The bleeding hell within

Who am I?

Who are you?

Do you bleed?

Cause I Know I do

My heart is bleeding

And I don't know why

My heart is beating

And I want to die

I hate this darkness that im in

I wish you could feel the fear that's within

I wish you could take away the pain

But you do not know how to with this game

Im so alone and im so scared

I wish it would end

I wish you were there

But you are not

And it won't end

Im starting to bleed

from the inside again

No one can see

No one can tell

Im losing myself within this hell

All my friends see us my happy fake smile

While I bleed in this dark frothing pile

I ask again for who I am

Do you know?

Do I?

Will I ever know again?

(An old poem i published near the start of the school year)