

"Okay, fuck you, dude. I can go right back to pretending you don't exist, you rat cunt."

"See!" He pointed accusingly. "You were avoiding me! I fucking knew it, bitch."

"Oh my... leave me alone. I need to go to class. I can't stand you." She flicked a piece of hair over her shoulder with a certain sass that lit a fire under Shidou. Oh man, it made him want to pick on her even more, just to see how angry she could get.

Lunging forward, he reached out to grab her like a bear. His plan was to wrap his arms around her, squeeze the life out of her and spin her until she screamed at him to put her down.

She wasn't even sure how he managed to do it, but with one switch motion, he yanked her shirt in the wrong direction and POP!

"Ryusei!" She screaming, instantly flushing bright pink. "You idiot! What the fuck are you doing?"

Shidou Ryusei was a man who had seen every possible part of a woman's body. He was a man whore through and through. So he wondered why in the world, he was staring at his childhood friend's exposed breast's as if they were the first he had ever seen.

"Dude, you just ripped my button off. What am I supposed to do now?" [y/n] whined frustratedly, desperately trying to hold her shirt together as she shuffled away from him. She was internally cursing Shidou and praying to the gods that they would rain acid fire down on his head at this very moment. "How does this even happen? This is so embarrassing, I might die."

"It's-" He licked his lips, awkwardly looking away. "It's fine. Don't be a fucking drama queen. I'll give you my jacket before you start crying like a baby."

'That's your best friend. What the fuck are you thinking?' Shidou thought to himself. 'Who gives a shit if her tits are so... round-'

"Whatever, you dumbass. I'm going to class."

Watching as she walked off in a hurry, Shidou grit his teeth to bite back a loud roar of confusion. "Why the fuck am I hard right now?"

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[ a/n : omg hey yall. long time no talk. what am i up to? nothing at all, just werkin. hope u enjoy the chap, love u <3

also just a heads up, this book probably won't have smut. i'm looking to make this just a cute fic with a lot of sexual themes heheh ]