December- NOW...

I am crying tears of joy. But I still can't believe it.

I am overflowing with happiness, standing right next to you.

I am moving on with life and looking forward to our journey together.

I am blessed to find love again; having you is a promised eternity.

December- a YEAR AGO...

I am still crying. I still can't breathe. 

I want to be happy, but thinking about him made me sad.

I want to move on, but realizing he is gone, he chains me to the ground.

I want to live again, but losing him killed me.

December- my 22nd Birthday

I am still giggling, and I still can't believe he is mine.

I want to keep him in my arms to keep us together forever.

I want to make our promise for eternity.

I am amazed at living; finding him makes me love life.

December- my 21st Birthday

I am hopeful that love will come to me.

I want to be grateful, for dreams are free.

I want to trust, for the gift of miracles is true.

I want to keep the faith; I will meet someone.

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