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' red queen of blood'

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Season 3 episode 4
Part 1

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No one hasn't spoken to me. I understand why. I left and didn't say goodbye. Except for Lincoln. He knew I left but I told not to tell no one, he acted like he didn't know but he did. He told me they just need to have some time.

"How did you survive?" My mom asked me as I ate.

"By killing." I said blankly as she just stared at me.

"Killed animals to eat." I said to her as she let out a sigh.

"And kill people." I said again.

"Look. I know you didn't want this for me. But you can't change it." I said to my mom placing my hand on her's as she let out a sigh.

"I'm glad to have you back." She said to me making me nod before I chewed on the food before speaking.

"Who's Gina?" I asked her.

I wasn't jealous.

I was just curious. Not jealous,

I can't be jealous-right?

"You sure you want to know?" She asked me making me nod.

"After we couldn't find you. He was lonely, sad, and angry." She told me making me drop my spoon in the bowl.

"He met Gina when he was doing some errands. They became closer started to hang out with each other.And then after knowing each other they started dating." She said to me and the only thing I said was 'o.'

"He was lonely he thought you died or you wouldn't come back." She said to me making me swallow thickly.

"He moved on. That's good." I said to her calmly.

"Madison-," she said sitting down next to me.

"Mom. I'm fine. He moved on. But now she died." I said sadly.

I think I am jealous but I can't be.

I left him I shouldn't be jealous. Bellamy doesn't need anything from me right now.

"Do you still care for him?" She asked me making me nod.

"I-I do. But I don't think we can go back the way we were." I said to her.

"He lost me first. It broke him. Now he lost Gina. Someone he cared for." I said to her before getting up.

"I think this was a bad idea to come back." I said to my mom as I was going to walk out but she stopped.

"No. I won't let you leave again." She said to me.

"Mom. They hate me. All of them. I left them, I didn't say goodbye I just left. I didn't reach you guys for months. How can you not hate me." I said to her running my hands through my hair.

"I could never hate you. You're my daughter. Those green-blue eyes are too hard to hate." She said to me reaching my cheek as I leaned into my mother's touch.

"Fine. But can at least can i take a walk around here." I said to her making her nod.

"I'll be back." I said to her before I walked out of the room and explore Arkadia.

They changed it. There's more things. We have horses. It looks nice. Better than before. Kids running around, playing together. It was more protected than before. More guards.

"Madison!" I heard someone yell and I saw Monty running to hug me.

"Hey, Monty." I said happily. At least someone is happy to see me.

"You're alive." He said to me making me laugh.

"Of course, I am." I said with laughter.

"I'm happy to see you!" He said to me.

"I'm happy too." I said to him giving him a smile.

"Madison." A guard said to me.

"Yeah?" I answered.

"Someone is here to see you." He said to me making me turn to Monty confused.

"Who?" I asked before he moved to the side revealing Dylan.

"Dylan!" I said with a smile on my face, as I ran up to him throwing myself on to him.

"You're okay." I whispered as he hugged me back.

"Just a little beat up." He said to me making me laugh.

"You idiot!" I said before pushing him playfully.

"I'm glad you're okay." I said to him.

"Dylan." I said to him.

"This is Monty. Monty, this is Dylan." I introduced them as they both shook their hands.

"Where did he take you?" Dylan asked me.

"He took me to polis." I said to him.

"What?" He said as his hands were placed on my waist.

"Long story. But I'll tell you about it later. You need to get cleaned up." I said to him.

"Monty, take him to the showers." I said to Monty who gave me a nod.

"Wait what about you?" Dylan asked me.

"I'll be fine. I'm with my friends. Trust me they will take care of you." I said to him,

"I'll see you later." I said to with a smile as I pulled away from him and watched Monty take Dylan to the shower. I walked away before I bumped into someone.

"Hey-," I said to before they grabbed me.

"B-Bellamy?" I said to her.

"Hey." He said pulling away from me and looking away.

"I'm sorry about Mount Weather." I said to him.

"About Gina." I said to him making him look up at me.

"How do you know about Gina?" He asked me.

"Oh-um. My mother told me." I said to him scratching the back of my neck.

"Well she shouldn't have." He said harshly to me before he walked away.

"What do you want me to say. T-that I'm sorry." I yelled at him.

"I want to know what you felt when you left all of us!" He said to me.

"Look, I'm sorry. Okay. I needed to leave and you know that." I said to him.

"Are you really sorry?" He asked me.

"I am and you know that." I said to him.

"You know, I really tried. I tried to hate you. But I can't. No matter how much. Deep down I care for you even if I was with Gina." He said to me as I just stared into him.

"I care for you. I really do. And you know that. And I'm truly sorry for what I did. For leaving you." I said to him placing my hand on his cheek but he moved away from me.

"Bellamy!" Pike said to him. I don't trust him. Not even a little.

"I'll be right there." Bellamy said to him.

"Wait." I said to him grab his arm.

"Just be careful." I said to him.

"Why?" He said to me.

"I don't trust him." I said to him.

"He's one of us."

"No, no matter what. We can't trust no one." I said to Bellamy as he pulled his arm away from me again.

"I trust him. I don't trust you." He said to me as I saw he slowly walked away from me leaving me standing there.

He doesn't trust me the way I trust him.

He trust's more pike than me.

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"I thought you weren't speaking to me?" I said to Octavia as she sat next to me as I looked at the stars.

"I'm sorry. It's just-I don't know." She said to me making me laugh.

"I missed you." I said to her making her laugh.

"I missed you too, red queen." She said to me making me roll my eyes.

"Oh- shut it." I said playfully pushing her.

"Never thought, Madison Gilbert would become a badass warrior, that everyone wants." She said to me making me shrug my shoulders.

"What can I say." I said to her.

"Never thought you'd be a badass too." I said to Octavia.

"Guess we are the badass duo." She said to me making me smirk.

"Yes we are." I said smiling.

"Tell me about this Dylan guy." She said to me.

"Well, I met him on my little adventure. He helped me and was my friend." I said to her making her smirk.

"More than that." She said.

"He likes me but I don't. I told him." I said letting out a sigh.

"You still have feelings for Bellamy?" She asked me making me sigh.

"It's hard not to." I said looking down to the ground before looking a far from, I saw Bellamy with pike and a few others.

"Octavia can you do me a favor?" I asked her.

"Yeah, anything." She said to me. Make up something so she can take longer.

"Uh-, can you look for Dylan he's with Monty." I said to her making her nod as she got up.

"I'll be back." She said to me as he watched her leave before immediately ran towards Bellamy and the others. I saw Monroe leave and so did Harper leaving Lincoln alone.

"What is going on?" I asked standing beside Lincoln.

"Get out of here, Madison." Bellamy said to me.

"No." I said to him.

"You wanna prove you're one of us, let us pass." Pike stepped in making Lincoln shake his head.

"I'm not moving." Lincoln said to them standing there. Bellamy is going to do something stupid.

"Bellamy, whatever you're thinking don't do it." I said to him as I stood in front of him.

"Get outta the way, grounder." The guy said holding a gun to Lincoln making me punch him in the face and hitting the gun to the floor and taking out a gun from the side pocket of my thigh as everyone pointed to the gun to me.

"Put those guns down. Before his blood is on my hands. You won't like that won't you?" I said with a fake pout, I turned to Bellamy.

"Guns down. Guns down!" Bellamy said holding his hand out.

"Do what he says. Now." Pike said to his people.

"So much for the good daughter of Samantha." Monty's mom said making me roll my eyes.

"You want to be next?" I said to her.

"Quiet, Hannah." Pike said to her.

"Whose people are you defending here, Madison?" He asked me.

"Madison, put down the knife. No has to get hurt here." Bellamy told me.

"Sorry no can't do. I don't listen to any of you." I said to him.

"Put it down." Bellamy said to me.

"I can't let you start a war." I said to him.

"We're already at war." Pike said to me.

"You can't stop this." Bellamy said to me.

"Yes, I can." I said to him digging the knife to the guys neck.

"Madison let go." Bellamy warned me.

"You want me to be the bad guy? Fine I'll be the bad guy. It's better than being a hero." I said to Bellamy as he stared into my eyes. The PA turned on hearing a man.

"All I stationed security personnel. Report to the main gate." The man said before Octavia came running past the crowd.

"What's wrong with you?" Octavia asked her brother.

"I asked the same questioned." I said to her before another crowd of guards came with Kane.

"Saved by the chancellor." I said to them.

"Calm down, people. Farm station. Guns on the ground. On the ground." Pike said as the farm station lowered their weapons in the ground as I held the guy.

"Madison, it's all right. Let him go." Kane said to me, but I hesitated.

"Madison." My mother said making me let go of the man and pushing him to the ground.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Abby asked pike.

"What you didn't have the guts to." Pike said to her.

"Guts?" I said walking to him.

"They came here to protect us and for me. And you have a problem. I can easy take that problem away from you." I said to him holding the knife up against his neck.

"Madison." I heard my dad said making me back away.

"Did you arm these people?" Kane asked Bellamy who didn't said a word making me scoff.

"Guards, take them to lockup. Now." Abby said as they arrested Bellamy and the others, I stopped in front of him.

"I thought you were better than this." I said to him shaking my head and biting down my lip.

"Guess we both change." He said before they took him away.

"Everyone back to your quarters. It's over." Abby said before pike spoke up.

"Nothing is over. We are surrounded by warriors who want us dead." Pike said.

"That's enough!" Kane said to him.

"No, it isn't. Not even close. Why don't you show us all what you let the grounders do to you yesterday?" Pike said to Kane making me scoff.

"Come on, Kane. I think that the people who are about to vote for you have a right to know." Pike said making everyone want to see what they did to Kane. Kane rolled up his sleeve and reveal the burned.

"It's the mark of the commanders coalition. It means we are the 13th clan. It means we are in this fight together." Kane said but pike interrupted him.

"No. It's what farmers used to do to their livestock." Pike said.

"Right before the slaughterhouse." Monty's mom said making everyone yell.

"Pike for chancellor. He's right." Everyone began to say as they wanted pike to become the chancellor.

"Sir, you should be in the ballot tomorrow." A guard said. Everyone kept saying pikes name. I will kill that son of Bitch.

"That's enough." Abby said walking up to pike.

"Take him away." Abby said as the guard took pike away and the others, before Bellamy began to chant.

"Pike! Pike! Pike!" Bellamy said making me turn to him.

What is wrong with him?

Is he out of his mind? 

Everyone chanted pikes name as they walked pike away. I stopped Bellamy as I was a few inches away from him.

"If pike becomes a chancellor the thirteenth clan will fall. And we all will die." I said to him.

"Let them die." He said to me.

"Yeah, they will. But I'm the one that will die first. Lexa said if the thirteenth clan falls. The people that bowed before her will die. So you're right. I'll die because of you." I said to him.

I lied to him.

It's not true but he has to believe it so he can change his mind.

"Madison-," Bellamy said but I stopped him.

"I thought you were better than that but guess you aren't." I said to him.

"Take him away." I said before I took one glance at him as they took him away from me. I walked to Abby and Kane.

"You would not let them vote for pike. Because the thirteenth clan will fall." I said to her before she stopped me.

"It's too late." She said to me.

"What?" I said to her before Kane walked away and so did Abby.

This was all for nothing.

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I don't like pike. Not even a little bit. Madison lying to Bellamy to save the thirteenth clan.

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