Jessica's point of view

"I see you are awake, my beautiful flower," Said Dad, caressing my right hand. I knew he wasn't alone because I could hear the slight breath of someone else, but I just wanted my eyes to stay closed. It's peace there, different from when you open your eyes and reality hits.

"Come on, my love, look at me," Said Mother.

"I want to be alone, could you guys leave me for now?"

"You've been asleep since yesterday, I'm not going anywhere. Don't you want to know what's happening to you?" Dad asked forcing my eyes open with his fingers.

I grin despite the situation and open my eyes to look at them.

"All I know is enough, am in a hospital, almost dead, and-"

And I just realized how in love I am

Tears ran out of my eyes and I cried.

"The doctor said that he ain't so sure you'll have kids," Said Dad.

"I told you not to break the news like that,"Mother got up out of the chair and came over me,her eyes blood shot.

"Wh-a-what?," I asked. Cold ness run over me and I shiver, my mouth hanging open.

A flash of the crash went through my mind,like all of a sudden my memory box choose to work. I remembered loosing control of the car and it flip high into the air and hit the gate,full force,rolling back and something as stabbed me in the side.

"Oh god!"I screamed touching my side, only to feel it plastered. I throw the sheet off just to see a few bruises on my legs along with stitches.

"Oh my, poor baby,"Mother said touching me with trembling fingers.

"The doctor said you had eternal bleeding in your belly and they had to burst the side to leak the blood out, they had to sew it back together. Pluss you were stabbed by a pointed thing in the car. You are lucky you didn't broke any bones, half off your body was wrapped in the-belt seat-seatbelt-I-hum-you-your hair-your head was burst also," Dad said and before I could look up at him, I touched my head and he ran out of the room.

Mother stood there with tears streaming down her face as she looked at me.

"Just a few stitches on the head,your hair will grow back but what about about your-womb? Your-" She covers her mouth and run out as well.

Hell isn't just wherever it is originally, hell can be anywhere, and earthly hell can consume you. It doesn't take much for hell to form on earth.
All my life, hell was just waiting to caught up with me, in the midst, I must admit it's a sweet and sour destiny.

Here goes the pleaser in me, whenever everyone is falling apart, I made sure to be the strong one as I've said before.
Even though a part of me broke, am still not broken, I've accept it. I can't change it after all, I can adopt kids, lots of them, lonely ass kids are out there, waiting for someone to love them.

Trevor's point of view

"Stop watching her,"Mary said hissing at me,squeezing my elbow for the hundredth time.

I couldn't help looking at her,look how beautiful she is,flawless just the perfect model. If only her inside was as beautiful as the outside I wouldn't have met Jessica. What have I ever done to that woman?

"She is watching me, can I not return the favor?"
I allow her to pull me towards the inside as the court was about to begin again. Every one gathered and went in.

"I don't give a shit how much she is looking."
Mary sounds a lot irritated and I know why, my main focus was always her. Memories of us making love,no correction 'fucking' flash throughout my mind. I looked more deeply at her and she looked down. How the hell did I enjoy that sex back then? what was I thinking?

The way she roar and scream I wander if she was faking it ;telling me to sink it deeper meanwhile she was fucking Kevin.Fucking whore.

"Order in the court!"The judge barked and I jumped, literally jump off my feet.

The fuck?

Reality hit back , my eyebrows raised when I see everyone was looking at me.

"Is something wrong with me?"I asked Mary.

"You weren't paying attention, sit down," And I sat down, just to look back over at her. I have no idea what I missed.

"Jane Richmond, you may continue."

"Yes, your honor, Kevin wasn't at the hospital your honor, there is prove here that he was trying to-"

"That's a lot you bitch, I was there, I held your hand right through," Kevin said, jumping to his feet, even when his lawyer was pulling him back to the seat.

"You weren't there you-"

"There-"Kevin said and everyone was making noise.

"Order, order, order in the court!!"

Everyone sat down leaving Kevin and Jane standing up.

"Your honor please, I rightfully, as my son mother, to a well mature person your honor.The child should stay with Trevor white "

My head snap and if surprised was a person that's me,the definition of surprise. I watched as she walked up and gave the judge a file and then step down back to her seat as security was about to walk up to her.

"Kevin stevens, it is stated here that you have been using a name that goes by Tarrant. Due to the illegal exporting of
drugs,cocaine and heroine you were absent from the babies birth.You weren't found in any of the camera footage.A year ago it also shows that you are involve in some shipments of illegal weapon,transport down from London,"Gasps fell around the room and I couldn't look at him.

After all, he isn't a Mafia , he is just some random badman. Once a friend enemy fucking my girl and I pity him. He shouldn't go to jail,but he has to,else he will continue to do damage,damage to the ones I love.
He is mentally ill, for christ's sake. He needs help.

The judge continues to speak and Mary nudges me on my side.

"If I knew you having a stepbrother would be so hard I would be damn."

"He is your stepbrother too,"I whispered.

"No, he is not, I never like him nor dealt with him."

She is right,she never dealt with him, I did ,hardly ever talked with him, I did. He hardly talks to mom,his own mother,guess he was poison by his father Mr.stevens.Who knew? I'm not interested in his and why he is like that. A cheater, a snatcher ,a chameleon. I have no idea how he even charmed sweet Pamela.

I heard that Mr.stevens died around the year dad died. I knew Mr.steven had some shit going down and that's what lead to dad death. He was trapped there when gun fire came on. I got there in time to see him breath his last breath and I learned they were fighting over mom. Too bad my mom picked dad and this is what it comes down to.
Family line of drama,deaths,secrets leading to court and now this.

"The child goes to Trevor White,"I heard The judge said ,sealing the statement with a knock of that hammer thing he uses ,I'm a mafia after all I don't study small things. I heard little Rollins scream at the back of the court.

I turn around to see him back there with mother.
When did they even arrived ? I have no idea.
His little fist pumps in the air and I shouted.

"YES!"

I ran towards him and stooped and hugged him.

"I want you to do something for me."

"What's that?"

"I want you to-hum-you know people do bad things right?"I asked touching his cheeks.

"Yes, I know you do bad things too."

Oh shit, please god don't let him grow up like me

"Humm, well there is something called forgive and forgot, and guilt and punishment and there is another big word called closure."

"Closure sounds nice."

"Well I want you to do something for your-hum-for Kev-for you biological dad, "I swear that took a lot for me to say.

"Okay, dad,"He said uncertainty in his voice.

"I want you to hug him,for me,just this once,give him closure okay?my boy?"It rips my heart emotionally,just to even think about it but he ,the bastard deserve that much.

"But he-"

"No, buts, if it wasn't him then I wouldn't have had you."

"But, dad you found me."

"I know, but no buts remember? Just go and give him a hug,go on,"I said swallowing and standing up as he walk away hesitating. I watched as Kevin hugged him and he nodded softly at me. My heart tightens when I see relive in his eyes.

They took him away and I turn around to see mary hugging me. Kevin was talking to mom and she hugged him as they continue to take him away.

"I'm so proud of you brother," Mary said.

"For what?"

"For being you, that amazing bad guy you are. You have grown so much. I'm so proud of you,ninety-nine one,percent until you talk to Jess,"she said kissing me on my cheeks.

Until I talk to her
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