▪️I Z A R A▪️

"You have nothing to say now?" Khagra teased, his voice laced with a mischievous edge. "Your mouth seemed to work perfectly fine just a few minutes ago."

His playful remark pierced the atmosphere, bringing a hint of levity to the charged ambience.

A soft chuckle escaped his lips, a sound that mingled with the ripples of anticipation that coursed through the space between us. His spirited banter served as a gentle reminder that vulnerability could coexist with light-heartedness, offering a temporary respite from the weight of the moment.

Yet, beneath his teasing words, a subtle undercurrent of curiosity lingered, a desire to hear the thoughts that danced on the tip of my tongue. In Khagra's playful challenge, there was an unspoken invitation, daring me to find my voice amidst the swirling emotions and seize the opportunity to lay bare the depths of my heart.

Not to mention the way Baldur's gaze lingered upon me, filled with a mixture of intensity and a hint of mischief, before flickering towards Khagra.

The way Baldur and Khagra's eyes met and locked, a silent communication passing between them, hinted at a deeper connection, a common longing that mirrored my own. Their exchange spoke volumes, an invitation to explore the tantalizing possibilities that lay ahead, an alluring pull drawing us closer, teasing at the edges of what could be. The frisky interplay of their gazes ignited a flame of desire within me, fanning the embers of anticipation and stirring a hunger for the unknown.

Finding my voice, I finally asked, "How would this work? The three of us, I mean..."

A mixture of contemplation and craving flashed across Baldur's face, "That's a valid question, Izara. Would it be too casual of me to say that we should just see how things go? I mean, the connection between the three of us is undeniably strong, and the depth of our feelings can't be ignored."

Khagra grinned, "I say we embrace the possibilities. Let's forget about everything else and let our hearts guide us as we explore this uncharted territory together."

I took a deep breath, feeling the weight of my thoughts and emotions pressing upon my chest. It had not been an easy question to ask, nor was it easy to find the right words to convey the tumultuous thoughts that swirled within me.

Briefly closing my eyes, I sought clarity amidst the tangle of emotions that danced within me. I recognized the significance of my inquiry, understanding that the path we were considering was filled with potential pitfalls and challenges.

At least for me, since I had never been in a consensual relationship before.

Tilting my body so that I could look between Baldur and Khagra better, I confessed, "There's no doubt that I want to explore these feelings that I have. I want you both, but I can't ignore the difficulties and reservations that would come with exploring such a connection. You both know about my past with Ballor and the damage that would result with being in such a situation. Not to mention navigating relationships in general, I mean, you witnessed how my own family treated me."

Pausing for a moment, I could feel the weight of my emotions pressing against my chest. But with Baldur and Khagra's reassuring presence, I knew that I could safely express what was on my mind.

I inhaled slightly before continuing, "I'm not used to being a priority to anyone. I don't really know if I can be a good partner to someone, much less two people."

"Izara..." Khagra's voice was soft as he hugged me from behind. "You are the kindest and most loving person that we know. Baldur and I would be honoured to have you at our side. Your family were fools not to see how amazing you are. Fuck them, you've made a new family here at the castle anyway, not just with us but also with Mahala, Golnar, and the others. Your past does not define you and I want you to know that we're in no rush here, we'll take things as slow as you want, we're in this for the long run."

With a nod, Baldur added, his voice filled with sincerity and respect. "Indeed, we are here to follow your lead on this, Izara. Khagra and I won't do anything that makes you uncomfortable, and that encompasses every scenario."

My eyes burned slightly, a mixture of disbelief and overwhelmed emotion welling up within me.

Their words reverberated within me, resonating with a profound sense of care and consideration. It was a powerful affirmation of their devotion and their commitment to my well-being. The reassurance they offered echoed through my core, banishing any lingering doubts or insecurities.

In their pledge, I felt a surge of empowerment.

It was a reminder that I held the power to set boundaries and shape the course of our shared experiences. Their unwavering support and their willingness to prioritize my comfort and consent instilled a deep sense of trust.

Both Baldur and Khagra had caught me off guard with their patience and understanding, piercing through the walls I had built around my heart. Their words, filled with tenderness and reassurance, enveloped me like a warm embrace, melting away any lingering doubts and fears. The sheer depth of their patience left me in awe, as I struggled to comprehend how fortunate I was to have them by my side.

The genuine care and unwavering support they offered me, even in the face of my uncertainties, was a testament to the strength of our connection. They had embraced my vulnerabilities with open hearts, providing a safe space for me to explore and express myself.

I could not help but question my own worthiness of such kindness and patience.

Their willingness to stand by me, to hold space for my indecisions and reservations, touched a tender place within my soul. It was a reminder that I was deserving of love, compassion, and understanding, even in moments of doubt and confusion.

As I blinked back the hint of moisture in my eyes, I felt a profound sense of relief wash over me. The weight of my worries began to lift, replaced by a newfound sense of security and a deepening bond with both Baldur and Khagra.

In their patient presence, I found the strength to let go of my reservations and fully embrace the potential of what our future could hold.

"I want you both, with all that I am and I want nothing more than to give us a chance," I said with a smile. "But I worry about the complexities and challenges that may arise. How do we navigate this without anyone getting hurt? The friendship that I have with the both of you means so much to me."

At my question, their hands, large and gentle, reached out.

Baldur's touch, strong yet tender, caressed my cheek with a delicate reverence. His fingertips traced a gentle path along my jawline, offering reassurance and a silent understanding. The warmth of his palm against my face conveyed a sense of unwavering support, a wordless promise that I was not alone in my uncertainties.

Khagra's touch was equally soothing. His hand, rough yet comforting, found its place upon my shoulder, applying just enough pressure to ground me. His touch spoke of unwavering strength and steadfastness, a silent reminder that I would always have support to face whatever lay ahead.

In the quiet of that moment, their hands moved with a synchronicity that mirrored their connection. Each stroke and caress held an unspoken message, a shared commitment to ease my worries and envelop me in their love and understanding. Their touch created a sanctuary within the hot springs, where vulnerability was embraced and solace was found.

While their hands continued to gently stroke my skin, I let out a sigh of contentment. Their comforting presence provided a safe harbour, a reminder that no matter the challenges we faced, we would face them together.

After a few minutes, Baldur spoke first. "I understand not wanting to risk our friendship, but I truly believe that this relationship between the three of us can work. We're all venturing into unfamiliar territory, and it's only natural to feel apprehensive. But trust in the strength of our connection. We'll communicate openly, ensuring that everyone's needs and desires are understood and respected. It won't always be easy, but together, we can face any obstacles that come our way."

Khagra leaned in to add, "The three of us are all embarking on something that we've never experienced before, and that means we'll face challenges together. But I believe in the power of our bond. We'll be there for each other, embracing open and honest communication. This relationship will be built on trust, understanding, and a commitment to each other's happiness. We'll navigate the complexities as a team."

As we sat there, the hot springs surrounding us, I knew that I was truly seen and cherished.

The genuineness in their voices, their shared commitment to navigate the uncharted waters together, eased my worries, reassuring me that we were all willing to put in the effort to make things between us work.

While sandwiched between these two powerful Orcs, I realized that this journey would require courage, openness, and a deep understanding of one another. But I also recognized the immense potential for growth, love, and fulfilment that lay before us. With a renewed sense of hope, I embraced the uncertainty, knowing that together, we could build something extraordinary.

Nervous anticipation gripped me as I considered taking the next step.

The heaviness of the moment loomed, tugging at my courage. Looking into Baldur and Khagra's eyes, vulnerability surged within me. Asking to seal the deal with a kiss felt like a daring leap into the unknown, a moment with the potential to deepen our connection.

Yet, the fear of rejection and the desire to preserve what we had held me back, my nerves dancing beneath the surface. But I could not let fear dictate my path. After all, they had both just professed their feelings for me, why would they not want to kiss me?

Taking another deep breath, I gathered my courage.

It was time to voice my longing, trusting in the connection we had. I drew strength from the intimacy the three of us had for each other, finding solace in the understanding that we were united in our desire to explore the depths of our feelings.

"Will you two kiss me?" I finally mustered the courage to ask.

Baldur and Khagra exchanged a glance, their eyes reflecting a shared understanding. It was a question that held the potential to deepen things between us, but it also required delicate consideration. They took a moment to contemplate before the Orc King spoke up.

"Izara, our desire to kiss you is immeasurable," Baldur stated. "But we want you to choose who you want to experience first, without any pressure or expectation."

Khagra's head moved in agreement, his eyes filled with warmth and respect. "Yes, we want this experience to be everything that you ever hoped for. So, please, let us know who you'd like to kiss you first, and we will honour your choice."

My heart fluttered within my chest, caught between the intensity of my needs and the weight of my decision.

The understanding and selflessness exhibited by Baldur and Khagra kindled a warm glow of appreciation within me. It was obvious that they were not driven solely by their own wants and needs but genuinely prioritized my desires. To me, this was a testament to the depth of our emotions and the profound respect we held for one another.

Exhaling deeply, I let myself bask in the moment, allowing the gravity of the situation to settle upon me. The choice before me was delicate and carried with it the potential to shape the course of our shared intimacy. Both Baldur and Khagra stirred a powerful hunger within me, each with their own unique qualities.

It was a beautiful dilemma, but also a weighty one.

The fluttering in my chest persisted as I found myself paralyzed by the inability to choose. Waves of conflicting emotions surged through my being, mingling with desire, uncertainty, and a profound sense of longing.

The desire to experience the tender caress of Baldur's lips tugged at my heart, fuelling a fire within me that yearned for his touch. His strength and commanding presence had bewitched me, and the thought of surrendering to his passionate embrace sent shivers of anticipation cascading through my veins.

Simultaneously, my heart ached with an irresistible pull toward Khagra. His gentleness, his unwavering support, and the way he saw into the depths of my soul ignited a flame within me that burned with a different kind of intensity. The tenderness in his touch whispered promises of an intimacy that spoke to my vulnerability, enticing me to explore uncharted territories of the heart.

Caught between these two extraordinary beings, I felt torn, my emotions in a tumultuous swirl. Each of them held a unique place in my heart, and the idea of choosing one over the other seemed almost impossible. The weight of my hunger for both of them enveloped me in a web of longing and indecision.

"Dammit!" My lips formed into a pout, "I can't decide..."

A deep, rumbling chuckle escaped Khagra's chest, its vibrations resonating through my entire body. I could not help but immediately smile at the playful energy he exuded, his presence bringing a sense of warmth and comfort. As I turned my gaze slightly, I observed Khagra's movements, his graceful shift from behind me to position himself beside Baldur.

With an effortless fluidity, Khagra settled himself to sit next to Baldur, their proximity creating an intriguing dynamic between them.

It was as if the air crackled with a subtle strain, a captivating connection that hinted at their deep bond. Their proximity spoke volumes, a testament to their friendship and the unspoken understanding that existed between them. The energy between them was palpable, an interplay of familiarity and shared experiences that unfolded before my eyes.

In their positioning, I could sense a sense of unity, a silent acknowledgement of the unique connection we were getting ready to explore together.

"What's so funny?" Baldur asked, something that I too was curious about.

As Khagra's laughter subsided, he said, "Nothing, it's just to me, I thought the choice would have been obvious. You should choose Baldur as your first kiss, Izara. Simply because, had that orc horn not interrupted all those months ago, you both would have kissed that night under the large oak tree."

My cheeks tingled, realising that Baldur and Khagra had no secrets between them.

Of course, this was something that I had already figured out. However, the fact that Khagra knew about the near kiss that almost took place between Baldur and I was confirmation of such. Especially given how he seemed to know every single detail of that night before Baldur had to rush off on that scouting trip.

In that moment of contemplation, I recognized the importance of embracing my own desires.

The realization settled upon me that this decision need not be final. The journey between the three of us was just beginning, and with open communication and understanding, we could explore the depths of our desires together.

With a renewed sense of clarity, I met Baldur's gaze, my voice quivering slightly as I made my choice. 

"Baldur," I whispered. "May I ask you to kiss me first?"

The Orc King's intense ice-blue eyes shimmered with a captivating blend of joy and understanding, their depths holding secrets and emotions untold. A tender smile played upon his lips, radiating warmth and tenderness that enveloped the space between us.

"Of course," he responded with a gentle rumble. "I'd be honoured to share this moment with you, Izara."

As Baldur pulled me forward on his lap, closing the distance between us, a surge of anticipation coursed through me. Our lips met tenderly and a rush of warmth flowed through my body. The kiss was soft at first, a gentle exploration of each other's mouths, a delicate intertwining of our tongues.

The warmth of our breath mingled, creating an intoxicating rhythm that mirrored the beating of our hearts. With each brush of our lips, a symphony of sensations rushed through us, igniting a fiery want that intensified with every passing second. As our lips moved in harmony, the tenderness of the moment deepened, kindling a hunger that stirred within us. The initial softness gave way to a growing passion, as the depth of our connection unfolded. Our tongues met in a sensual dance, each touch a promise of pleasures yet to be discovered.

While Baldur's kiss sent tremors through me, I could feel Khagra staring intently at us, his eyes brimming with adoration and patience. He understood the significance of this moment, allowing us the space to explore and savour our connection.

Khagra's presence became an anchor, a reminder of the connection we all shared. I could feel his gaze roam over our entwined forms, his fingertips tracing gentle patterns against the water's surface, an unspoken declaration of his longing and his willingness to wait his turn.

In that moment, the heat of the hot springs mirrored the fire that burned within us. The kiss between Baldur and me deepened, growing more fervent and desperate, as our desire for one another spilled forth. Our hands roamed over each other's bodies, seeking to memorize every curve and contour, the weight of our longing echoing through our touch.

Amidst the increasing passion between myself and the Orc King, a silent shift occurred.

Panting, I broke away from Baldur's kiss, turning my attention to Khagra. Our eyes locked, and in that electric connection, an unspoken understanding passed between us. With a shared breath, Khagra quickly leaned in and our lips smashed together.

As I kissed Khagra, it was the Orc King's turn to be a spectator. Baldur's gaze remained fixated upon us, a mixture of want and adoration flickering in his eyes. He watched with a mix combination reverence and yearning, his presence a testament to the trust and connection we all shared.

My fingers tunnelled into Khagra's hair while our tongues engaged in a passionate duel, exploring the depths of each other's mouths with unrestrained desire. His hand on my hip tightened as every sweep and swirl of our tongues increased, a fusion of passion and unbridled longing.

Abruptly pulling away from Khagra, I gasped and said, "Now you two..."

There was no hesitation as their lips met in a fervent collision, a testament to the depth of their connection and the love that flowed between them. They melded in perfect harmony, tongues intertwining with a fiery hunger that could not be denied.

As I observed the passionate kiss between Baldur and Khagra, my eyes widened in awe and appreciation. The depth of their craving for each other was palpable, radiating through the space around us. My heart swelled with a mixture of emotions, captivated by the beauty of their love as I witnessed the tenderness and intensity exchanged between the two male Orcs.

I acknowledged that the depth of the connection I shared with Baldur and Khagra was not just a bond between each of us individually, but also a testament to our shared intimacy.

Emotions swirled within me, a combination of longing and a profound sense of acceptance. Witnessing the love between Baldur and Khagra ignited something within me, a yearning to be a part of that sacred connection. I felt blessed to have found myself entangled in the intricate web of their affection.

My breath caught in my throat as I watched their mouths pull apart, their foreheads gently touching in a moment of serene understanding before they both turned to look at me.

As I met their gaze, I knew that my eyes sparkled with a mix of curiosity and desire.

Baldur and Khagra both looked at each other one more time, before they both leaned towards me simultaneously, and our lips met in a three-way kiss.

The sound of our groans echoed off the cave walls as our lips and tongues met. Each person's touch contributed to the electrifying energy that coursed through the kiss, creating a harmonious blend of sensations and emotions as the world around us faded into the background.

Our focus was solely on the exchange of this intimate gesture, a language spoken without words. The sensation of our breath mingling, the soft brush of our tongues, coupled with our roaming hands was something that I could not even describe as my body hummed in pleasure.

Minutes later, when we reluctantly pulled away, a soft glow of contentment enveloped us.

The kiss between Baldur and Khagra had unveiled a new realm of possibility, a path towards an uncharted love that held infinite potential. I understood that our journey had only just begun, and I was eager to explore the unspoken depths of our shared desires.

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A/N: Whew...