FALLING HARD 42
Jessica's point of view
He stared at me with such delicacies, like a baby waiting for a kiss, he looked at me.
I can't do this, How can I tell you I love you when I don't even-
"I L-" My mouth was going to work without my mind, I saw hope in his eyes but the door was pushed open.
"Well, well, sorry for interrupting. Who is she?" A tall woman, a beautiful one too, dressed in a white dress with silky material. Her blond hair fell down her shoulders in waves.
I noticed Trevor's whole face tensed and he quickly remove his hands and step back. He pushes his hands into his pockets and I couldn't help but walked out too, even though I feel like trash next to this thing.
"I ask again who is she? Trevor, my love, don't tell me you have fallen. You belong to me, always mine. Didn't I make that clear in the courthouse?"
Courthouse? what Courthouse? Oh shit. They had to gain Rollins without me
I flash him a look with knitted brows and fold my arms.
"What are you doing here Jane?"
Jane? she doesn't look like a Jane. Jane is a name for poor, shy girls, she looks none of the kind
"I'm here to ask you out for dinner," She said, stepping towards him with slow strides, rocking her sexy hips. She stood before him and slightly fix his jacket, which didn't need fixing.
A heat of hatred sprang to my chest and I shook my head hard. I've had enough.
"Get out," I said through clenched teeth. Griping her angrily, her hair, I pull her back, snatching her beautiful neck full force and shoving her away from him.
"Get the fuck out!" Trevor held me back but I shove him off and push her through the door.
"Get out too," every time am with him, it's always drama, always has to be another girl.
"You shouldn't have done that."
"I shouldn't have done that? I should have allowed her to-"
"She is Rollins mother."
Ooh
My mouth formed an OO. Jealousy got the best of me.
"She helped me get him. She goes against Kevin, even though Kevin was the one who brings her in."
I rush to the door, just to see her coming from the bathroom with a big frown on her face. Her ruffle hair, lying down.
"Jane? Could you come here for a minute?"
"What is your problem you cat?"
"I apologize for earlier, you fox. But I must say, stay away from my man. I appreciate you getting Rollins where he belongs but I'm his new mommy now. We are a happy family which you must put back together. I suggested you-"
"I get it, I Will stay away from Rollins, he doesn't deserve me in his life, but Trevor, I'm not so sure, we never really get closure."
"I don't want closure, I already got all the closure I need right here," Said Trevor behind me. His hands slip around my waist and Jane's gaze followed.
How long has he been standing there?
"But-"
"No, buts Jane, you had me and you lost me. You ruin me and broke me but I found a healer, and listen to this, she is nothing like you. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate you, I just hum-I am better off without you, "He said slightly, touching her blond hair. He touched her arm and tears entered her eyes.
Rip my heart out, let it bleed, tear me to pieces for I can no longer heal. That must be her thoughts as She looked at him with longing and regret. She never knew what she had until she lost him.
Oh my God
" I'm sorry," She said softly as Trevor pulled me back inside.
"Mhm, I forgive you. Just don't come running back to haunt Rollins," He said closing the door in her face.
He pressed me to it and looked me in the eyes.
"So I'm now your man huh?"
"You did hear," I said shyly.
"You were going to say something earlier."
Here it goes, take my heart cause my thoughts aren't mine anymore they are yours
"I love you," My mouth muttered and I felt my whole body shiver of relief, like letting something go, that was tied for too long.
"I love you, I don't know what you did to me. You Take away everything out of my heart and am so sorry for that," I said looking at him, and my voice crack.
"I'm sorry for myself because am so scared that if you hurt me am going to start killing like you," I said, again, letting my fears go.
I heard him chuckle and I grin. How foolish am I?
"Remember what I said earlier? Which feels like years ago."
He slowly pulls back and I knit my face In confusion. He pulled me out, more like drag me to the door in the corridor.
I earned a few curious gazes.
He went down on his knee and I clasp my mouth.
"I have something to say," He said and his voice repeat above us. There we were on the Tv.Live.The applause of the hospital surround us and I swallowed.
"I never knew god will send an angel mix of demon and goodness in my life. Mostly goodness though, but I must admit, a devil is there somewhere because you took my soul like no other."
"Aww!" The crowd said. My heart pound in my chest and I remove my shaky fingers from my face.
"You changed my world, you became my strength, my weakness. I would climb all the planets just to be with you, and as stupid as it sounds...I can't sleep if I don't hear your voice. I can't function well without you, you cured me and bring the good out in me I thought had died," He said, his voice filled with emotions.
"I did shit to you and am sorry, am sorry that I was too scared but am not scared anymore. I hope you love me enough to you know-will you-please god help me-I'm still scared, I thought the sacredness was gone," He said wiping his eyebrows and a few people laugh.
"Will you marry me?"He said removing a diamond ring from a box.
There goes the question that I was waiting for, one that I don't know how to answer. my nerve cells screamed yes
"Please talk to me, my knees are burning me down here."
The grows waited in suspense and I felt a panic attack growing in my chest. I glance up at the Tv and my chest grew tight.
"Yes," My voice said hardly audible.
I nodded my head and choked on the tears.
He had proposed to me
"Yes!" I screamed, crying at him. He sat on the floor and Sighed and I grin at him, grinning and crying and trying to push my panic away.
"Yes, I'll marry you, I'll marry him, guys!" I saw a few reports coming toward me and my head felt as if it grew big.
"How do you feel about getting Married to a billionaire ?"
"Are you forced into marrying him?"
"Is there anything you want to get off your chest?"
"Why are you crying?"
"Did he force you to answer him this way?"
"Wasn't he the one on the news?"
"Are you with him for his money?"
That last question connect so much, I couldn't keep quiet. Trevor was down there on the floor, where he had dropped dramatically but now he looks like he wants to kill every one of them.
"I will marry him because I love him. He hadn't forced me into anything. He had been there for me when I had no one. I don't give a damn about his money, nor if he was on the news. I love him because this is what loves do to people, if you truly love someone, you'll accept every part of that person. Maybe if you found someone that loves you, you wouldn't be here trying to embarrass yourself, which you just did," He stood up and plant a kiss on my cheek, causing me to grow red.
"Put the ring on it!" Someone shouts, and no one other than Brie and I grin.
"That's my brother right there, LAPD, back away now reporters," said Mary, walking in wearing her uniform. For the first time.How bossy and beautiful she looks.
"You look amazing, you have no idea how strong you are, I would piss my pants if I were you," Trevor said and I grin wider at him and he slipped the ring on my finger.
"It fits perfectly."
"I measured it In your sleep a couple of weeks ago, "He said winking at me.
" You are not serious."
"No, am not, I measured it when I almost fucked you at the pool."
"You almost fucked her at the pool?" Mary asked and I duck my head in Trevor's chest, my smile wide, stretching on my face. We were still on the TV.
He pulled me away from there and lead me outside.
"I'll get the bags," Brie shouted."Guys, if you are interested, follow me on IG-"
She goes on babbling and we walked out.
"I love you so much Jessica, I don't know how much to tell you, but you are the light in my darkness," He said, lifting me up in his arms and I saw Rollins jumping up and down near his car.
"I love you too," I said, with such love, I never wanted anything more. I got my family now. Two families we made into one. My happiness, my movie, my romance, my king. My Mafia.
"Mommy! Grandma look! Pamela! Look they are coming!" His little voice shouted. Happiness rang out from him.
Love is when all you see is that one person, everything is set aside, care that ran so deep, nothing else matters. A love that Changes you. One that cuts through the darkness.
THE END
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