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Justin's POV

Did I already win the bet?

I look at the box, just looking at for a minute, you could hear my heart pounding through my chest.

"What are you waiting for? Open it already." He whines tapping his fingers on the table getting frustrated.

"Uh, right sorry." I blush quickly trying to calm myself down.

I bring the box near me, slowly opening the lid, I see a key inside.

Uh?

"Finally, you opened it." He snatches the key, grabbing my arm.

"I don't get this, Jase. What's going on?" I ask him being confused.

He stays silent, only holding my arm tightly.

"Bae, slow down my arm." I whine.

"Okay, look!" He speaks up as I look in front of me seeing a car it was a Mercedes-Benz.

It's like someone pulled out my heart and crushed it with their feet, that's how disappointed I am right now.

"You okay?" He asks waving his hand in front of me.

"Uh, yeah." I lie, mumbling under my breath.

It was pretty cold outside and snowing lightly on the ground. I putted my hand in my pockets to get a little bit warmer.

"Come see it, please." He waves hands towards the car getting in it.

"I thought we were gonna start saving money Jason, why did you buy this?" I sigh speaking when I got into the passenger seat.

"Oh come on, I gotta treat myself as well." He licked his lips smirking feeling the wheel of the car.

"You have two kids, Jason, you can't just-"

"Can you please for once in your life say 'wow bae, I'm proud'?" He scoffs getting out of the car. I roll my eyes getting out as well.

"Bae, listen to me, I don't say it every often but you know I'm proud of you, of everything you've done, and I love you." I look at him saying as he was looking at the ground. I wrap my arms around him, he seconds later does the same thing. "Did you know that I love you?" I say pulling away.

He looks at me leaning into me he smirks as he moves his hand my back, he let his his hand on my ass before squeezing it his lips parted as I pressed mine against his, I slowly kissed back, his plumb lips melted with mine as I kept up my pace, his tongue explored my mouth, roughly he tagged on my bottom lip groaning in his mouth before pulling away.

"There's something about you how raw you are, it's kinda beautiful and it makes you feel alive, the way you walk, the way you talk, you really got me hypnotized, bae." He goes to say something but I stop him.

"Let me finish, I like you unsweet, you don't need no manners, or the good or even the good grammar. When you pour your heart out on me, you satisfy me it's that brutal honesty that I feel proud of you."

"Just when I pour my heart to you?" He pouts at me.

"Jase, I mean all of the things I've said not just the ending." I giggle poking his side.

"Oh," he chuckles kissing my cheek. "So about this car?" He narrows his eyes at it.

"Right, let's take a ride with the twins." I smile a little going to get the twins but he stops me.

"Wait, they're already in the car." I gasp quickly going to the car to check on them. I didn't even see them when I went inside, what kind of a father am I???

"Are you fucking crazy? Do you know how many babies die in the car these days?" He gives me confused face. "Stop playing dumb Jason, don't ever do this again they could have lost air in the car." I open the door letting some air inside seeing them both sleeping. I panicked feeling their necks, thank the god above they were still alive.

I don't even wanna think about it if something happened to them.

"Um can we go now?" Jason shakes the key in his hand asking me.

"They could have died, how can you only think about the damn car, right now?"

"Here we go again scolding me over and over again. I'm sorry okay? It was a mistake. I didn't know they could god forbid die like that." He groans going inside the car.

"I'm trying but the stupid things you do makes me." I whisper closing the back door, going inside the passenger seat.

Jason started the car not saying anything, he drove about 5 minutes in silence, I couldn't stand this quietness from him.

"You wanna go have lunch at that restaurant I told you about last time?" He coldly asks me.

"Sure." I answer him.

Jason drove us to the restaurant, it looked like a family restaurant. He got the twins out of the car holding them as I open the door for him to go in.

He returns to me to give me a smile. We took a seat near the window like always because I really liked getting a view, and the view was really good.

"Hey, I just had a thought, why don't I order for you?" He asks making a duck face.

"Um."

"Glad you could agree with me baby." He winks as the waiter comes to take our orders or should I say Jason's. She looked over 20, you could see the boobs almost sticking out. I looked away to the twins not set any drama.

"Yeah, I would like a cheese burger, a beef sandwich, cheese pizza and lots of fries, oh and the buffet is free right?"

"Yes." I took a quick glance seeing her smiling widely.

"Okay, we need two high chairs for our kids also, oh I forgot two water also." He didn't even look over to her only ordering her around he was so focused on the menu.

"Right away, sir." I saw her brushing her hand on his back and walking away not before taking the menus as well.

"What the hell? She just touched my ass." I giggle rolling my eyes playfully, Jason laughed along with me.

Moments later another waiter came and brought the two high chairs for the twins. Drake sat on it like a good boy being quiet but Cailin on the hand didn't want to sit on the high chair, she felt comfortable on her dad's lap.

"You didn't order anything for the twins I just realized that." He stops playing with her looking up at me.

"Should I-"

"No, forget it they have milk in their bottles anyways." I smile fixing Drake's hair.

"About that, don't freak out but I forgot to bring the baby bag." I stop what I'm doing giving him a glare.

"Jason," I whine putting my hand on the table.

"I was so excited about the car, I just forgot."

"What if I have to change their diapers- you know what I'm not gonna start ranting again because let's face it. They aren't really getting anywhere." Jason sighs excusing himself and Cailin.

I just realized we've been arguing a lot these past few days but it's really not my fault it's his.

The waiter came back to our table putting the food down, Jason still wasn't back, it made me worried, 10 minutes has passed already.

I was about to get up looking for him, I see him come back with a huge plate with a lot food on it and Cailin on his other hand.

"Sorry, I'm late." He shifts Cailin on his lap putting the food down. "Wait, open your mouth let's see if you can catch this." I open my mouth catching the food as he threw in my mouth. He claps his hand as bow down, smiling.

"Here now you!" I decided not to play fair but throw two cheese in the air for him to catch.

"Hey no fair, that was two." He laughs throwing the cheese back at me.

"Remember we started a food fight in school when we did this?" I grab my sandwich starting to eat it.

"Oh yeah that day was also your first time." He licks his lips looking at me.

"Seriously you just had to bring that up?" I look away laughing.

"You know me." He grins picking up a slice of pizza.

"You know, it wasn't only mine it was also yours too." He nodded happily bringing his seat close to me.

"That feels way better." He whispers feeding me some of his pizza.

"Look at Cailin, she's sleeping peacefully in your arms." He cooed at her.

"Drake is sleeping as well." I look to see his eyes closed trying his best not to fall.

"You know I never want them to grow, I just want everything to slow down. It was like it was just yesterday we got them from the hospital, time flies so fast." He holds Cailin tightly kissing her forehead.

"Moments is all we have, Jase." I look at him smiling.

"You're right and I want it to last forever." He sighs loudly but then shakes his head. "Anyways let's eat this because it was all free." I chuckled, whining because my stomach was already full.

"But I'm full."

"Don't start, I want you to eat this cheesy pizza, it's delicious like you I bet." I blush hiding myself in his neck.

"Oh my baby is blushing a lot today, just the way I like it." He teases kissing my lips.

"It's super embarrassing." I sigh blowing some air out.

"It's super special to me because no one can make you feel this way. Only I can." He winks drinking his water.

I look away into the crowd seeing a couple of guys sitting down like a group laughing, I got this odd feeling because they kept glancing to us.

It's 2016 and people still can't leave us alone.

I just remembered the first time when I came out and Jason held my hand in public.

At 15 years old

"Come on! I'm really really hungry let's go babe!" I hear Jason yelling at me at downstairs. I roll my eyes getting out of my room hearing my mom's voice talking to him.

"Honey, slow down. He's gonna come down any second now." Mom chuckled, I could hear her walking away. I look at myself one more time in the mirror in our hall.

"I'm a patient person, Pattie. I can wait all day." I grin to myself because that was a total lie. Not even a minute later he yells my name again.

"JUSTIN, I'M DYING OUT OF HUNGER PLEASE COME DOWN!" This time I made it downstairs seeing him with his phone taking Selfies.

"Okay, I'm here now." He quickly looks my way with his eyes wide open but not a word comes out of his mouth.

"Sweetie, you look great. You kids have fun be back till 7, okay?" Jason was still lost looking at me.

Was there something wrong with the outfit that I was wearing?

"Jason?" Mom snaps her fingers in front of his face.

"Mmmm? Yeah right, you look amazing." He complements me making me blush.

"Thank you let's go, you were hungry weren't you?" I make my way to the door.

"Yeah, right." I giggle at how cute he is.

"Remember at 7 I want him back, Jason." He gives my mom a thumbs up.

"You look really good," he smiles looking at me.

"Thank you." I felt a bit weird and jumpy inside. This would be our first time coming out together as a couple and I'm scared of the people judging us.

"What's wrong?" He raises his eyebrows looking at me confused.

"N-nothing." I shake my head quickly.

It was a cold fall day, as the green leaves fell into the ground becoming brown, yellow and red. It was really a beautiful day for a walk.

"So where are we going?" I ask looking around, people walking passed us as we were walking.

"Toca Bell, it's my shit right now." He looks up at the sky answering me. I just smiled and didn't reply anything back to him. "Can I hold your hand?" He suddenly asks me.

"Huh?" I ask again feeling like I didn't hear him well.

"I said 'can I hold your hand'?" My hands were in my hoodie's pocket.

"Um, okay." I kinda shakily pulled my hand out for him to take it. He smiles holding my hand tightly as we were walking. I couldn't help but to smile as well.

We made to Taco Bell, Jason opened the door for me first letting me in. I always loved when someone did that for me. He took my hand again going to look at the menu to pick what to eat.

"So I'm thinking number 3 but 5 has french fries as well." He rubs his chin tapping his fingers against my knuckles.

I didn't say anything, I took a glance to my right seeing some of our classmates at school. I quickly broke the hold of Jason's hand with mine pretending to sneeze. I didn't want anyone to know yet, I wasn't ready.

"You okay? Are you cold, wanna take my jacket?" Jason asks going on about it.

"Um, no I'm gonna go use the bathroom..."

"What about your food?"

"Um pick number 4 for me" I randomly pick a number going to the washroom. I didn't even look at my back to look at him.

I made to the washroom awkwardly washing my hands, not knowing what to do to pass time for me. I looked at myself in the mirror hearing the washroom door open slowly. I don't know why but my heart started beating really fast all of a sudden. I still didn't look to see who it was, when they make it in I quickly glanced at the mirror seeing the kids from our school, one of them being Nate my not so friendly classmates that hates me for no reason.

"Hey, dude listen to this I heard rumors that someone in our school went gay with his best friend." I hear him talk with some kid as he was peeing in the urinal.

"Stupid gay people, they gross me out, who in the right fucking mind likes there own gender." His friend says, I balled up my fist trying my best not to lash out.

"Right? It's like jacking off to your own self." They both share a laugh.

Right then another person comes inside I see it's Jason.

why is he in here?

I quickly go into bathroom stall closing the door, locking it.

I can't have him doing stuff in front of them, a hot tear rolls down my cheek, not knowing what to do with myself.

"Justin? You in here? Are you okay?" I hear him knock.

"Y-yeah, I'm fine," I clear my throat trying my best to sound normal.

"Okay, hurry up our turn is coming." I tap my fingers on my arm waiting for him to go but he's still standing there, I can see his shoes.

"Uh, Jase? You still there? You should go get the food I'll be right out." I clear my throat once again.

"No, it's fine, I'll wait for you." I silently groan to myself.

What if those guys are still there?

"Babe, hurry what's taking so long?" I rub my eyes with my hand trying to make the redness go away. He knocks once again. I shake my head unlocking it coming out.

"Sorry, about that." I grin going to wash my hand again.

"Hey can I have kiss before we leave?" He comes near me leaning his lips towards mine, but the door opens making me turn away fast.

"Uh, we should go," I bit my bottom lips seeing the frown on his face. I opened the door letting myself out with Jason right behind me following me. I stood there as he went to get our order from them.

We sat down beside the window like I picked. Jason came sitting right beside me, again the butterflies came into my stomach.

"I didn't get you number 4 because it didn't have any french fries so number 6 was a better choice for you." He grins, I smile as I open the Toca to eat. To my luck I glance at my front to see Nate and his friend sitting right in front of us. That made me panic.

"Jase, um can you go sit the opposite of me, please?" I ask him the nicest way I possibly could.

"Why?" He frowns not liking that idea. I hear Nate laughing again I felt something squeezing the hell out of me. I couldn't take this anymore.

"I need some air." I whisper standing up going outside.

I sat down on a big rock that was beside Toca Bell just looking at the sky. I heard the door open reliving Jason, he stands next me looking at his back then at me.

"I'm sorry." He whispered sitting beside me.

"No, it's not your fault-"

"It is, I just love you so much, I wanted to make it official today but you're not ready yet and I get that. I can wait, take all the time you need." He smiles taking my hand playing with it.

"I'm sorry I ruined lunch," I look down feeling ashamed.

"Don't worry about it your happiness always comes first for me. No matter what." When he said that I heard the door opening I looked to see Nate and his dumb friend again.

"So the rumors are true." He chuckles looking our way.

"What do you want Nate?" Jason pulled my hand away standing up.

"Nothing this just makes me laugh." Jason mocked him laughing as well.

"Like your life you mean? I heard about your mom trying to steal my mom's work again." He snorts.

"You mean your so called moms?" He laughs again with his friend laughing as well.

"Well at least my mom gets the job done, your mom can only get fired." He chuckles making Nate roll his eyes getting angry. "Come on Justin, let's go we don't need so called thieves in our lives, right now." He held his hand out for me to take, I grabbed it walking away from them.

"My mom is not a thief, fag!" That make Jason lose control all of a sudden.

"What the fuck did you call me?" You could see his vines sticking out. I took a step back not to get into the drama.

You could say Nate ended up in the hospital that day, his friend also beside him.

"Baby boy?" I feel someone shake me and come out of my thoughts. "You okay?" He laughs feeding me some candy.

"I'm feeling great right now." I hug him tightly, as my cold nose feels against his neck. "I love you so much."

"That's what I love to hear my love." He pulls away leaning me in for a perfect kiss.

I wouldn't change this moment for the world right now, I gotta make it last.

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