Ranting about life.

TRASH

Let me be honest.

My books make me want to cry. I'm trying my best to write something that's  not complet trash.

NGS is aghhhh............ I want to skip this whole sleep over trash but, I think you guys want to read about it. I about to do a whole time skip thing in there so we can get to the action in the story but I feel like that's going to be moving to fast.

ITR that is the easiest to write to be honest and kindda the only thing I want to write at this point. I ready have the next book for it. So.........

NB is about to end like real soon. After that party it's supossed to end. And at this point I'm thinking why in the hell did I make this book in the first place?

OOAS that I have couple more one shots I have to write. I think like three. So that's gonna end after that I might make another on shot book after that.

People want me to edit my books and I will but just not right now. If you guys don't know I can't spell to save my life. So writing books are really hard for me. And my grammer is trash also. So I will try my best edit my books and make sure my new chapter isn't really terible. But, no matter how hard I try there is going to be some mistakes in the books. I'm not perfect in any of this shit.

Life is too hectic.

I still have alot of books to catch up with. I haven't even start reading some and I feels so bad for not. And I'm kinda a privet reader I don't comment or like on a book until I know that I'm absolutly positive that I like the book or the person who writes it. Sometimes I like the book and the person but still don't like or comment. Sometimes I won't comment or like until the book is over. Yeah that's just me.

I have to write my other books on my other account. I have some books I have to make on this account. And I'm on insta alot more now. My fan life is trash my school life is in the tolite.

I'm surprise that my mom haven't killed me yet. And yes I do school all year round preks of being home schooled. YAY! And for some reason it's easier to write on my other account then on here.

I think Imma just do one book at a time so I can just end them all but I don't like that Idea all to much.

I'm just done I'm supossed to be doing that tag your bae thing, but that to much work. Imma leave to many ppl out and I don't want ppl to feel bad if I don't tag them. I mean kidda feel bad when that happens to me.

And I'm actaully still going on about that cheny haterz girl. I know sew me, but it's whatever.
But, she lied to me. She said I was importent on watpad and I know damn well I'm not. Viewers on all my books are paethic do see the slope it's keep going down. Don't get me wrong I am really gratefully for your views but, I feel like you guys are just really loyal and don't really like my books.

My laptop is being trash pictures want show up like icons and stuff like that. I'm just done.

I keep hurting myself. My fingers and feet to be specifect. Magets are in my trash so now Can't throw out the trash so my life is still sitting in my room. I hate dealing with my brothers. I hate cooking I hate cleaning. And that's all I'm doing, things I hate. I'm not going to sleep. It's just argggggggg............ I just lie on my bed daydreaming about Maze Runner. I need a therapist. NO joke. I'm just done with life itself. < That's my catch phrase if you didn't know.

And I just wrote this in the matter of minutes but, I still can't write three chapters. SMFH.

I'm reading all these depressing books and watching all these depressing movies and shows and they keep going back to my life either if it's fan life or reagular life.

My life has nothing to it. I'm at this point of me trying to make myself like boys I know because I'm so bored. I need something.

I need a phone also but, I know I'm never getting one until I'm merried. What a cruel and unusaul life.

AND I NEED MORE PANTIES AND BRAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm done!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know that was really weird but, I'm ranting here.

This fandom is getting boreder by the second and this point just give me a Jaceabela something. Okay I'm not that desperite but something. My insta page is becoming just BatB and Rayney fanpage. It's HD an BatD fanpage but they are both really dry HD more than BatB. That I had to add Rayney.

Why aren't they flimimg? Yall don't need another damn break. I don't think BatB are having a third season so I'm done. GMW I think is ending after this season. TW I think it's ending after it's 6th season. TF needa hurry the hell on up. Barry ruined everything!!!! I haven't heard anything about SQ. SH are just giving short ass videos on insta and little to nothing pictures. Let me just slit my wrist. And I don't see another new episode of Peg + Cat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm YEEEETTTTING of the clif now.

BUt, it's all fun in game until someone (me) gets more hurt then they need to.

I need some good drama in my life. Not some shitty drama with family and shit not that real t.v stuff. No some good drama that don't need no cops. Some lillte petty but, not to petty drama. That can be sovled with a small talk or ice cream.

I'm laugh throw the pain right now. Me and Nima are gonna colab on some video edits but she says my ideas are mean. But I don't care at this point. Let every one see.