I wanna wake up, but I don't know why,
I wanna be okay, I don't know how,
I wanna make a life, I don't know when,
There's always something in my throat,
I don't know what.
Everytime that I open my eyes,
It's always bright,
They say you will be used to it,
But I had to get used to the night.
I'm like a ship that's floating,
But it never finds land,
I'm like a piece of art,
No one understands.
I wanna speak when it rains, I  don't know why,
I wanna hear the thunder when it pains,
I don't know why.
Sometimes you think I am a open book,
But don't open it, I insist,
I know your care for me is like God,
It doesn't exist.
On screen, I look really peaceful,
But my mind treats me like a punching bag
Yes I rise everyday and smile in full,
But so does a white flag.
I'm moving towards something, I don't know what,
I'm broken yet surviving, I don't know how,
They say it gets better, I don't know when.
I don't wanna wake up, I don't know why.