If Only You Could Understand

If only you could understand...

why I spend sleepless nights,

why I cry to sleep,

why my tears seem do deep!

If only you could understand...

the road was never easy,

I had to cross it alone,

so don't tell me I did wrong!

'cause never you could understand!

you never have loved me,

your genius mind wanted something else,

you left me in bloody mess!

If only you could understand...

I love you so much, true!

but that doesn't mean....

I'll wait for you, until you became clean!

Forget it! Life is funny!

and I don't need any bunny!