It's been a day since I had Pairs it's gonna be a handful with the new baby and with Michael gone I really wish he didn't have to go but I respect my husband and I love him and I'm happy with the job he has if he's happy I'm happy after a while I put, Paris in her crib and put, Nathan too bed. After a few minutes I head to bed myself I miss Michael so much at this point he won't be home for at least a year but I'm OK with that I have my friend and Mrs. Jackson to help me with the kids sometimes. And I'm very greatful for the help that they help me with Paris.

The next day I put, Pairs in her stroller and grabbed, Nathans hand for Monday walks,. After. The walk I Make, Nathan a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with a side of carrots for his lunch. After that I feed, Pairs a bottle of Milk after a few I put, the kids down for a nap and I take one myself.

Sorry this is short I'm not feeling well today I'll update tomorrow