Change.
People say change is beautiful. Or "change is difficult, but not changing is deadly." I looked up "quotes about change" one time on google, and all the quotes was saying how much change is beautiful. And that change is necessary for life to be amazing. For some people, that might be true...but for others, like me, it's disastrous, crazy, wild, chaotic, confusing, heartbreaking, depressing, etc. It hurts.

Every time I feel comfortable, happy, amazingly happy with my life...something happens and then everything changes. And I'm left wondering what I did wrong or why this just had to change.(because they say everything happens for a reason) I'm losing A(and I just recently found out she's moving :\.)...I'm losing J...Har is leaving at the end of the school year...everything is changing and, like always, I'm left alone...trying to survive. Barely hanging on. Asking for help but only getting ignored. Because once your left behind, nobody cares. Nobody.