Cailin & Drake: 17 years old

Phoenix & Camila: 14 yours old

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Jason's POV (30 VOTES FOR NEXT ONE BABES)

"Is this is a good spot?" Cailin asks pointing at a greeny place for us to camp.

"I don't get why I'm even here." Drake whines covering himself with the sheets he had on.

"Yes, let's go my feet are killing me." Justin smiles giving me a thumbs up with the many bags I had on my back.

We decided to go on a family camp or have a night out in the nature whatever you call it. It was actually Phoenix's idea to be here. Justin loved the idea but not for Drake and me we both hated bugs and being outside but I wasn't whining about to ruin anything but Drake on the other hand just had a bad break up a month ago he didn't leave the house since then, from what I've heard from him it was all his fault for not being stable he pretty much fucked up and kind of used the boy for sex but after his ex lashed out at him his feelings changed and never left the house.

"Let's camp here it's so beautiful plus we can probably see the sunset." Justin grins getting me out of my thoughts. I nodded putting all the five bags down slowly. "Why didn't you let me carry the bags for you?" He pouts rubbing my sore back. I smiled shaking my head.

"I need to pee." Phoenix says looking towards us.

"You're a guy do your thing." I wave him off pointing at a bush.

"You boys are so lucky we have to sit down and-" Cailin was about to finish her sentence when Drake stops her.

"Seriously explaining to us how you pee?" She rolls her eyes and crossing her arms.

"Aaaanyways," Justin drags his words. "Drop your bags and we'll start the fire. "Wait, where's Camila?" He panicked looking around making me as well.

"She's looking at the birds over there." Drake bluntly says dropping his bag on the ground and dropping the sheet he had on as well.

"Camila, come on!" I shout for her as she looks at me then walking towards us.

"Wait a very important question," Cailin starts. "Who are we sleeping with? Because there's no way in hell I'm sharing a tent with him." She growls walking beside me referring to Drake.

"I'm not a disease, Cailin."

"No, but you do use people." She whispers making me hit her shoulder warning her.

We sat out our camp, I wanted to lay down and relax a little when Justin told me we needed wood to start a fire. So me and Drake went looking for some.

"I heard what she said and ya know she's right." He says lowly looking down in shame. I didn't say anything in reply but just kept walking. "I feel so bad about it I said sorry to him like a couple of times but I know deep down he didn't forgive me- I mean he was in love with me." I hummed feeling really awful for Louis that was his name.

"If you don't feel the same way, just leave him alone." He nodded still looking down. I spotted a couple of wood, I walked towards them picking them up.

"You know I just wish sometimes I could find someone who's both ya know a boy and a girl ya know what I mean? Just the other day I wanted to go back to girls and then this guy walks up changing everything and then this girl- ugh I just- I'm so confused." He sighs angrily shaking his head.

"Don't worry the right person will walk in your life you just need to be patient." He rolls his eyes not really believing what I said.

"Did you ever fuck up a person like I did?" I quickly shake my head.

"No way, I was always very loyal, I didn't go getting my dick dirty for someone else." I glare at him.

"I don't sleep around." He whines putting his hands in his pockets.

"Right." I sarcastically roll my eyes.

"Dad...please I'm already burning inside." He sighs pouting.

"Good for you." He scoffs when he hears me say that. I pick up the wood and look around if I can spot some more. "Dad?"

"Mhm?"

"Who was your first kiss?"

"Your dad."

"Seriously?" I nodded smiling.

"How old were you guys?"

"Uh- 15 or 14 I can't remember." I scratch my head thinking.

"Dad did say you guys were always together because you were so sticky with him- I mean like a glue." He laughs with me roll my eyes.

"Not everything with Justin was easy so I had to try my best."

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing, forget it." I chuckle thinking of our first date together.

"Oh come on, dad. I'm pretty depressed right now so I think a story between you guys can cheer me up a little." I lick my lips closing my eyes then opening it again.

"Okay but just don't go hard on him, okay? It was our first date," He nodded sitting down on a big rock with me putting the wood in my hands down.

"You didn't actually take him to the Subway did you?" He gives me a look making me blush a little but then shaking my head quickly.

"Shut up or I'm not telling you the story." He grins putting his hands up in defence.

Flashback~

"Are you ready to go?" I open Justin's room seeing him shirtless but quickly throwing on a random shirt when he sees me.

"W-what are you doing here?" He swallows hard looking at me blushing bright red.

"Come on, Justin stop with the girly shit and let's go-" he throws a big pillow at me for saying that but he totally misses.

"You can't even throw a ball what makes you think you can throw a pillow?" I tease winking at him.

"Gosh you're so annoying." He shuts the door at my face making me annoyed as hell.

"Get your ass up or I'm leaving without you." I shout banging on the door.

"Then what's the point of this date if you're leaving me?" He shouts back. I wanted to shout something back but nothing came to my mind. "Out of words there?" I growl banging harder then opening the door.

"You really love getting on my nerves don't you?" I smirk going to attack him but then a voice stops me.

"Is everything okay boys?" I look to see Pattie standing with a frown.

"Um-"

"Yeah, mom everything is okay we were just discussing about a game." He lies making look at him weirdly.

"Okay when are you guys getting back from the library?"

The library? What?

"Uh maybe in three hours?" He shrugs going to the bathroom.

"Okay then." She smiles exiting the room.

"Wait you still haven't told her?" I frown going inside the bathroom seeing him brushing his hair.

"N-no."

"Why?" I ask in a bluntly way.

"I'm s-scared."

"Why?" He scoffs.

"Because you know my mom is not like yours. She always tells me she's looking forward to a beautiful wife and all- I mean I'm only fifteen and she's already talking about marriage how sick is that?" He sobs throwing the brush on the ground.

"You lied to me." I whisper seeing him looking at me.

"I didn't lie."

"You told me you were okay with all of this happening, you said you were looking forward to our date and...and..." I felt like boiling inside.

"I am!"

"Then why are you taking forever to dress up and haven't told your mom yet?" I ramble off pointing at him.

"Because..."

"Look I know this is hard for you and you think it's easy for me because I have lesbian moms but you know what's the hard part?" He shakes his head sitting on his bed. "Seeing someone you love but doesn't feel the same about you." I whisper looking down. I felt some tears drop from my eye I quickly wiped them away exiting the door. He didn't even yell for my name I just let it go thinking it's for the best for now.

"Jason?" I hear Pattie calling me.

"I'm sorry something came up and I have to go." I whisper not letting her a chance to answer back.

I'm just trying to look at this on the bright side we just had our first fight if we even are a couple that is.

"Wow, I never ever would have thought dad would do this." I shrug seeing how much he has changed through all these years together.

"Did he ever tell grandma?" I nodded.

"Yeah...he did."

"How many years did it take him?" He winks putting his finger on his chin.

"Wasn't this story supposed to be about our first date?"

"Oh come on!"

"Anyways back to the story." I clear my throat.

I throw myself on my bed seeing mama opening the door. "It didn't go well, did it?" She frowns sitting beside me.

"I shouldn't have rejected Tony, he was really hot." I hear her laugh rubbing my back.

"But we both know it wouldn't last would it?" I nodded pulling her down with me. "I love you and I hope the best for you, Jase." She kisses my cheek.

"Mom?"

"Mhm?"

"My heart hurts." She pulls away rubbing my forehead. "Why did we had to move here?"

"Hey, you need to take life step by step. Okay?"

"I'm only fifteen I don't understand these things." I sit up bringing my knees up.

"Just give him time, I promise it'll be worth it."

"I hope so, because I'm really trying to make him my first for everything." She smiles pulling me into a hug.

"Why are you guys getting all lovey dovey?" We hear mom asking walking inside my room. "Jason, I thought you were gonna pick up Justin so why is he here?" I look at her confused pulling away from mama.

"What?" I get off my bed running out of my room seeing Justin looking around awkwardly. I give him a middle finger walking off back to my room.

"I'll give you guys some privacy." Mama whispers when she saw Justin coming inside my room. Mom on the other hand gives him a quick glare walking off.

"Jason-"

"Go away." I stuff my face in the pillow mumbling to him.

"Will this Rose fix things?" I feel him putting it beside me. I sit up looking at the Rose.

"You seriously think a stupid Rose can fix my feelings?" I scoffed throwing the Rose off the bed. He frowned picking it up looking at it.

"What can I do to get your forgiveness?"

"Buy me a new Xbox."

"It's not my fault you broke it by jumping on it when you lost the game." I gasped in fake.

"Making excuses?" I rub his shoulder teasingly.

"You can use mine."

"Nah, I want a new one." He takes a look at the Xbox then at me. I stare into his eyes trying to show how serious I am but I wasn't.

"Jason, I'm sorry. I truly-"

"Save it, I gave you time but your ass still can't do anything about it. My heart isn't some toy you can play with, I'm serious about my feelings especially about you." I whisper rolling myself on the bed.

I just wanted to shout to him that I love him but I knew he wouldn't say it back so I shut my mouth.

"I promise no scratch that I promise on my merchandise that I will make this work." He takes my hands rubbing them gently.

"On your merchandise, are you sure? They mean a lot to you, ya know." He doesn't say anything but keeps rubbing my hands. I know what's he trying to do and it's working very well. "Okay, I believe you." He gasps hugging me tightly on the bed.

I just hope I made the right decision.

"You still didn't tell about the date part." Drake whines kicking some rocks.

"Gosh, you're annoying." I mumble continuing the story.

"The Subway, I should have known." I hear Justin mumble sitting right beside me.

"Is there something, wrong with the place I picked?" I question him, I was trying to get on his nerves for making my heartbreak for the past month plus I was out of money and this was the spot that I had money for.

"No, why would anything be wrong?" He grins looking at his sandwich.

"Eat it, then." I bluntly say eating mine. He sighs lowly looking down. A sudden movement comes from him even surprising me. He sat on my lap with his head on my shoulder.

"Please don't be mad at me. My heart really hurts when you talk to me like that." I put my sandwich down rubbing his back slowly as I was doing it I saw a couple of our classmates coming inside, Justin saw them and tried to hide his face on my chest. I chuckled grabbing his chin pecking his lips. I could feel his hands shaking a little. I knew he was scared and this was all knew to him but I needed his love. "You think they saw that?" He whispers hiding his head between my shoulder and neck.

"I hope so because the world needs to know you're mine." I pull him away kissing his nose gently.

"Ugh, I wish people would stop staring, this grandmother keeps giving me looks." Justin groans putting his head on my shoulder.

"Wow, I never thought of dad that way." Drake pats my back.

"You should hear about our first time that was even more-" he quickly gives me a weird look.

"Please don't." I laughed loudly just thinking about the memory.

Flashback~

"Are you sure, I don't want to pressure you." I sigh getting up the from the bed seeing Justin shirtless.

"Promise I am." He whines following me with his eyes to the bathroom. "What are you doing?"

"Brushing my teeth." I shrug and pick up my tooth brush.

"But we're not going to sleep yet." He whines getting up from the bed, coming inside the bathroom. I don't respond but start brushing my teeth. "Fine be that way." He says peeing in the toilet. I make him a disgusted face spitting out the paste.

"Dude, I'm brushing my teeth."

"So? It's not like you haven't seen a dick before." He rolls his eyes not even flushing the toilet. I shake my head wiping my face with the towel after I'm done with my work.

"Don't be so tensed." I whisper sitting beside him on the bed. He doesn't say anything but put his head on my shoulder sighing.

"I'm scared but I know I'm ready this time."

"Sweet thing listen to me, I can't stop suddenly again if you get scared because it's really really hard getting a boner to stop so let's just forget about it." I kiss his cheek jumping on the right side to sleep already. When I got comfortable I saw that he didn't move an inch from the way he was sitting.

"Cuddles?" I whisper poking his side.

"No, I want your dick." I almost chocked on air when he said that.

"Gosh you're so annoying!"

"Just give it to me!" I got up pinning him against the bed.

"Fine but don't whine about it later okay?" He nods slowly, I felt the nervousness around the room from the both of us. "If it hurts just tell me okay?" I kiss his cheek trying to make him calm.

"Okay." He whispers looking into my eyes.

Let's face it Justin was my rock, and with every kiss and every touch I wanted him to feel just how much I loved him.

We began to kiss feverishly, my hips moving against him in a sinful way that caused me to grow rock hard. I wanted so badly to rip off our clothes and go at it like bunnies, but I had been waiting for this moment for months and I wanted to cherish it.

We started to discard our clothes, I could feel him getting nervous again. I wanted to stop but I knew that he didn't want that.

"Hey." I mumbled against his lips. "Don't be shy now, you know I love- I mean I-" I shake my head feeling nervous myself. I almost gave myself away with my words. Justin giggled kissing my lips. I felt a little foolish at that point but he made it all better. I throw our clothes on the ground. I begin kissing down his jawline and neck.

He moaned a little, gasping slightly when I'd stop to bite and suck on the flesh just blew his ear.

"Jason!" He gasped, his breath. I continue to kiss his exposed skin, grinning inwardly at the sight of his body becoming littered with hickeys.

"Jason, please!" He cried, his body shaking as a sign that he couldn't take it anymore.

"Please what?" I teased, still sucking on his neck.

"Fucking hell, only you." I laugh pulling away. We were both naked now, I bite my lips softly rubbing his sides.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Really?" I hear him groan.

"Please don't start again."

"Fine, but I can't stop this time, okay?" He nods kissing my lips getting himself ready. I was about to go in when he stopped me making me almost slap him.

"Wait what about condoms or lube?" I bite the inside of cheek thinking he's right.

"I didn't have the money for it, sorry."

"Jason!" I shrugged really feeling annoyed by this, I spent all of my money on snacks this month so I was pretty much broke.

"Baby? Are you making excuses again? If you didn't want this-" he shakes his head stopping my sentence. "If you're nervous, I'll just do this." I slicked my fingers with saliva, spreading a bit across his crack before letting my index finger slip inside his heat. He suddenly grabbed ahold of the sheets, his features twisted in pain as he began to pant.

"Jase," his eyes pleading for me to take the pain away and replace it with pleasure. I compiled by kissing his neck as I crooked my fingers, searching for a certain stop that would bring him to immense pleasure.

"Fuck!" He cried out.

He moaned biting his lip and crying out every time I hit his prostate. I added another finger after that hitting his prostate again and again. I pulled my hand out seeing him whine out loud.

"Let's get this start." He nodded, trying to breath out normally. He moaned in pleasure as I filled him, his back arching like a cat as I entered him. Cries and moans filled the air as I made love to the boy beneath me. He meant so much to me-

"Dad?" I feel someone shaking me. I see Drake looking at me weirdly.

"W-what?"

"You passed out." I chuckle awkwardly feeling my cheeks get red.

"Let's get these wood to them." I clear my throat seeing Justin feeding something to the kids. I smile brightly thinking how lucky I am that I made it this far with him in my life. He was a lot of work but I still love him no matter what he did to me.

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