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Justin's POV

I rub Jason's forehead slowly trying to make him wake up but it's no use, it's been an hour that he passed out. His moms wanted to call 911 but I refused because I heard him being stressed about something in the kitchen and he hasn't taken his pills since two days now so it's starting to show.

"Is he awake?" Kim comes inside taking a seat next to me. I shake my head and rub his cheeks slowly. "Has this ever happened?" I shake my head again. "Does he do anything to hurt you?" My heart makes flip flops because he wouldn't ever do anything to hurt me, I believe that.

"No, he just didn't take his pills that's why he's being like this, I'm in charge of them and I forgot about it." I whisper bending down to kiss his cheek.

"Daddy!" I hear a scream coming inside the bedroom both of us look to see Drake awake and jumpy all of a sudden and his mouth was covered in chocolate. I smiled to him opening my arms for him, he smiled climbing up the bed.

"Did you enjoy the sweets you had?" I ask him seeing him nodding and jumping on Jason. "Drake? What are you doing?" I laugh and try to grab him but he sits on his chest, takes his hoodie and pulls it harshly.

"Wake up!" He whines pulling some more.

"Doing that will get you no where, son." I scold him and take his small hands but I was wrong Jason groans and slowly opens his eyes and blinks seeing us.

"W-what's going on?" I smile to him seeing he's awake.

"Oh goodness I'm so glad you're awake." Kim pulls him into a hug and then picks up Drake telling him we need some alone time together, I didn't know what that was about but I stayed still seeing her giving Jason a look before going outside the room.

"Are you okay? Do you need anything?" I throw questions at him seeing him shake his head.

"I'm fine baby boy, my head just really hurts." He moans licking his lips.

"You deserve it, you didn't take your pills that's why." When I said he quickly slaps my butt getting a whimper from me.

"It's not the next day is it?" He ignores my scolding and looks at the clock beside the bed.

"Will you listen to me for five seconds?"

"Are you saying that I don't listen to you?" I playfully roll my eyes at him. He crosses his arms and rolls to the other side of the bed.

"Stop being childish and let's take these pills, yeah?" I went to reach out my hand towards them on the night stand but he smacks my hand away. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" I rub my hand seeing it's all red. "That really hurt."

"Shut up, you're just too sensitive."

"Take them, Jason please. We don't need another one of your episodes going on." I go to reach them again but he grabs my hand this time.

"I have a mission tomorrow and I can't concentrate because of them."

"Bullshit, stop making up excuses." I take the bottle and water, put them in front of him. "Take it now."

He chuckles like what I'm saying is funny. "You never listen to me about eating something why should I listen to you?" I roll my eyes.

"Because this is your health."

"And yours isn't?"

"Just take it!"

"I said no!" When he shouted at my face, I freeze for a minute then quickly took a pill out of the bottle and shoved it down his throat making him almost choke to death.

"I'm sorry but this was the only way." I whisper making him drink the water as well. He cough sitting up and holds his stomach.

"Don't ever to that again, I almost fucking died," he coughs some more trying to breath normally again.

"Listen to me next time and maybe I won't." I went to stand up but then I look behind me. "What was your mom talking about when he told Drake we needed time alone?" He gives me a confused look then suddenly looks another way.

"I don't know." He shrugs and stands up quickly walking into the bathroom I follow his lead quickly inside. "Get out I want to pee." He narrows his eyes towards the door.

"This isn't your first time doing this Jason, you've peed a hundred of times in front of me and that's never stopped you." I take a step in front of him making him take a step back. "What are you hiding from me?" I raise my eyebrows waiting his answer.

"I have no idea, what my mom was saying and my head is killing me so would you please get out and let me have some peace and quiet?" He shoves me out of the bathroom making me really surprised it was always the other way around.

"Fine, be that way. You're gonna crawl back to me anyways." I whisper to myself stepping outside of the bedroom.

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Jason's POV

I sigh hearing Justin's footsteps going away, I slide down on the wall sitting down just thinking what I'm going to tell him, I didn't want any fighting going on with us anymore, and with the other one ends up leaving, no I seriously didn't want that. If I don't tell him nothing bad is going to happen to be honest. I mean what's the worst that it can happen? So for now I'm keeping my mouth shut and no one is going to tell him not even my parents.

"Daddy?" I hear Cailin's voice from the other side of the door.

"Yeah?"

"Someone calling." I go through what she told me thinking Justin is calling me but I open the door for her anyways, she gets inside giving me my phone.

"How come you have my phone?" I ask biting her cheek making her giggle. I got on the phone hearing the Chief talking to me about the mission as he found something important about the guy. As I was listening I see Cailin taking a pair scissors that was on top of the counter. My eyes go wide shaking my hand towards her yelling and whispering to her to put them back but she giggles thinking I'm playing with her and shakes the scissors back to me. I put the phone on my shoulder and picked her up telling her to give them back but she slides down running out of the room.

I'm 100% screwed right now. It was really good knowing the world...

The chief finished his talking with me, I didn't listen too much of it but ending the call to find my Cai anywhere around the house.

"Baby doll? Where are you?" I call out for her but only hearing her giggles. "This isn't funny or a game you have to come out okay?" I sigh standing for a minute but she doesn't come out. "Cailin, I'm warning you, please listen to me." Her screams fills up my ears, I quickly panic hearing her voice coming out of the bathroom in my moms room. I speed walk and slowly open the door seeing her inside the bathroom with the scissors being thrown beside her. "Baby doll, what's wrong?" I kneel down to her to check what's wrong with her as I was, I see Justin opening the door making my heart beat up more.

"What's going on?" He asks looking towards me and her.

"She fell down playing..."

"Are those scissors? What's she doing with them?" He quickly picks them up going to put them back but she screams wanting them back. "You want to cut yourself? This is your second time Cailin Rosalinda that you're doing this. If I ever see you playing with something sharp again, I have no choice but to punish you." He stares, scolding her. She sobs holding into me. I wrap my arms around her and rub her small back slowly. "Don't cry, I just don't want you to hurt yourself, you should know better." She starts crying making my shoulder all wet from her tears.

"I think she learned her lesson, you made her cry." I mumble to him making him roll his eyes at me.

"It's your fault, she was with you." He says walking out of the bathroom without me saying anything back to him. Cailin stops her sobbing after five minutes I pick her up and say sweet things in her ear to make her calm down but in my mind I was thinking what did Justin mean when he said he was gonna punish her.

"Jason! Where is Drake?!" He yells as I come out my thoughts seeing Drake quickly come in the room which was my parents room. He giggles and goes to the bathroom and locks the door. As I was about to open my mouth Justin's voice stops me.

"You let him lock the door? What the hel- heck is wrong you?" I give him a glare bumping my shoulder against him as I leave the room, Cailin's giggles lights up the room making me smile widely.

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Next day

Justin's POV

Jason started his work early in the morning he had the nerve to wake me up also, I couldn't sleep after that, once I'm awake I can never go back to sleep, it sucks but that's how I am. I went to sit in the living room to admire the beautiful photos they had around the house but Kimberly also was waken up so she fired me up with a bunch of questions that I couldn't escape to.

"So how did he do it? I mean he never told me, so I really want to know." Kim asks me about how Jason proposed to me she was grinning widely as she sat down on the couch eating her chips.

"Well he-"

"Oh my god was it romantic? I remember mine being in New York. It was really fabulous." I smiled to her remembering that Jason once told me. "Anyways tell me." She throws a chip at me. I pick it up eating it.

"He just came out of prison and I was in our yard, which the kids were playing in. Then all of a sudden Cailin stared yelling 'daddy, daddy' then I looked behind me seeing him kneeled down." I blush a little just thinking about the memory.

"Wait, you're telling me he had the ring with him?" I shrugged looking towards Cailin playing with her dolls. "He couldn't have just bought it because he didn't have any money with him so." She rubs her chin still eating her chips, I didn't think through how he had it or not, I just wanted the damn ring to be honest. "I need to ask him." I nodded laughing.

"So I wanted to ask what you meant yesterday when you picked up Drake and told Jason that we needed to talk." That 'talk' was still in my mind, I knew Jason was keeping something from me, he couldn't really get his hands off of me yesterday saying sweet things to me and it's weird- I mean he does do that all the time but it kinda got out of hand yesterday.

"I was talking about taking his pills." She grins awkwardly putting the chips down and offering me some I declined not wanting any.

"You don't want chips? Wow this is a first I saw someone saying this."

"Well, I'm on a diet."

"Oh that diet that Jason says he hates all the time." She pokes my shoulder playfully.

"I'm trying to stay healthy."

"Wish I could do that, ugh I want to get rid of these nasty rolls I have." She pouts rubbing her stomach. "And don't say I should start exercising because that's never gonna happen."

"I don't either, it always hurts my body after and I don't like it." She suddenly claps her hands and puts her feet on the table.

"Do you guys want anymore kids?" Her question surprised me because I never thought about it after the twins.

"I really don't know." I scratch my head answering her.

"Well I heard Jason saying he wants five kids. How many do you want?'

"Like that is gonna happen." I chuckle sarcastically and cross my arms.

"Hey it's not like you're gonna give birth to them." She pushes my shoulder and waits for my answer.

"I would like one more but not right now maybe in the future." She nods at my words but deep down I knew we were gonna have more than that.

"Well, I can't wait to have more grandkids." She smiles pinching my cheek.

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"Oh bae, that looks awful, do you want to change the bandage?" I ask Jason as he was laying on the bed with his right leg being all bandage up, he came back from his work and let's say he didn't break anything thank god.

"I'm fine, Justin. Just leave me alone." He huffed pulling the sheets on his head.

"Okay then." I gave up as I was about to walk out of the room his voice calls for me. "Yeah?"

"Where're you going?" He asks pushing the sheets away.

"You told me to go, didn't you?"

"No, stay I didn't mean that literally." I shrugged and sat beside him, looked at him seeing him in deep thought, looking at the ceiling.

"What are you thinking about?" I poke his shoulder.

"Huh? Nothing- I was just thinking if you weren't busy tonight, so I could take you out?" I laugh shaking my head.

"Well I'll have to check my schedule."

"Don't start with that shit because it's old and not funny." He playfully pushes me.

"Are you taking me out like as in a date?" I ask seeing Drake coming inside the room with his toy car in his hand.

"Yeah, I am. We haven't done those in awhile." As I was listening to him I look to see Drake climbing up the bed and throwing himself on Jason very harshly. He groans and pins Drake's hands up on the bed.

"I'm getting really sick of this jumping thing." He tried to sound mean but he failed because Drake laughed and he laughed along with him. "Oh god, how do you scold them without laughing? I just can't do it. Even when when they curse out I start to laugh it's so hard." He says tickling Drake's tummy. Just in that moment, I thank god above that I got my family back, I would have never thought a month ago I would ever relive this moment again in my life. I'm just so blessed right now.

"Daddy? What happened?' Drake touches his leg making him groan.

"Hey, hey we don't touch that." I take his hand and give him a quick glare.

"Sowey." He pouts but touching it again.

"Shit, stop it."

"Jason, stop cursing around them, you remember what happened last time." I grab Drake and put him down from the bed.

"Whatever, it wasn't my fault, you have a pretty bad mouth yourself." I scoffed hearing him say that.

"I do not."

"You say 'fuck' everywhere you go, last week you just told me 'I never noticed but the word fuck is just an awesome word.'" He shrugs and tries to stand up.

"I was probably wasted."

"You don't even drink."

"Ugh, leave me alone damn!' He quickly points a finger at me.

"See you started it, I didn't even say one curse word so it's all on you."

"I don't want to relive what Drake did last week."

"It's not my fault." He stands up and walks around mumbling something under his breath.

Let's just say last we had Xander and Xavier over without Ryder and when Drake saw them he started yelling 'fuck' every time when Xander sneezed because he was sick so he sneezed a lot before they got here I sneezed and said the word 'fuck' so that was pasted in his mind he thought it was something like 'bless you' it was a total embarrassment and I had to apologize about everything that went down other then that Jason kept laughing every time Drake cursed out.

"I'll say it again not my fault." He grabs my nose and pulls it. I smack his hand away.

"No one takes the blame in this world so why should I?"

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"I come?" Drake asks tugging my jeans for the hundred of times today.

"Drake, what did I say ten minutes ago?" I look at the mirror as I was fixing this pimple I had on my face. I was good an hour ago then suddenly this appeared on my face.

"Drake come?" He grins hugging my legs.

"Well I don't remember saying that, babe." He doesn't listen to me only puts his feet on mine, he tried to balance himself not to fall off of mine.

"Fuck, I need alcohol." I whisper under my breath but then remembering I cursed in front of Drake again. I look down seeing him still struggling to stay on top of mine.

"I heard someone say something that they weren't supposed to say." I hear Jason's voice making a singing voice as he said his words.

"Must heard wrong because I didn't hear anything." I chuckle awkwardly trying not to blush.

"You popped the zit didn't you?" He asks leaning on the table looking towards me.

"It was bothering me." I whine feeling Drake jump up and down on my feet. "Babe, stop doing that you're gonna hurt yourself." I scold him making him stop but he still stays on my feet. "Do you have any alcohol I could use for my face?" I ask Jason seeing him on his phone.

"Just wash it up." I nodded, and held Drake's hands to walk to the bathroom he giggled moving his feet along with mine.

"Go faster daddy!" I ignore his words and open up the water to wash my face with soap. "Daddy move!" He pushes my legs trying to make me lose balance.

"Just let me wash my legs- I mean face first." Shit, with him interrupting me I can't even say my words straight- I mean right.

"Drake, let dad wash his face in peace. Come on." I hear Jason telling him. But he doesn't listen to him only wraps his hands around my leg tighter.

"It's okay, I'm almost done anyways." I wash the soap away looking at myself in the mirror one last time seeing the place that had the pimple is all red but better. I grab his hands again making my way to the bedroom hearing giggles liking it when I walk around. I look towards Jason seeing him smiling seeing us playing together.

"Let's go we're gonna be late." He snaps his fingers waiting for Drake to get off of my feet.

"Me come?" Drake asks again and pouts his lips towards me being really adorable.

"Dude, he has you wrapped around his little finger, I can tell you that." Jason laughs sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Drake, listen to me. You can't come with us it's gonna be for adults and plus there's no children around." He didn't like that, he started crying. Jason huffed picking him up, I guess he's kinda mad about it. He exited the room telling me to meet him outside in five minutes. After he left I saw Cailin coming inside telling me to do her hair. "Seriously of all times you want to do it now?" I give her a look putting my hand on my hips. She just nodded smiling. "Your bed time is in an hour, I'll do it in the morning, okay?" She sighs, I kneel down not liking how everyone is sad because of us leaving for like two hours. "I love you, take care of your brother for me, okay?" I hug her and rub her back softly. She nodded hugging me back.

"Love you too." I peck her lips standing up again hearing Jason shouting my name.

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Jason's POV

"This is so fancy bae and such a beautiful view we have," he grins and talking with his mouth closed. "Why did you exactly bring me here?" I raise my eyebrow at him as if what he's saying is stupid.

"Because my parents think I'm poor and I don't spend enough money on you what do you think?" I smirk joking with him and looked through the menu to see what they had. Everything looked so good but only in the pictures because I had no idea what the names of the food were.

"Funny, I would have been happy with a happy meal." He giggles covering his face thinking what he said was funny.

"You're not funny so stop trying." I throw the words that he always throws at me.

"Let's hope Drake will be." He crosses his arms saying my words.

"Hey, I always say that." I whine and flip through the pages as I was doing it I hear some people singing happy birthday I take a quick look seeing a brunette smiling and blowing the candles on her cake with two people sitting beside her with gifts. She looked familiar like I've seen her somewhere-

"How's your leg? Ugh- you shouldn't have driven us here with that leg, Jase." I hummed not listening to what he was saying but went back to pick what I wanted to eat. "Are you listening to me?" He kicks my good leg under the table getting my attention.

"No, I'm not. Let me pick something first, I'm really hungry." I lick my lips seeing some burgers on the picture that looked nice but then again that chicken also looked good. "What do you want to eat? Oh can I pick for you?" He shrugged letting me have my way. "Wow um- okay, how about this- no that looks disgusting- this looks good- but then again it looks like something a vegetarian would eat- oh wait this looks good." I point to a pizza looking lesania. I nervously scratch my chin because I wasn't sure about this.

"What is that?" He gives me a confidence look.

"I don't know, the name is too hard to pronounce." I mumble seeing a waitress coming to ask about our order. The embarrassing thing happened that I couldn't pronounce any of the foods on the menu so I had to show the picture of it, Justin was low key giggling at me, I had to kick his leg a couple of times to get him to be quiet. "That was the most embarrassing thing that happened to me, I'm serious I'm never showing my face here ever again." I cover my face feeling the blush.

"Awe! My bae is embarrassed." I feel Justin taking my hands and rubbing them. "Sit beside me please?" He asks pointing at the empty seat beside him. I nodded smiling and sat on the empty seat beside him. "That's better because I want to hold your hand." He passionately held my hand and rubbed it slowly up and down. "I feel bad for leaving Drake, he cried when we left."

"We? He cried because you were leaving." It kind of crushes my heart because Drake rejected me when we were leaving and he couldn't let Justin's legs go but every child is close to one parent and with Drake that's sadly not me.

"Bae?" I hummed getting out of my thoughts. "You okay?" I nodded and tapped my fingers on the table.

"Drake loves you too, I know what you're thinking so stop thinking about that." He pushes my shoulder with his making me smile a little. "Bae, I wanna ask you something this has been running in my mind since I read it somewhere so I'll just ask." He grins and looks at his phone. "If you had one day left to live, what would you do first?" He puts his phone on the table and holds my hands tightly.

"Tough question." I bite my bottom lip and look at my lap seeing our hands tangled together lovingly.

"So what's your answer?" He gave me a light squeeze making me look up at him.

"I would probably have BDSM sex with you." As soon as that sentence came out of my mouth Justin gasped holding my mouth with his hand. He hushed me, making me laugh loudly. "You're so embarrassing, I swear." He tries to hold his laugh but I see through it. He uncovered my mouth seeing the waitress coming back with our food.

"You ordered the same thing? Is this lasagna?" I huffed looking at the good looking food.

"I have no idea what it's called but it looks like lasagna so you go first take a bite at it." I put my elbows on the table waiting for him to take a move. Justin being the tease he slowly picked up the spoon and cut a piece to eat. He doesn't make a weird face when he ate so I was hoping it was good. "So how was it?"

"It's really good, it tastes like pizza somehow." He licks his lips eating some more. I looked at my pizza looking lasagna, mine also came with a sauce beside it, I tried that first with my food. I laughed when I had the taste on my tongue.

"What's so funny?" I shake my head not trying to embarrass him. "Come on tell me." He whines and pouts his lips.

"T-the sauce i-it tastes like your cum." I tried to hold in my laugh but I failed. I looked at him seeing him bright red and playing with his food, he didn't reply back to me. "Oh come on, I'm sorry." I wrap my arms around him placing my chin on his shoulder.

"It's like being with a five year old." He smiles taking a piece of my food, most interesting part is that he didn't dip it into the sauce.

"Don't you want to taste the sauce?" I teased kissing his jaw.

"No thanks, I'm good." I chuckle with my hands still wrapped around him. We ate together talking about the kids and life just having a fun time it had been awhile since we had some alone time and I knew that I was the reason of it but I'm trying to make things right again. "Anyone can make you happy by doing something sweet but only someone special can make you happy without doing anything." He spoke up making me smile widely as his words. I saw that he had ate everything in his plate, I was really surprised but really joyful.

"To be beautiful means to be yourself. You don't need to be accepted by others, you need to accept yourself." I kiss his nose referring to the empty plate he had.

"I know, I'm trying." He whispers looking down at his lap.

"And I'm very proud." I take his chin and kiss him tenderly. They say don't chase people. Be you, do your own thing and work hard. The right people who belong in your life will come to you, and stay. That's what happened with me, my blossom stayed with me and I couldn't be anymore happier right now.

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-LONG CHAPTER BECAUSE ITS MY BIRTHDAY YAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!

-Anyways sorry for THE LONG wait but I wanted to update on my birthday so 😬!!!!! MY MOM AND DAD GOT ME JUSTIN TICKETS TO SEE HIM LIVE ON SEPTEMBER 5TH I SERIOUSLY CANT BELIEVE IT...I THINK IM DREAMING!!!!

-Hope you guys enjoyed I wanted fluffy and happiness since it's you know my day today 🤤🤤🤤🤤 but don't worry the drama isn't going anywhere 👀

Also @abiebsfan has a book out called turned back it's her first book and she wanted a shout out :)

-Nazanin