I hate it when I have to constantly correct people. I understand if you're close to me and it's kind of big of me to ask you to stop calling me "Eleanor" and start calling me "Echo" and to ask you to stop calling me She. I get that. And it's not your fault

BUT WHAT IS SOMEONES FAULT IS WHEN YOU ASK ME STUPID QUESTIONS ABOUT BEING NEITHER FEMALE OR MALE LIKE WHY I STILL HAVE BREASTS
WHICH I HAVE BEEN ASKED

OR WHEN YOU TAKE THE CORRECTION LIKE ITS ME TELLING YOU SOMETHING HORRIBLE
NO
SCREW YOU

today in band, this girl called me by my birth name and I politely told her "I'm not Eleanor." and my friend who was there said "Yea, shes echo." The girl laughed and said "No I know her. Shes Eleanor and is in my science class." So me and my friend were trying to correct her until she said; My name is john. Not *their name here*. Im john

AND I WANTED TO SCREAM, PUNCH HER AND CRY AT THE SAME TIME.

and i had such a stressful day

i woke up to 2 panic attacks. started crying in science due to a back lash of being called a she. 

i sometimes stopped  breathing when people spoke to me or talked to me about one of my friends which i have never done before. like out of EVERYONE I STOPPED THINKING ALL TOGETHER WHEN PEOPLE TALKED ABOUT THE ONE PERSON WHO ISNT SO SOCIALLY DRAINING. WTF.

today was crap.