so in Japanese today
I sang a bunch of Hamilton songs.
And when we got to the room where it happened; I started going all out because that song is pretty much my favorite
Note: I was the only one listening to it and keeping time with it, while two of my friends basically had to remember the tempo and go along with me. Unless i was screaming.
When it got to the last bits of the song I really started to get into it and sang (I think) super well. I was loud, clear and holding the notes. And at the end, the two people were just staring at me.
It was a real Stevonnie moment
It ended when one of them said "They're a true Burr"
But I felt like
Wasn't I supposed to be enjoying myself like that
Wasn't I supposed to sing?
Was it wrong.

I feel like I barely get to sing by myself and actually have people listen. I heard people say I have a good singing voice
I feel really just
Put aside.
:|