you had a hard time leaving me, it seemed.

i thought it's because it was your first time ever leaving someone.

i thought you cried in front of me because you didn't want to hurt me and you actually cared.

but as the days go by, and as my phone remains silent, i start to think it was another one of your acts.

and i no longer feel bad for telling you you weren't the first boy who cried in front of me.

i felt bad before because it was a petty way of me reminding you you're just another one of them and that it wouldn't take long for me to get over you.

we said so many lies to each other, jungkook.

we hurt each other a lot that night.

that was maybe one of the few truths that was ever said.