I keep hearing voices, they won't stop, my body hurts, blood everywhere, I can feel the scars I have caused to myself, The voices, they keep saying I'm awful, it useless, I'm stupid, they say I was a failure. I feel like a failure, no- I am.... a failure. But yet they still don't shut up, the echo over and over in my head, like a never-ending Abyss. I can't help but cry still scratching myself in an effort to make the voices shut up. I need to run away, I want to get away from the voices, maybe if  I run they'll shut up. I decided to get up and run, though I didn't exactly KNOW  where I was, there was water, I feel like I have seen this place. But, still, I don't pay much attention...I'm to busy trying to get the voices to be quiet, to leave me alone. What did I ever do to the voices? Didn't they have someone else? I heaved getting out of breath quickly, I ran thinking 'Can't catch me now... not if I'm running!' I kept running, I wouldn't have stopped if someone hadn't grabbed my arm. Someone made of fire I almost yelled in horror but it was controlled fire. "Sir, why are you running is eve-" he took a glance at my arms then seemed on edge. "Oh no... your meeting the same fate as him..." I heard him mumble I tried to tug my arm away, I winced, His grip was solid.

"L-let me go! I need to run, besides he's waiting for me! If I don't run they'll catch up." The man sighed before fixing his glasses. "I hate doing this, but you are out of it right now. I need to get you to Toriel." he emitted light, Fire monster. He reached for my other hand. I kept it away. "Let go!" I said tugging again. The man sighed, as he bear hugged me and carried me along. Eventually, I just decided to comply. We came to a building, It was bright he pulled me into the building. The man rung something. The voices were coming back, they caught up. "I'm Grillby." So that was the man's name, though for me its not that important. They caught up. Again. And Again they keep repeating it. 'Stupid, Dumb, Useless, rude, kill yourself.' I went to go scratch again, to distract myself with the pain but I felt the monsters hands around both my wrists. "No, Don't touch those." He said as I tried to pull away, the door I could see maybe I could run. The voices, I saw him standing there, can they see him? He's melting, he's crazy. He won't shut up!  I tried to dash to the side. "Get it away! Its going to k-kill everything, Its out for me! You don't understand h-he's going to kill me!." The receptionist looked at me a little scared, "Sir.. there's nothing there." I looked at her. "Run, he's after all of us!" Grillby looked at me, as he tried to hold me still. "Calm down... Toriel's going to be here soon with some other people to help you, alright, I won't lie to you."

I don't need help, I'm not crazy. They can't see him... they can't like I can, they can't see. I heard footsteps again I tried to dash away. This time sending up attacks as in just physical attacks, Grillby let go to dodge an punch to the face as I ran for the door, only managing to get halfway out before someone else tackled me. Pushing my head and arms down, so I was practically unable to move. I tried to use my magic, but without my hands, I really cant use many big attacks. I heard a loud but empowered female voice. "Ey Toriel, Gaster, Mettaton I caught the punk! Pssh he didn't last a minute!" I couldn't move, but despite that, I tried my best to do so. "Let me go! He's after you all, they told me- the voices- they told me he's going to kill you, all of you and me!" the red-haired fish monster huffed pushing my hands down more. "Shut up twerp. Besides your nonsense is probably some hoax anyways." The figure I had heard her call and refer to as 'Toriel' came over, her voice was soft but, the attire, I knew who these people were, doctors. I flinched trying to back away only to have 'fish lady' as I didn't know her name, still pinning me to the ground. "Get away from me! I-i know what you are!!" I said, it's not to good when you're pinned to the floor though. One of the doctors didn't seem bothered by it, the other two not so much. Toriel sighed, "He's delirious, we may have to drug him..." I heard her speak to the two others.

Again. Still, I would not give up my hope to run, but yet... that slowly started to feel hopeless, everything seemed so hopeless at this point, I just decided to go quiet, still panicked on the inside, maybe the voices were right, maybe he wouldn't come back. I tried to stop myself but tears just ran down my face, I forced a smile. "D-delirious?" I couldn't help but laugh, it all seemed so suddenly funny. There shocked faces, me running, it was hilarious, at how Stupidly dumb I was. I saw them exchange glances, the fish lady had made me sit up, keeping me secure, probably a guard if I'm not stupid. "You know its kind of funny," I said as another person walked over. "Alright I finished the medication for your Toriel." the voice seemed robotic. I guess my random laughing was freaking them out, but I couldn't stop... it seemed.. so... just so funny. Like if my existence was just another dumb piece of this world that only played a part in a story but would later be killed off. I flinched trying to get away as Toriel came closer holding something, I'm not stupid I can tell you that. I backed up the best I could. "Undyne my child, please hold him still, I don't think this will be pretty if he thrashes." So Undyne was her name... I tried to move again. "Let me the hell go!" I yelled a smile on my face, Undyne growled. "What did I just say, you really wanna deal with me right now?" she said holding me still enough for Toriel to get closer, "I'm very sorry My child..." I heard her say before everything completely blurred for me I bit Undyne's arm but, I could hear faint voices before I eventually blacked  out...

Still....

It seems so funny...

how people can't understand the verge of...

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HI, hope you enjoyed, you probably think im a psychopath and should be in a mental hospital- why did i write this - i need to go to an asylum- BAI!