"how to suicide?"

"you never know what people think and their feelings, but you still talk about them like you know much about them"

ah, shit google. im sorry if i die, but that's the only way for me to let myself be free. i searched, searched and searched but all i see were calling or chatting for helping with your "mental health". i've endured this for a long time, but now i can't, i could cry and stop easily. dont know why, will my life be ended at 19?

i searched for some pics, but pinterest showed me phone number of a hospital and didnt show the pics. ah, now its pinterest which cares about people feelings. life is a suprise, right?

i have cut my wrist but it didnt work. after trying several times, my arm was covered in blood, and i just smiled. w o n d e r f u l

"life suck, lifts me up and then throws me roughly, but im ok, really ok"