Warning: Shit will get deep here so yeah.

So. Today one of my good friends lost a friend. It wasn't pretty either. And it was because of a stupid disagreement and someone not calming down and accepting my friend's apology. This reminds me of something I'm genuinely afraid of. I'm afraid of me fucking something up and losing a friend.

Now I'll be honest. I'm a cunt, an asshole, a dumbass, a smart aleck, so on and so forth. Basically I'm a bitch. I'm afraid one day I'll say something cuntish and the person will get offended or something like that.

I'll give an example.

So I have this friend ZKanza. I won't go into details but he has a pretty shit life. I said some pretty shit things. I'm surprised we're still friends. Like I sounded as if I didn't care. I did, but I'm pretty shit at showing it.

Speaking of not caring... Most times I don't. I'm the W O R S T  to go to for advice. I will probably not care and fuck

something up. I joke about things that I shouldn't and say things I shouldn't.

I'm just afraid this personality of mine will get me into shit.

So yeah. I really don't want to lose a friend because of this... I can be a really offensive and dickish person, and some people take me way too literally. And sometimes they have the right to, I can take things way too far.

I tend to stay away from serious situations cause I know I'll fuck something up.

So if you're my friend, keep this in mind. I'm a cunt. I might not care about what you say, I might say something assholeish. If someone can't accept that, then go ahead and stop being my friend right now. Unfollow me. This is a profile where pricks can come together and not give a single flying fuck about other people's problems. So if I don't give a single flying fuck about your problem and you're butt hurt, FUCK OFF.

Just something on my mind.