Woah dude in haven't updated since last year! Ahh! ^^ ok this chapter is feels!! I like it but! I won't give spoilers! Sorry it's short!! Enjoy!

~6 months~

Leo's POV

Leo shook his head. No! No! This wasn't happening! He yelled out, leaping out to punch the wall.

"Leo!" Raph yelled. His head shooting up. Leo allowed for legs to fall. Raph caught him. A smile. Leo shook his head, focusing his light brown eye away. Raph's bitten lip was hidden behind this strong scowl. Leo drew in a breath and stood up. His left leg was struggling to hold him. Raph put an arm out.
"I'm fine!" He struggled, slashing his arm at Raph. Raph allowed himself to stumble back. The older brother in him screamed at himself. No it didn't matter... The words that were weighing down his chest down didn't matter.. After fighting this for around a year and a half now, he just didn't care any more. He failed himself, at one point he heard Donnie talking about his depression getting worse. Leo shook his head, maybe he was depressed, but they knew nothing! He had no right to talk about him like he was no one!
But you are Leo closed his eyes, no himself yeah. The truth was painful to take in, maybe that's why we rejected it. It wasn't Stone that he was shoving the blame at. Nor was it his brothers... Then who? Leo frowned as he stumbled to his room.

Scratched walls, once had blue paint spread over it, a birthday gift from Casey and April 'to bring colour into the lair, spare swords over the floor, Leo sighed and kicked them across. A clear space, meditating... Leo frowned. As a child he did it to please Father, then slowly as time aged on it became habit... And relaxing. Leo shook his head, this just proved how much he'd changed... Leo smiled.
"For old time sake?" He muttered to himself. He sat down. His shoulders relaxed but stayed tense, eyes closed. It was like he was going into another world. He seemed to forget how much he loved doing this... His body seemed to leave him. Just him and his thoughts.
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His brothers were standing infront of him.
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Raphael. The hot head, his best friend. The muscle. The way he held himself already told you so much about him. He was prepared for action. Ready to jump in. Protect his family. So often he'd been ready to risk his life for his brothers.

Donatello, the brains. Donnie was work of art. In his heart it was a pacifist, he was happier to sit his lab than train. He never thanked all those times they'd escaped, liking their wounds but alive thanks to the brilliant mind of the purple masked turtle.

Michelangelo, there little brother. Oh Mikey. His only real intend was to help and keep them together. Mikey was the king of noticing something out putting. His carefree attitude was something he wanted... And Mikey seemed to pick that up. Knowing before an intense fight to lighten the air
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All he had... And yet no thank you left his lips.
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"Leo!" Raph was shouting at him. Leo jerked his head up. His brothers... Leo touched his snout... Tears.
"You ok? You were sobbing?" Mikey asked nervously. Leo nodded.
"I'm fine." He tone seemed to horrify himself. The fear in his brothers eyes were scaring him. Leo shook his head.
"Leave!" He growled. Raph shook his head.
"Make me!" He challenged. Leo opened his mouth to say something.
"Raphael." Donnie whispered. Raph jerked his head to the genius.
"What?!" He demanded. Donnie's eyes were soft, eventually Raph reluctantly agreed. Leo drew in a breath, he'd fallen on his bed. Mikey smiled at him.
"We're here for you Leo." He whispered.

"Father." Leo whispered walking into the dojo. Splinter's eyes shot open.
"Leonardo!" He tone surprised. Leo bit into his lip.
"I..." He said quietly. Splinter walked up to him.
"Leonardo?" He asked. Leo collapsed on the floor, bowing his head and pressing it against his fathers kimono, and resting his clenched fist on the floor.
"Help me... Please father." The sob was rising up to his throat. He'd given so long ago that's why we decided he'd rise again.

Arms were wrapping around him.
"Its ok Leo we're here for you." Raph soothed. Leo nodded. Did he really believe that? Maybe something bad was going to happen and he'd end up back we're he started. But he wouldn't give up this time. Not ever again... Leo lifted his head. Donnie softly put cloth in his hand.
"Huh?" His mask. Leo smiled, tying it over his eyes and ripping off the work yellowed bandage. He would take Stone down. No matter the cost!

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