Hey dad don't worry I made sure I wasn't sad when I decided to float around the pool. I made sure I was a little bit okay...a bit off too but I think I can manage.

I'm sorry. I tried to be tough but I'm really getting tired. I don't blame you so please don't blame yourself. You've been a great father and I just wasn't fitting to be a great son.

Take care of mom and yourself. Love you.

~ Lester