Quill holds the umbrella tightly in his hands, walking slowly under the rainy sky, feeling all lonely... Ever since the day Tad left him, he became more silence than usual, always looking tired, always not having enough sleep and crying alone most of the time...
"What have I done?!"
he asks himself the same question over and over every day... Quill misses Tad, he misses his warm hands, his comforting hugs, his caring words, the cooking he made, the jokes he told, everything.... Quill NEED him in his life... but those happy days they had... will never come back again... 

 It's all started at the day they had a fight... and when Tad couldn't stand it anymore, he left... all Quill remember was the sound of the door slammed behind his back and that's when the world around him became darker or maybe... it's just because he felt like his heart just crashed into pieces... and he was alone... in the house where he once called "home sweet home"...  

Quad, their only son, however, didn't know about his parent's argument, he never thought that they would ever have one until he got home after school, he was very shocked to see his mother kneeling on the ground, crying with messy hair, he looks terrible... he asked, hesitated...
"Mom? What happened?.... where's dad?...."
and only received a shook from Quill, nothing else... Quill looks pale in the next few days, he doesn't even say a word. Quad is a smart kid, he could guess what happened... but can't believe this day would ever come to his beloved family... still, he loves Quill and Tad, wherever he is right now... Quad kept taking care of Quill for days, he knows his mom is very weak and easily gets sick, he can't leave him like that... After a week, Tad finally came back... but not as the usual smiling father that Quad knows... Tad comes back to get divorced with Quill and to take Quad away with him... Quill was really shocked and so does Quad, for days, he finally say something, but he said in pain, surprised, disappointment and through the tears running down to his face...
"How could you?!!!"
Tad says nothing, he took Quad's hand and go out, Quad was speechless, he didn't know what to do, or to say, he loved and respected both of his parents, but he's just a child, what can he do?! He wants to go with Tad but he also wants Quill to come with them, he didn't want to leave his mother or his father... but he has no choice
And once again, Quill is alone... only this time, it will be forever...  

Days grew into weeks, weeks grew into months... soon, 2 years have passed...
Quill began to find that he has no reason to live anymore... He's tired of living a lonely and miserable life... There's no one out there for him, no one he can trust, no one to comfort him, no one!!

Back in the present while he's walking under the rain, holding tight a purple umbrella in both hands...
This umbrella... It really means a lot to him... It's the only thing that, at least, used to belong to Tad and Quill still has it, for some reasons... Quill keeps the umbrella... It brings good memories to him and also, the bad ones...

[flash back]
"....W-What about... your u-umbrella?... You u-used to... like it v-very much..." tried to keep his sobbing sounds lower, Quill tried to say as clearly as he can "...Y-You used t-to said t-that you c-can't go a-anywhere...w-without it... I- "

Not letting Quill finished his words, Tad cut it and replied Quill in a cold voice
"I don't want to bring that old and dusty umbrella with me, I can always buy a new one."
Then, without any words left, Tad brought his suitcases out of the door.

And that's the last time Quill will ever see Tad again in his life...

Quill stands quietly before a big and tall building, this building is none other than his workplace and laboratory...Everyone is taking a day-off today so there's nobody in the building... Quill stands there for 5 minutes... he just wants to take a last look at it...

The rain stops and the warm sun begins to come out from the clouds...
It's really a beautiful day outside...
...A beautiful day to end all of the problems in your life once and for all...

Quill soon reached the top floor, took a few steps on the stairs leading to the door to the rooftop of the building, he opened it and goes out, it took him few minutes to get used to the strong wind that keeps flowing through his hair and tears, turning his head into a mess, but... that's not what he cares about, not anymore...

Quill slowly walks to the edge on the top of the building and hesitantly stands on it... His heart is pounding as he looks down on the small road beneath... 
This is what he wanted to do... this is what he planned... But why...? Why does he still hesitate to do this...? 
Tears keep falling down to his feet, he moves toward a bit...as he asking himself should he really do this... 

As Quill was about to jump, there's suddenly someone wraps their arms around his waist and pull him back...
"Are you crazy?!! What were you thinking?!!"
Quill felt like his heart just stop beating for a moment... That voice... is none other than...Tad, but why he's here? Why NOW?...
Quill tries to get out from the other's arms and facing him, he is very upset right now... 
" 'crazy'?!! So that's what you think?! Do you have any idea how much I have been through since... that day?!! I was waiting and hoping days after days, months after months, for what?! I-I... I was waiting for you! Hoping that one day you will come back... to me..." Quill starting to cry again, lowering his voice as the tears falling down to his favorite lab coat... " A-And... you never did... and now what? huh? What else do you want from me?! You come back when I already lost every hope... you took everything I love and care... Why, Tad?... Why don't you just let me die? I-I'm tired of living like this..." Quill fell down on his knees, hands covered his sobbing face...

Tad places his hands on Quill's shivering shoulders and starting to say in a soft voice, and his tears starting to run down to his cheeks
"Quill... listen... I-I know my words have damaged our relationship and your heart... I know it'll be very hard for you to forgive me... but I want you to know that I am truly sorry... I realized that I am nothing without you, the time has shown... I really feel so ashamed that I have shown my worst side... to the best thing that has ever happened to me... I am sorry, and you gotta trust me, this is not what I wanted... Quad has been miserable ever since too... he missed you... I missed you..."
Giving Quill a big, warm and...comforting hug... he whispers into Quill's ear
"Please, Quill, please come back to me, come back to us... I don't want to lose you... not like this, not this time or ever after... We can start all over again... Be a happy family again..."

The sobbing sounds from Quill have stopped... but Quill didn't say anything, he keeps silence, and after a moment, he finally spoke... in a cold but also... a bit trembling voice... and don't even bother to look up to Tad...
"... You t-think it'd end up like this...? That... I would forgive you that easily...?" then... after a pause, he continues "...I-I'm so sorry, Tad... I can't, a-and ...Quad... he's... he's gonna grow up... sooner or later... he's smart and strong enough... to get through this... I'm not going back..." Quill breaks off from Tad's arms, standing up and starting to walk backward... slowly... and stop at the nearest edge...

"No, Quill, don't d-"

"Yea, y-you heard me... I am not going back... I-I'm sorry..."

"Quill! No, stop! Please stop! Don't do this! I'm begging you!!" Tad starting to freak out, he's trying to get nearer to Quill, he really wants to run out and grab Quill into his arms, but if he does that, Quill will definitely fall before he could reach him...

Quill gives him the last smile... but... it's sad smile...
"....Thank you for everything you've done in the past, Tad... Take a good care for Quad for me... Goodbye..." Then Quill leans back, letting himself falls into the air behind... and the last sound he will ever hear is a scream out from his lover

"QUILL!!! NO!!!"

~The end~