Jess's P.O.V

Following behind the team we ambled down the streets of Los Angeles toward another nightclub something about celebrating the great show. I was numb at this point we had rehearsals most of the day and then the concert My feet were tired it's hard to come back from a month break. I was surprised no one wanted to go back to the buses. So into the nightclub we went drinks for everyone as tommorow we'd be driving to the next city. Taking the beer I sighed and slowly drifted into the side of the club not really interested in dancing as I'd had enough for today I really wanted to go back to the bus and just sleep maybe Skype my sister. "Bored? " a voice came from behind me causing me to jump spilling my drink. "Oh sorry shawty" his voice came out smoothly as I turned to see Justin standing behind me a smirk on his lips. "Tired I wanna go home but they dragged me here" I say waving toward the girls on the dance floor. "Well I'm on my way out want a ride back? " he questions. Looking toward the crew I sigh not really in the mood for all the loud music and drunkness "sure" I say setting the drink some where. "I'll follow you" out a back door and into a black SUV we went. "So what's got you so grumpy? " he asked staring the car. "I'm tired we went from three weeks of vacation to almost immediately working our asses off I'm tired" I reply shrugging. He pulls off into a random neighborhood. "Yeah I feel you gets draining quickly" he says as he pulls over. "Justin where are we? " I question noticing a park to our left. He gets out and slowly comes around to my side and opens the door. "We need to talk Jess" he says calmly. He motions to the deserted empty park. "Let's swing" he says as I notice the swings come to view my eyes slowly adjusting to the darkness. "Talk? " I question stepping out of the car following him over to the swings. "Yeah" he says sitting on one. I sit next to him "I remember Jess" he says quietly "I remember everything. " I feel my heart stop in my chest and my breath stops short caught in my lungs. I can barely squeeze out the words "Remember what? "
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Justin's P.O.V
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"Im so sorry" I say her eyes looking like their going to bulge out of her head. " I didn't mean to act that way" I sigh running my fingers through my hair "I swear I'm not type of guy" I bite my lip looking at my feet. "I just I didn't know what to say when they started to say all those things I didn't know how to react to what they said I didn't mean to hurt you Jess I swear!" I look up in time to see a few tears to slide down her cheeks. "Jess I swear I'm sorry" she shakes her head at me. "Take me back to the bus" she whispers wiping at her cheek. "I wanna go back to the bus" she says avoiding my gaze. I sigh and start walking to the car my hands in my pockets. We drive in silence back to buses. My knuckles turn white on the steering wheel as she stares out the window the whole time. I park and slowly we walk in silence to the buses she avoids talking the entire time. We stop at her bus and she opens the door. "Jess" she stops but doesn't turn to look at me "I hope you know I'm not actually that person" she doesn't respond and slowly climbs the stairs into the bus and shuts the door without another word.
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Jess's P.O.V
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"Jess Wake up" I hear my body shaming slightly. "Jess Wake up" my eyes flutter open to see one of the other dancers shaking me. "It's time for breakfast" he says walking away. Dragging my body up I sigh and rub my face slipping a jacket over my crop top I sigh and slowly amble of the bus. With a yawn I stretch as the warm sun assaults my body. "Food" Ally says and I shake my head "I'm over fast food" I reply eying the Jack in the box sign. "Come on" she says pulling me toward the door. She skips up to the counter a huge smile on her face. I rub my face in disbelief as a body slides up next to me. "Hey" he says "morning Justin" I respond another yawn escaping my lips. He looks at me slightly startled. I step to the counter "one ice coffee" I say placing a five on the counter. The lady hands me my change and I step to the side letting the other crew members order. I take my coffee and amble back toward the bus my mind foggy. "So are we not going to talk about last night? " Justin asks from the side of the bus. "Nothing to talk about" I say and open the door "hey" he says grabbing my elbow. I turn to eye him he let's go putting his hands up in defense. "I'm serious Jess we need to talk" he says "no we don't" I reply. "Why not?" He questions "because it was a long time ago it's in the past I've grown up" I say "well I haven't this it's so new for me I need to fix this" he says his eyes pleading with me to listen to him. "Oh trust me I've noticed you haven't grown-up" I reply calmly. "I'm sure everyone noticed" He looks slightly stung by my words. "I guess I deserve that" He says looking down. "I want you to know how sorry I am" he says calmly. "Cool your forgiven can I go now? " I say a bit harshly. "Sure OK" he says tucking his hands in his pockets. "Have a good day I'll see you tommarow at rehearsal" he looks at the ground and walks away. "Damn Jess" I mutter under my breath "it's like kicking a puppy" I close the door on the bus and wander back to my bed.