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This is what I get for falling my ass in love with someone in the fucking mafia. Now I'm being attacked because they don't want Dimitri to leave.

Dimitri had me take a shower while he made various phone calls. When I came out of the shower, Kazan was basically confirming Dimitri's suspicion.

They want me gone. I'm too much of an influence on him.

"You should stay home from school tomorrow–"

"No," I stood up. "I'm not going to miss another opportunity again. I won't make that mistake again."

Dimitri cupped my face. "I can talk to–"

"No, I'm fine. I can't have you talking to the dean. I want to have the same rights as everyone."

Dimitri rubbed his face frustratedly. "You do realize your life is in danger." There was a strain in his voice.

"I know that, and what do you want me to do?" I found myself yelling. I exhaled. "I'm sorry."

"I'm just trying to keep you safe."

I frowned. "Just...stay in the mafia."

Dimitri shook his head. "Your fears are my reality. For you, I'd gladly leave."

I bit my lip, hoping it would stop the tears. "Dimitri, you can go back. This is your life. Look at all this trouble because you want to leave."

"No." Dimitri pulled me toward him. "No, I won't go back. This is the happiest I've been. And I can provide for us and ten other people if you so choose without the mafia."

"You will start a war." I quoted Kazan.

Dimitri's eyes darkened. He realized that I had heard their conversation. "I will go to hell and back for you."

"Dimitri, I know that we've already confessed our love for each other, but it still hasn't been that long since I saw you kill my manager. You can't make all of these bold claims."

"I don't care," he whispered, caressing my face. "I loved you from the moment I saw you, and I will wait until you love me as much as I love you."

"Oh my god," I sobbed, burying my face in his chest. "I love you, Dimitri. I love you."

"I'm going to leave the mafia. For you. For me. For us."

I nodded. "Ok,"

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"Dimitri, I don't want these big-ass bodyguards surrounding me. No." I walked into the kitchen after meeting my new bodyguards.

"I don't care." He simply said, grinning like something was funny.

I scoffed. "I do. Tell them to go away. I have school in an hour."

"No. You need bodyguards."

"I need fucking shit. You know how dumb I'm going to look having fucking three bodyguards on me like a fucking president!"

"Adore." He stood, dismissing the bodyguards. "You were almost raped and killed in my own bed. I need you to be protected, and I can't be there every single fucking day."

"I know. I was there, Dimitri. I don't need three bodyguards to be safe. No one's going to–" I stopped myself, realizing that Dimitri was shot in public, in broad daylight.

Dimitri gave me a smug look. "Don't tell me how to protect you against the mafia. I know what I'm doing, and you're going to school with the guys."

I rolled my eyes hard at him and stormed off, but I was pulled back with force and turned around. He grabbed my hair and pulled it, so I looked up at him. He was...grinning. "You have less than an hour to get to school. Do you really want me to take you to bed fuck you to realize who the fuck you're rolling your eyes at?"

"You're insane," I whispered.

He chuckled. "You haven't left yet, princess."

I yanked away from him. "I'm leaving," I huffed.

"But where's my kiss?" He pouted.

I scoffed and turned around. "You ain't getting one, Dimitri. You don't pull on a woman's hair."

Dimitri shrugged. "Not what you said two days ago,"

I didn't even bother responding to him. I glared at him, opened the door, stepped out, and closed the door. I didn't even make it to my car before the three big-bodied guards were right behind me.

"Oh, great, so now you guys are Dimitri's bitches?" I tried to antagonize them, but they stood there. Stoic. "I hope y'all know you're not going to fit in my car...." I trailed off when Dimitri's driver drove over an SUV.

"No."

They looked at each other, and the middle one sighed, forcing me over his shoulder as I yelled, thrashed, and screamed. He forced me into the car, and I got squished between three men as we drove to my school.

I can't believe I'm starting my first fucking day in school pissed off.

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"Die, all three of you," I said before walking to Endellion, who was sitting all alone.

"Who the fuck?" She said, furrowing her brows.

"Dimitri got these bitch ass bodyguards following me everywhere."

Endellion rolled her eyes. "Oh my god," she rolled her eyes. "Why?"

I shrugged. I didn't want to tell her about an Irish man that broke into Dimitri's house and tried to rape me. I didn't want her to worry about herself or me.

I just hope Dimitri gets it under control before Endellion's next.

We had a little tour led by one of the seniors in this college. We took a test on language, and I failed, so I had to retake French. I actually have PTSD from my wannabe French French teacher.

My first class was animal biology. I want to be a veterinarian. It's random, but after getting Sebastien, animals started to interest me, and so now I want to be an animal doctor.

I chose right, though. I loved the class.

Endellion wants to be a nurse practitioner, so she has different classes. We both have a break at 1:30pm and end classes at 3:45pm.

To say I'm excited is an understatement. The bodyguards were with me for my first and second classes and then stopped bothering me. It made my day a lot better.

"How was your day?" I smiled, walking out of the campus.

Endellion smiled sarcastically, showing her homework. "Just great, girl,"

I laughed. "My teachers were nice!"

"'My teachers were nice.'" She mimicked, rolling her eyes as I laughed. "Bitch, I'm going to force Adama to help me. She is the older sister."

I rolled my eyes. "Hey, at least you won't have pop quizzes starting next week."

Endellion shook her head. "My first professor is already a bitch ass nigga. I don't know what to expect."

Kazan's car pulled up, and he got out of his car in an all-black Armani. "Damn, damn, damn." Delli bit her lip, and I laughed.

"Hey baby," he smirked, kissing her.

"Hey, Kaz," she smiled.

Ever heard of dick-whipped? That was what my good friend, Delli, was suffering from. "Hey, Kazan."

"Hi, Adore." He winked before walking Delli to the car.

"Bye, babes!" She waved, and I waved with a huge smile on my face. She's happy, and I'm happy.

Dimitri's car pulls up after another thirty minutes...unlikely since, you know, I'm supposed to be protected, but I didn't really pay attention to it. I didn't like the bodyguards, the three bodyguards.

I confusedly got into the car. The guards weren't even in the car. "Excuse me? Driver?" I saw he raised his eyebrow; he looked slightly different from earlier...maybe Dimitri changed the drivers. "Um, hi, where are the three guys? I haven't seen them all day."

He suddenly pulled the car over and turned around with a crazed smirk. "In the back of the trunk. You wanna see?"

My eyes widened as I scooted back. He removed his hat and made it known he wasn't the driver. He took out a gun and pushed my head to the side. "Scream, and I will kill you. Understand?"

I nodded, silently crying.

"Now, wipe your tears; we're going on a road trip."

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