https://youtu.be/lOeQUwdAjE0

(Please watch the video above...I haven't been through what this little girl has but I have felt very similar emotions that she does. By watching this video you will be able to understand me more.)

My name is...R. I'm 15. I live in Louisiana. I'm a freshman I'm high school. This year is my first year running track.(distance)I barely see my dad due to mistakes I've made in the past and we're just starting to make progress after almost 3 years. I guess I decided to make this because I need someone to know what I'm going through and tell me what they think. (no criticism please. I just want what you think I could do to get through all of this) And I have a lot to say about a lot that goes on around me...I just don't have anyone that'll listen anymore (or the people I talked to, ended up being the ones that I shouldn't have trusted)and that's why I decided to make this story...

So yea...I guess I'm making this because I feel like my world is falling apart around me and everybody I try to talk to, practically ignores me.(and by now you should get the idea that I have VERY MANY reasons as to why I made this...so yea)

I know this is kinda short and this supposed to be one of the first things people see and decide if they want to read this, but all I ask of you is to give me a chance. At least read a few chapters and if you still don't want to read this then don't. But please give my "story" a chance...