During the fansign event on October 20, 2024, the MC asked Faye and Yoko

- If you could choose, when would you like to meet the other?

Faye Peraya: I want to meet Yo at 14 years old

Yoko Apasra: I want to meet you at 22 years old.

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At the age of 14, Yoko decided to study abroad in New Zealand alone. Here she began her first romantic relationship.

Faye was 22 years old when she ended her 5-year relationship with her ex-girlfriend, then won the Miss Grand International title in 2016. Also in this year, many things happened to Faye.

As if it were a joke of fate, the God of Fate happily smiled at the two of them. He had already given them a perfect life, the right person, the right time, but if they wanted to try the feeling of going back to each other's past, then so be it.

And so the next morning of the fansign, after a warm night of hugging Yoko to sleep, Faye Peraya woke up, Yoko was no longer lying next to her and found herself standing absent-mindedly on the streets of New Zealand in 2015.

How does Faye Peraya, in her 30-year-old body, convince 14-year-old Yoko Apasra of the things she will encounter?

How did Yoko Apasra, at the age of 23, manage to chat with the new Miss Grand International 2016, Faye Peraya, 22 years old?

Part 1. New Zealand

During today's fansign event, the female MC asked Faye and Yoko: "If you could choose, when would you like to meet each other?"

Almost at the same time, both of them had the answer and responded.

"I want to meet Yoko at 14," Faye Peraya said happily.

"I want to meet you when you were 22." Yoko Apasra also looked at Faye and smiled.

The female MC looked at the two people happily leaning on each other like that, blinked and asked both of them again: "Do you two really want to go back to that time?"

Faye was a bit surprised why the MC asked such a question right at the event, but without thinking much, she happily grabbed Yoko's hand and shook it, she replied: "Yes, it will definitely be interesting."

Yoko also smiled and nodded.

The female MC looked at the two people, giving a deep smile that was difficult for anyone to understand.

Part 1. New Zealand

"Where is this?" Faye Peraya looked around in panic.

This was an airy avenue, with modern low-rise buildings on both sides, and cars running smoothly on the road. But what scared Faye was that this scene was definitely not the country she was living in, and it wasn't even the place where the fansign event took place yesterday.

Faye tried to shake her head to wake herself up, was this a dream? It was clear that yesterday after the event ended, she and Yoko returned to the hotel room, she even kissed her and hugged her to sleep. Why did she come here overnight, where was Yoko?

Faye looked around for Yoko, until she looked closely at the people walking around, her heart started to beat faster. They were all foreigners, not a single Asian, the store signs and street names were all in English.

This is... New Zealand?

Faye immediately walked up to a foreign guy standing by the roadside, asking him in standard English what year it was and where this place was. But what made Faye shiver was that the guy passed right through her.

Was actually walking through and not seeing Faye Peraya

Faye stood stunned, her face drained of color.

Across the street there was a newspaper stall. Faye limped over and looked at the contents of the newspaper, sweating profusely.

New Zealand, September 2015

2015, this year Yoko is only 14 years old. Remembering the content of yesterday's wish on the show, Faye still can't believe it's true that she has returned to the time when Yoko was 14 years old.

This shocked Faye so much that she was stunned for a long time. Moreover, she was just a spirit without a physical body. Faye looked into the window of a nearby shop and saw herself in the mirror. She was wearing the same clothes as last night, and her beauty was still the same. This was what 30-year-old Faye looked like.

Faye is 30 and Yoko is 14, a 16 year age difference. Oh, Yoko'll freak out and think she's crazy.

Calm down, calm down

Yoko was in grade 9 at Southland Girls' Boarding School. Faye tried to calm down and orient herself to find a way to get to that school. It was funny that even though she was a spirit, she still felt cold because of the air here, and Faye was wearing very short clothes. Looking at a clothing store, Faye rubbed her hands and considered trying to steal an outfit because she couldn't wear pajamas like this to meet Yoko. As if thinking of something , it appeared , the fashionable outfit that Faye wanted immediately appeared on Faye's body.

Faye sighed in relief looking at her outfit, at least she wouldn't have to be an ugly soul.

...

Yoko Apasra is an introvert in both the literal and figurative sense. When she first appeared, she had friends who talked to her, but gradually because Yoko was too introverted and had not found common ground due to her nationality, Yoko stopped talking to her friends much.

At that time, Yoko wanted to study abroad, but because her family was worried about their beloved daughter, they arranged for her to study at a boarding school. Living in a single dormitory, what Yoko liked to do the most after school was crawl into her warm bed, study and read books.

And because of her introverted personality and her avoidance of crowds, it was difficult for some soul to wander around the school to find her.

In the evening, the boarding students would gather in the cafeteria for dinner. Although most of them had gone home, there were also many girls staying at the school. Therefore, the cafeteria was quite crowded. In the corner of the cafeteria, in a uniform of a skirt and a hoodie, Yoko calmly ate dinner while reading a book.

Suddenly, from afar, there was a person looking straight at her and walking closer, making Yoko unable to take her eyes off. She was a very beautiful girl, long wavy brown hair, Ray Ban sunglasses, and her clothes were also branded, even though it was just a vest on the outside and a chiffon blouse inside, simple but very beautiful.

She was very tall, almost standing out in the crowd. She was so beautiful, but no one paid any attention to her. In the middle of this crowded cafeteria, that beautiful woman just looked straight at Yoko and smiled.

'Found you.' Faye said happily.

Her little girl was 14 years old, pretty and youthful, with chubby cheeks, a baby face, long black hair, and white skin. Looking at her made Faye want to hug and kiss Yoko's rosy cheeks. Seeing Yoko eyes looking at her, Faye knew she had guessed right. In this space-time, only Yoko could see her.

Faye walked over and sat down right next to Yoko.

Yoko looked at the large dining table, but why did this beautiful woman choose to sit next to her? Slowly, Yoko pulled the tray of food and sat down.

Leaning her hands on the table, Faye turned to look at her.

Unable to ignore the beautiful, radiant eyes looking at her, Yoko unconsciously looked behind her to see if Faye was looking at someone else. But there was no one, this older sister was really looking at her.

"Yoko Apasra Lertprasert, I've been looking for you for so long." Faye's eyes were filled with tears, she had been looking for Yoko all day. Her lover, her little lover. She really wanted to hold Yoko in her arms.

Yoko felt a chill down her spine. This older sister suddenly looked at me with tears in her eyes. Even though she was very, very beautiful, it was also very strange.

"Sorry, I don't know who you are." Yoko leaned away from Faye and spoke in a clear voice.

Hearing her voice, Faye's eyes turned even redder. But Faye tried to hold back, thinking quickly of a way to make her calm down and grasp the situation.

"I don't know you yet. But in the future, you and I...will be very close." Faye chose her words carefully.

What is this beautiful sister saying?

Yoko began to be confused, her eyes filled with doubt. Faye saw clearly but didn't know what to do.

"I am the person from 9 years later, coming back here to see you."

"Do I look like a three year old?" Yoko laughed, then she lowered her head and continued eating, ignoring Faye.

"I'm telling the truth..."

Faye unconsciously grabbed her hand, but Yoko pulled her hand away in anticipation. The feeling just now made Faye realize that she could touch Yoko, but not others.

"I am a spirit from the future," Faye explained with difficulty.

"..." This girl is really beautiful but her way of talking is so strange, Yoko couldn't stand it anymore, put the book in her backpack and stood up to carry the food tray away.

Faye saw that and immediately followed her. Yoko was only about 1m6 tall at the moment, so standing with someone as tall as Faye really put pressure on her. Faye held her hand, about to say something, but Yoko cautiously pushed Faye away.

"Don't put it on me.."

Just then Yoko saw an unbelievable sight. When she pushed Faye away, Faye stepped back and a classmate passed through Faye. He really passed through.

Yoko was stunned, eyes wide open.

"Sister... sister..." Yoko stuttered.

"Do you believe me now? Can you sit down and listen to me?" Faye sighed.

But Yoko still couldn't calm down, she conveniently grabbed a classmate who was passing by, pulled her back and pointed at Faye.

"Do you see this sister?"

The other girl looked at the empty chair Yoko was pointing at. Then she turned back to look at Yoko.

"Are you crazy?" Giving Yoko a puzzled look, she left.

"I'm telling the truth, no one can see me. Only you can see and talk to me." Faye said aggrievedly. Her girlfriend didn't remember her, and her girlfriend was only 14 years old. What should she do?

Yoko couldn't stand it anymore, took her backpack and quickly left the cafeteria. Faye followed without leaving her side. While walking, she conveniently looked at her little girl. 14-year-old Yoko was really cute , with chubby white cheeks, her eyelids were furrowed because she was scared. Familiar Faye grabbed her hand. Yoko immediately struggled, making Faye suddenly remember that this was 14-year-old Yoko.

When she returned to Yoko's dormitory, Faye relaxed and began to look around. Yoko's dormitory was a standard, fully furnished single room, consisting of two rooms, the first room had shelves and a small kitchen cabinet, along with a bathroom, and inside was a bedroom with a large bed and a desk right by the window. Underneath was a clean carpet, along with a comfortable bean bag chair with a TV screen.

Only then did Faye relax and sit on the bean bag and let out a sigh. What happened today was truly beyond her imagination. Faye had been searching for Yoko all day, her nerves were truly on edge. Now that she had entered her girlfriend's room, she felt a little more relaxed. But seeing the girl frowning and looking at her with her arms crossed, Faye returned to reality. She needed to calm her little girl down first.

Faye grabbed Yoko's hand and pulled her back, letting her sit on another bean bag opposite each other.

"Let's play a question and answer game, okay? Just ask me, I'll answer truthfully."

Little Yoko puffed her cheeks slightly, thinking for a moment: "Are you still alive?"

Faye took a deep breath: "I am still alive, it's just that my soul has returned here."

Yoko sat with her legs curled up. Faye saw that it was not good for her to sit like that in a skirt, so she habitually took a thin blanket from the bed and covered Yoko with it. Yoko always liked thin blankets like this, so that she could sit anywhere and have something to hug.

"You know my name is Yoko, but you still haven't told me yours?" Yoko was a bit surprised because she knew her so well, but still took the blanket and covered herself.

"Sigh, I didn't expect there would be a day when you wouldn't remember my name. My name is....." Faye said softly, but she couldn't say her name, Faye was shocked.

"What's your name?" Yoko didn't hear so she asked again.

Faye tried again, but still couldn't say her name. Standing up and walking towards the desk, Faye tried to write her name on a piece of paper. But the words that had just been written, slowly disappeared before her eyes, tried again and still disappeared as if it had never appeared. Faye raised her head to look at the ceiling.

Is this a joke from... God?

"The god who brought me here, did not allow me to tell you my name." Faye sadly turned back to sit across from Yoko.

Yoko saw her beautiful sister suddenly sad, not knowing what to do: "Then what can I call you?"

"Faye... Peraya... Mali... Malisorn... Nueng" Faye said each word slowly, thinking that she would be lucky enough to hear it.

Yoko nodded: "I heard the word Mali, so you are Mali?"

Oh she's so cute, Faye leaned her head on Yoko's shoulder

Yoko stiffened, not understanding why this beautiful older sister really liked to lean on her.

"How old are you?"

Faye became more gloomy when she heard this sentence: "In my year, I was 30 years old."

Yoko was shocked: "You are 16 years older than me? Then I should call you aunt."

"No no, in my year, I was only 7 years older than you. You were 23 then."

"..." Yoko's eyes were suspicious.

"Don't call me auntie." Faye warned, thinking about her girlfriend actually calling her auntie, Faye couldn't stand it.

This time, Yoko laughed happily. It was the first time since meeting this 30-year-old soul that she laughed so happily.

Then Yoko was told a story by a spirit. Because of a humorous wish at a fan event, her soul was taken back to 2015 by a mafia force and met Yoko. When she would be able to return, she didn't know. Only Yoko could touch Faye here, and only when she was alone with her could she touch objects. Faye could eat and drink, feel hot and cold, even pain, but she didn't feel hunger or thirst. But one thing Faye felt very clearly was that Faye was afraid of dirt and even though she was a spirit, she still needed to shower and change clothes.

She couldn't tell Yoko about her time and space, nor could she tell Yoko how they met in that time and space, or what she did for a living. But looking at Faye's unreal beauty, Yoko could guess that she was an actress. As for the fact that Faye Supaporn Malisorn would be crowned Miss Grand International next year, Yoko certainly couldn't guess.

"But why did you want to meet me at 14 in the first place?" Yoko Apasra asked, eyes wide.

After a long conversation, She was less wary of Faye.

Faye sighed, patting her head like she always did. God knows how uncomfortable it must have been for her to sit across from her girlfriend, but not dare to hold Yoko in her arms.

"Because when you were 14, you had many sad things happen. So I want to meet you when you were 14, be with you and not let you be sad anymore."

"So you are my guardian spirit?" Yoko smiled brightly.

Faye also smiled, maybe being brought here, really to complete what she had wished for. Then try hard, try to keep the 14 year old girl sitting in front of her smiling.

The first night Faye came to this world, after taking a shower and choosing a new outfit from the pictures in the fashion magazine, Faye was used to wanting to go to bed and hug Yoko to sleep. What greeted Faye was a pillow in her face.

Faye cried, who would have thought that a beautiful beauty queen like her, who had never been rejected by anyone, would one day be chased down to sleep on the floor by her girlfriend. Faye really missed 23-year-old Yoko, she would definitely worry that her shoulder would hurt from sleeping on the floor like this.

Faye was sleeping on the floor with a blanket. Yoko was sleeping comfortably on the bed. When she slept, the corner of her lips curled up into a slight smile. It had been a long time since anyone had talked to her this much.

Faye is very familiar with 23-year-old Yoko, familiar with a Yoko who matures day by day, although she gets angry easily and cries easily, but thanks to her maturity, these temperaments have softened a lot. 23-year-old Yoko is still introverted, still has moments when she just wants to sit alone and heal herself, but she is cute, playful and very extroverted when needed.

But all of the above theories cannot be applied to 14 year old Yoko.

14-year-old Yoko was a special girl. She was not too young to be a child, but she was not old enough to be an adult. Yoko was not stupid, so she could tell how true what Faye said was. But she could not imagine how close she and this beautiful spirit sister would become in the future. Along with her childish and innocent appearance, 14-year-old Yoko was truly a blank page that operated on emotion instead of reason. Yoko had never liked or dated anyone.

So when some powerful God forbade Faye from revealing their true relationship in the future, Faye didn't know how to tell Yoko everything. Yoko Apasra at this time, had absolutely no idea what lesbianism was, didn't know what it was like to like a girl, and didn't know that the beautiful older sister she called her guardian spirit was her beloved for the next 9 years.

Furthermore, Faye could not speak of what would happen in the future. She could not speak of Blank or the reason why they had met, nor could she tell Yoko what sad things had happened to her. With god power, he had limited all of Faye's ability to change the future.

Lying on the ground, Faye crossed her arms over her forehead and thought back to what she knew about Yoko at 14 years old, the real reason Faye chose this age of hers.

At the age of 14, Yoko agreed to date her first boyfriend at a party. At that party, Yoko sang the lead vocals while that boy played the guitar. Just thinking about this made Faye's blood boil. After more than a year of dating, that boy was still attached to his ex-lover, so he betrayed Yoko and broke up with her. Yoko suffered for a long time because of this, causing her to stay in New Zealand for several years, until she went to university and returned to Thailand. And this failure in love also laid the first foundation for her to always suffer in love. Then, another miserable ex-lover made her afraid of love for a long time until she met Faye.

Faye was with Yoko, knew everything and felt sorry for Yoko, so she simply thought that she wanted to go back to this 14 year old year, to prevent Yoko from dating such a bad person. She remembered very clearly that the time Yoko met her first boyfriend was at this year's Christmas party. So she had 3 months to do what she wanted.

"Are you asleep yet?" Faye asked softly from the floor.

"Not yet." Yoko rolled on the bed.

Faye asked curiously, "Does your school have any bands with male students playing instruments?"

Hearing that, Yoko laughed again: "Sister, my school is an all-girls school."

"..." Oh no, at that time she heard Yoko's story but didn't have a good grasp of the actual situation.

How can I get to know a boy who plays the piano in a girls' school?