it's that time again.

the time when i think about how much i want to die.

it's been happening quite more often lately.

ever since you left.

my precious jeon jungkook left.

oh.

sometimes, i still can't believe it.

so i tend to repeat the words again and again until it registers in my head.

i don't want to look stupid.

even though i've already made a fool of myself the minute i believed your 'i love you's.