Renjun never genuinely liked anyone before. He would have a small crush in a few guys like Xiaojun, because he have nice brows. Doyoung, because he's dependable. And before Donghyuck, Jaehyun, because he's an eye candy. There are a lot more college guys that caught his attention, but he forgot their names because he wasn't that serious with them anyway.

Most of them are because of their looks, intellect or their wit, but never deeper than that. Most of the time its because he never bothered knowing them more, or maybe because he was too much of a coward to do so.

His view in relationships in simple words, is fucked up. Maybe because he grew up away from his separated parents, or maybe because he saw how much his sister cried a bucket for her ex-boyfriends, he doesn't exactly know when these issues started. It is always liking them and never doing anything about it. Don't get him wrong, he's a huge sap when it comes to romantic relationships on the series and movies he watches. But he never thought of himself as someone on their shoes. He considers himself as the backdrop, or an audience of someone else's love story.

Lee Donghyuck is an open book. He was bright, undeniably good looking, approachable, and the only negative thing about him is his mouth, he talks too much. It's pretty normal for people to be attracted to the type of guys like him, and just like every mediocre guy in campus, he was enamored too.

While Jaemin, they met in his Photography class. There's not much to compare when it comes to Donghyuck, honestly. He's got the looks, the humor, and everything pretty, and you can add in the boyfriend for the addition of perfection. But he never liked the perfect boys anyway, he would rather go with the flawed ones, just to make himself feel better in liking them.

That's why kissing Jaemin is like a dream, not the dating-the-perfect-prince type of dream. It's more like a nightmare, mainly because the perfect boyfriend is looking too. He blinked, once, twice, he can't even count how many times he tried to wake himself up in the middle of the kiss.

But all he remembered was the feather-like kiss, and the softest lips he ever tasted. It was slightly damped, and little rigid. Most likely because the kiss was rushed and unplanned, but it was memorable nevertheless. Except for the fact that Na Jaemin went after his boyfriend after the kiss, and seeing him crying, much after that.

He realized that he wasn't all that perfect unlike Renjun thought he is. He looked too broken, beyond fix. He watched him follow the retreating male with hopelessness in his teary eyes. It's too sad and solemn to watch and somehow, even though he doesn't know the story, his heart feels heavy.

"Fine, I'll help you." He silently informed Jaemin as he softly caressed the taller male's back.

In contrary, Renjun has always had eyes for broken things. He had this type of hope that maybe, just maybe he can fix them. But that's something stupid, and he knows it himself.

Though he knows that this, whatever this is, is going to end so fucking bad,

He wants to try anyways.

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Ending notes;

Omg this chapter is so bad. The first few chapters are just a small introduction for the main characters. As you all can see, they're all,,, how do you say this, fucked up in their own ways. I would like to officially welcome you into Renjun, Jeno and Jaemin's rollercoaster. Enjoy the ride!