Trigger warning: rape

I reuploaded this chapter because of difficulties with edits.

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Niragi

After hours of waiting on top of the container, Kuina, Usagi, Arisu and cap-dude arrived. I hid and peeked over the border of it. I couldn't help but smirk while thinking about their faces when they'd discover they had to play with me.

Arisu read the sign about the bracelets out loud and took one of them to inspect it. 'What do you think this game will be about? Will it be worth it?' he asked.

'I think so. We are a strong group and all of us have other fortés. Clubs is about teamwork, so I am sure we'll do great! Let's wait no longer and put on the bracelets!' Kuina said enthousiastically.

Arisu didn't hesitate and clasped the one he was holding around his arm. Kuina and cap-dude did the same. Usagi was cautious, as always. That bitch never did something risky, did she? She looked at the sign, squinting her eyes. She frowned: 'the sign says five players. But there are only four of us. Though, there is no bracelet left when I take this last one. There is someone already in the game. Someone who was here before us.'

Arisu gasped and turned around quickly to look for another person. This was my time to shine! I stood up and laughed like a madman while sticking my arm into the sky. Arisu's eyes widened.

'You...' Usagi spitted out.

I grinned and jumped off the container. 'Come on, darling, put on the bracelet. You wouldn't dare to let Arisu play with me all alone, would you?' I smirked while walking over to Usagi, stroking Arisu's chin with my fingertip while walking past him.

She grumbled and violently grabbed the bracelet. 'I'm not scared of you. Let's play,' she said.

The doors of the playing area opened with a creaking sound as we entered the field. For a moment, it was silent. But right when we came to a stop in the middle of a large square surrounded by containers, rock music started playing. The four others stood back to back to have an overview of the whole square and I stood a couple of metres away from them.

'What do you think will happen?' Arisu asked.

Right when Usagi wanted to answer his question, people started coming from every street connected to the square. There were five of them: one woman and four men. One of them was fucking naked. Moron.

'We are citizen of Borderland. Welcome to our game! My name is Kyuma and I am the leader of team King of clubs,' the naked dude proclaimed.

'Citizen?' Arisu asked.

'Yes. Citizen. We live here and we made this game especially for you. We are so excited to play it with you and to get to know y'all while playing!' Kyuma grinned excitedly.

'Why the fuck are you naked?' I laughed at him.

'See, you should've dressed yourself for our entrance! Now they think we're idiots,' the woman hissed at him.

Kyuma rolled his eyes and nodded. 'They'll have to take me as I am, just like I'll take them how they are. In this world, we show each other our naked selves. That's the beauty of Borderland. I just make it even easier!' he giggled.

Arisu frowned and asked: 'what do you mean? This world is so cruel! I want to get out of here, back to the real world. Do you know how to do that?'

Kyuma smiled and approached Arisu. 'What is the real world? Isn't the world that you call real also very cruel?' he asked while looking at every one of us individually. It felt like he could look through me and see what I went through in the real world. Even though he seemed like an idiot at first glance, he was smart.

'I see in some of your eyes that you agree. Some of you, however, don't have much experience yet. Maybe we can share our experience during this game!' he declared while sticking his hands into the air, making big gestures.

'I will now tell you the rules of this game,' the naked dude proclaimed.

After he had told us all the ins and outs of the game we were about to play, they left us behind at our so-called 'base' we had to protect. We had points to devide between ourselves before the game would start, or something. I didn't listen that well. After all, I was here for just one thing only. I didn't really care about the game.

Arisu took the lead and told us about our action plan. I was planning on sticking to it, because Arisu decided that I had to stay with Usagi. That idiot provoked himself what was about to happen.

When everything was sorted out, the game started. I played along for some time and we managed to receive some points quiet fast. But the opposing team was smarter than I had expected from a team with a naked man as their leader.

At some point, we came in contact with Kyuma. He grinned and asked us to play a game against him. Usagi refused, but I was into it. After all, I could better play along nicely. He touched me, but lost some points and grinned. 'You two radiate the most dispair,' Kyuma noticed. Usagi gave him a dirty look, but I wanted to know why he thought that.

'You two don't seem to care that much about your own lives. Like you don't really want to go back, unlike your friend Arisu,' he smiled kindly.

'He isn't my friend, but I like your way of thinking. You are right,' I replied.

'You two have learned from your stay here and are ready to decide your own fate. But Arisu still has to open his eyes. I hope this game will help him with that,' Kyuma told us, 'let's do what we can do best during the final hour of this game!'

Eventually, they did something that made our team doomed to loose. Fucking hell. Now that all was lost, it was my time to act. 'Let's do what I can do best,' I thought to myself.

'Maybe we should look all the way over there for an item to gain some points,' I said. She nodded. I led Usagi towards an empty corner of the playing field without her noticing. Meanwhile, I tried to smalltalk a bit: 'did you have a boyfriend before the Borderlands? Are you cheating on him with Arisu right now?'

'No,' she answered.

'Pity. So he's your first?' I asked.

'We aren't officially a couple,' she explained.

'Oh yes... He told me differently, though. Poor boy, he thinks he got it all sorted out already. But he is so wrong. For him, everything seems so easy, right?' I waited for a reply but she didn't do anything. 'But we know better. We know how harsch the real world can be, right?'

She closed her eyes and walked a bit faster, right in my trap...

I finally had her where I wanted her: alone with me, in an empty corner of the playing field. The thought only of screwing her for my own revenge made me hard.

She was facing the wall. She probably knew what was coming. 'We both know what's going to happen now,' I grinned. 'Turn around,' I followed while I bridged the distance between us. I grabbed her arm and turned her around myself, pinning her against the container wall.

She punched me in the face and jumped over me, trying to run away. But I could grab her anckle and push her on the ground. 'Trying to run away is useless,' I told her while rubbing some blood off my cheek.

'This whole thing you're doing is useless! We're only losing precious time we could use to win the game!' she replied.

'Do you really still believe we could win this? We're playing against citizen. They won't let a group of stupid players win against citizen. Besides,' I caughed and spitted out blood next to her head, 'I'm going to die anyway. So I can at least do it while having fun.' I giggled while holding her down.

One of my hands grabbed her breast as I licked her face. 'Let's have fun together. Bet you never had that with that nerdy, prudish Arisu of yours,' I maundered. My hand found its way down as I pulled down her pants to reveil her naked body. 'Hmm... Where did we end last time we had fun...?' I pondered while reveiling my own king.

'Look at you. You don't even seem scared. Glad you enjoy it as much as I do...' I said before entering her and pounding the shit out of her. The truth is, I didn't enjoy it at all... It felt so wrong. And the only one I could think about was Chishiya. And how I actually only wanted to fuck him. That thought made me furious. I hated Chishiya! But deep down, I still loved him. No! My inner fight about him made me thrust even harder out of anger.

'Ni...Niragi, think about what Kyuma said about choosing your fate... Is... Stop this, please!' she tried to talk onto me. But she knew herself that it was useless, that I would never change for her. I ignored her little screams for help and violently pounded in her until I came. I dumped my load and pulled myself out, finding my dick covered in her blood. I pulled up my pants, stood up, kicked her idle body some times and left her to find some peace at the side of the docks.

I walked towards the border of the dock and fell on my knees, caughing up blood and spitting it into the water. Though what I did felt a bit wrong, I was filled with delight. I had the opportunity to take revenge on both Usagi and Arisu at once. So whatever the outcome of this game was going to be, I at least did what I had to do. Ha ha ha.

I looked at my reflection and dazed away. The cherry on top would be revenge on hím as well. Chishiya. That would be so good... grabbing that pretty face of his between my hands and crushing...

'Niragi? What are you doing here?' Kuina's voice pulled me out of my trance.

I looked at her, eyes still dazed and I shook my head. 'Nothing, just enjoying the game!' I made up.

'I know that's not it. I see it in your eyes. You don't have to lie to me. I know everything about Chishiya and you. I might never see him again. So I want the truth this time,' she spoke up. Her look pierced me. She walked towards me and sat down, her feet dangling above the water.

'Y... you what? You know nothing, ladyboy! There was never... There is nothing between...' I mumbled.

She giggled: 'haha, see! There clearly is! And I get that. He is my friend, I know he can be good. And I see how good he looks as well...' she winked at me, 'but I want to know what he told you, regarding the plan. I mean, the two of you clearly mislead us very wel, hehe...'

'Tsk... There is no use in not being honest, we'll be dead anyways. Wé. didn't do shit. He mislead me too. I was just another puppet on his strings and I just discovered it recently,' I snagged.

'What do you mean?' she asked interested.

'He made me believe he gave me the cards and made me run away with it. Once I was far away, I discovered that he didn't give me shit. He gave me some clothes, that idiot walkie talkie, pills and a stupid homemade weapon of his. Fucking hell...' I yelled.

Kuina bursted out laughing. 'Ha ha! Did you... Hahaha! Did you really believe that he would give you the cards? Fuck, no. I thought you were more clever, Niragi!' she almost screamed.

I got angry and took her wrists, pulled them to the ground and bucked myself against her. 'Don't fucking laugh with me, bitch!' I yelled.

'Woah, don't hurt me for your stupidity. Let go of me,' she said and she kicked me in my abdomen. I rolled off her and spitted out some more blood. She continued: 'Chishiya would never give someone else the cards for two reasons! One: he wants to go off with the honor of having the cards himself. Two: he wants to take the risks that come with it himself, too. He wouldn't give someone else that responsibility. Especially someone he loves.'

'Loves...?' I repeated.

'Yes. I saw it in his eyes from the moment we found you two after the seven of hearts game you played together. Something had happened that night. I never had seen him like that before. He was so in love. He didn't even recognize the feeling himself,' she whispered.

I punched the concrete. My hand started bleeding and Kuina grabbed it to stop me from doing it again. 'Why are you upset?' she asked.

I stayed silent. Fuck. What if she spoke the truth? It sounded reasonable. It sounded like a Chishiya thing to do. Just like he wanted me to spare Arisu, he spared me from the danger that comes with having the cards. Shit. Aguni could've come after me to violently take back the cards. Chishiya could've thought like this. He could've just wanted to protect me. I doubted his genuineness with me. Shit. I doubted him. I could've already be reunited with him if I hadn't been this stupid. The world felt like spinning around. I had to throw up again. Fuck.

'I screwed Usagi,' I blurted out.

Kuina flinched: 'you what?'

I turned towards her: 'I fucking screwed her in the South corner of the playing field to take my fucking revenge!'

Kuina let go of my hand immediately with a disgusted look in her eyes. 'You monster!' she yelled and she stumbled away to find Usagi.

I stayed behind with a spinning head. This new information made me desperate. Desperate to live and find Chishiya again. But was that possible? This game, and thus my life, could end any moment now. I screamed out of anger and punched my fist against the concrete once more before starting to sob uncontrollable. How pathetic.

After a while, I heard a tingling sound followed by the voice that gave the interim score of the game. This was it. The end.

'Players, there is a new interim score. The player team is ahead by 500 points.'

Are you fucking kidding me? How did we manage to do that? I scrambled up, whiped my tears and ran to our base to find a crying Arisu, an unconcious Usagi with Kuina caring for her and the dead body of cap-dude. 'What the fuck happened?' I asked. But no one replied. 'Why is he dead!?' I tried again. I only got a mad look from Kuina and knew it was time to shut up.

No matter what did happen, it got me out of this alive. Now I had to start searching for Chishiya. And I knew exactly where to look: diamonds games.

[End of chapter twenty nine]

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I hope you enjoyed this chapter as much as I did writing it! Though I had some difficulties writing the rape scene. I didn't want to go overboard with it but I also didn't want to gloss over it since it's a very serious matter and a very important scene in both the series and my fanfic. Once again, I do not approve anything that happened during this chapter especially! But it had to be like this for the sake of the story. Anyways, you're always welcome to let me know what you think!

Photo from the Alice in Borderland series on Netflix