So its been over a year since I've updated this book and a lot has changed. A few days after I updated this..my friend flipped out and told someone I was thinking of suicide. Long story short, I was sent to a mental hospital and I finally got the helped that I needed. And now...here I am writing poems about other peoples relationships and about J and everything/everyone else. For everyone who is reading this right now and is struggling with depression/suicidal thoughts please get the help you need. People don't know you need help unless you tell them. And if you ever need anyone to talk to please message me and I might not answer right away but I promise you I WILL ANSWER.

And if you absolutely want me too, I'll tell you about my experience in the mental hospital and all the people I met and I might start writing in this book again. I don't know, it just depends on if you want me to.

-R