IN BETWEEN
' red queen of blood'

Perverse instantiation
Season 3 episode 14
Part 1

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After waking up from whatever Luna put in our drinks and then we woke up back where we were by the stones. Clarke Still had the flame, thank god they didn't take it away from us as we were unconscious. Clarke and I tried to plan what our next move is but it was hard.

Bellamy went back for the rover as all of us grabbed our weapons that they took from us. I think Luna hates us. She killed someone she loved and kill some of her people. I just wanna know if our people are okay. I wanna know if Raven has a plan to destroy Alie.

"The rover's almost charged. We need to pack up. We'll be home soon." Bellamy said making Clarke and I walk towards him.

"Then what? Run away?" Clarke asked him.

"We're not running away, Clarke. We need to regroup with the others and find another way to defeat-," Bellamy said Clarke was going to cut in but I spoke up to him.

"There is no other way. We need to find a night blood." I said to him.

"We need to unlock the Flame, it's the only way to stop Alie." Clarke spoke after me.

"What do you expect us to do, Clarke?" Jasper asked her as he sat on top of the Rover.

"Walk into random villages asking for their night blood?" Jasper asked making me look at Clarke.

"If that's what it takes." Clarke said to them.

"I agree with her." I said to nudging Clarke.

"No." Octavia said to us. They have to know it could be the only way.

"If Alie can find us in Luna's rig, then she can find us anywhere. I won't help you destroy another innocent grounder village." Octavia said to us making me bite my lip.

"If we don't find a night blood, there won't be any grounder Villages. Or a home for us to go back to," Clarke said to them. It's true. We have to do whatever it takes.

"That's all the more reason we go there and make sure our friends are okay." Bellamy said to us. They don't get it. We need to stop this.

"Come on, guys." I said but they didn't say anything and just look at us making Clarke shake her head before walking off.

"Clarke." I called. I was gonna go after her but instead I stopped myself. She needs to cool off. Bellamy turned around to look at her walking away.

"Rethink this." I said to them before I walked away instead and follow Clarke too. I decided not to leave her alone while Alie's army can be anywhere.

"I'm sorry they don't agree with you." I told Clarke walking into the woods.

"It's okay." She said to me.

"Look, we'll find a way to stop Alie, okay? We're not going to give up just like that." I said to Clarke.

"But, they don't want to do anything that we are willing to do." Clarke said making me stop her.

"Yeah, because they don't know how we do it. How we did to survive. All they knew was that we were being hunted." I said to Clarke.

"If they can figure it out and help us." I said to her probably might regret everything.

"We'll work with the worst people just to find someone with night blood and stop Alie." I told her making her sigh before we heard movement. Before I saw to arrows going behind us making Clarke and I turn around to see two of our people get hit by the arrows, I looked around to see to guys running towards us. Roan and Durant.

"Durant."

"Roan." Clarke and I said at the same time.

"Looks like we're not the only one who's been following your guys tracks." Roan said to us turning to each other, Durant and roan walked towards us and roan took the flame from Clarke's hands.

"Give that back." Clarke said to him.

"Goodbye." They said but we both ran after them.

"Give it back." Clarke and I said at the same time before Durant pushed me and I heard the gun clock, I look up to see Clarke holding the gun against roan but he thought fast and tossed it to the ground.

"Durant. Come on, we need the flame. Tell him to give it back." I said getting up, walking towards Durant.

"Can't do that." He said to me making me turn to Clarke.

"You have a real gratitude problem, you know that. The both of you," roan said making me roll my eyes.

"Would you just hear me out?" Clarke told him.

"Durant, please. Come on." I said to him.

"We need to find a night to put that in." Clarke told them.

"I already have a night blood to put it in." Roan said to us.

"Please just stop." I said to him.

"Look, we can work together. The four of us. Durant please." I begged him to see if he would.

"Cause of you, Ontario never ascended." Durant said to Clarke.

"So, no, we won't stop," Roan said. What for brothers? Ugh.

"Not until the Ice Nation has its commander." Roan said to us making me let out a groan in annoyance, I was going to attack roan when Durant held a knife against my neck. Not me being attack by him again.

"You were saying." I heard Bellamy said pointing the gun to them.

"Hands where I can see em." Bellamy said making roan held his hand up but not Durant.

"Let her go." Bellamy said to him, but Durant didn't.

"Last warning." I heard the gun clock as Bellamy waited for him to pull his knife away from my neck making me breathe better.

"You guys okay?" Bellamy immediately asked us making us shake our heads.

"Yeah." We both said to him.

"Then let's go," Bellamy said to us.

"He's coming with us." Clarke said to Bellamy.

"The both of them." I said turning to look at Durant.

"The hell they are." Bellamy hissed at us.

"Why would we do that?" Roan asked us.

"Because we both want the same thing, to put the Flame in Ontari." Clarke told Durant and Roan.

"How do you know they are not chipped?" Bellamy asked us.

"If they were, do you think they would save us from them?" I told him looking to two of our people.

"Still, we need to be sure." Bellamy said holding the gun still, before he immediately shot roan and Durant making me gasp.

"Durant." I said to him. I don't know why i immediately called out to him.

I barely know him. Maybe I felt like we both had something in common but I don't know what. Bellamy hit roan and Durant at the same time making them fall unconscious.

"Now, we are sure." Bellamy said to us making look up to him. I didn't know what to say. But I just nodded.

Durant seemed like me and him had something in common and that we could tell by the way we talked.

Maybe Durant and I can be friends? I don't know. But that doesn't matter. What matters is that we have someone to put the flame in.

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Yes! We made back to Arkadia. Back to our friends. I feel like it's been forever since I seen them but really it was two days. Something tells me maybe Raven found something good than us.

I hope she does. Opening the garage door it revealed Harper and Monty waiting for us as I heard Miller yell.

"Close it up," he said as the closed the door behind the rover as Bellamy made a stop.

"Finally." I said in a relaxed voice. We all got out of the Rover leaving Durant and Roan behind in the back.

"We were getting worried." Raven said to us making me walk up to her giving her a huge hug.

"Thought you guys had too much fun." She said to me making me laugh.

"No." I said to her pulling away.

"Where's Luna?" Raven  asked us making me take a breath and then letting one and looking at the others.

"Luna said no." Octavia told her.

"Who the hell is this?" Harper said pointing to roan and Durant who were tied up.

"They're ice nation." Bellamy said to them pushing Durant and roan forward.

"King and the noble of the ice nation actually. As they're our way into polis." Clarke said to them making me nod.

"Yep." I said.

"Well, plan A fail so this is Plan B." I said to them.

"This way, your highness." Bellamy told them as Bryan helped Bellamy with Durant.

"We'll take them to lock up," Bellamy said as miller followed them behind.

"You wanna use them to get to Ontari?" Raven asked Clarke and I.

"Yes." Clarke and I both said.

"What happened to his arm?" Harper asked us.

"Bellamy shot them." I simply said to them.

"Good luck getting them to cooperate." Monty said making me cross my arms.

"Oh, they will cooperate. We'll just have to come up with something so he can cooperate with us." I said to them.

I have no idea how we are going to get them to talk Durant probably hates me more now. He thought getting me will save him from Lexa but instead he got locked up.

And now Bellamy shot him and punched him. So I hope we come up with something to make them help us.

I really hope they have a good plan for them to agree to whatever we have. We need to stop Alie. That bitch has taken everything and I don't want her to take everything. She has to be stopped.

It's been like an hour since we got back and like everything was calm for a while I decided to take a quick shower.

I don't even remember how long it's been since I took a nap and a shower. I feel much better, the shower felt amazing and new change of clothes is good too.

I tried to clean the wound on my leg but it still hurts, I didn't had time to heal for that long, I went straight to help Clarke and the others and probably the wound is infected.

But it's okay, it's for a good cause. We are trying to save everyone. But I need to take care of myself too but I put the people I care about first so I'm okay with that. I haven't talked to Octavia yet, I get she lost Lincoln but she took it too far.

I didn't know that if she lost Lincoln she would change into a different person. She's my best friend and I trusted her with what happened and she used it with anger and that what made me wanted to urge to cry.

I told her something so deep and she had to say it to me out of anger. She thinks forgiving Carol would change anything but it wouldn't you can't forgive someone who did unspeakable things to you.

Bellamy didn't do any of that-he may be a jerk and all but he would never do that. And when she asked me why I forgave him. Was it because I loved him. I don't know when my feelings for him got stronger but all I know that it was true what Octavia said.

I am in love with him. We hurt each other in so many ways and yet I love him. I don't know if he feels the same but I do know is that I do love him. And it kills me that I left him alone.

He's older than me. He's my best friend's brother. And yet I fell for him. I guess it was because I saw how he cared for me than anyone did. I felt so safe, loved, and comfortable around him and I still do no matter what.

We may not be together but he just gives me this feeling that never goes away.

And I never felt like this at all. I don't want to ruin this-not at all.

It's what I always wanted-just to be loved by someone and I found that person.

   "I thought Jaha destroyed all the wristbands." Jasper said as he was leaning against the table.

"So did he. Then I came home." Raven said making Jasper let out a chuckle.

"There's only enough usable parts to rebuild one, so use it wisely. Made a few improvements too." Raven said with a smirk.

"None of which is gonna matter if you can't get us access to Alie's code." Clarke said to Raven.

"You worry about the night blood." Raven said to her.

"Raven is right. We have to worry about one thing at a time at that is the night blood." I said to Clarke from besides her.

"I'll worry about Alie." Raven said to us.

"How can you access code that doesn't exist anymore?" Jasper asked Raven. That's a good question.

"We've got a plan." Monty said walking besides Raven.

"What are we waiting for?" Octavia said as she walked beside Durant and Roan towards us.

"Be safe." Monty said to us making me nod.

"Let's move out." Bellamy said as I hugged Monty and then the others.

"May we meet again." I heard Bellamy say.

"Be safe." I said to Raven.

"Good luck." Raven said to me.

"Take care of each other." I said to her with a smile as I turned to Jasper.

"Keep an eye here." I said to him.

"Always." He said with a chuckle, I pulled away from him and walked towards the rover along with the others as we went inside.

And we drove off.

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Driving away with Bellamy in the driver seat,
Clarke beside him and me with Durant, roan, miller, his boyfriend Bryan and Octavia in the back. Which was awkward because none of us spoke to each other at all.

"There it is. We stop here." Clarke said as Bellamy stopped the rover. Clarke was the first one to be as I got up and opened the door to the back and hopping down from the rover with my injured leg.

"All right. This is where we split up." Roan said making me turn to face him.

"The entrance to the tunnel is right over there." Roan said before Bellamy spoke up.

"Yeah. We know where it is." Bellamy said to him.

"I'm gonna need the flame." roan said to Clarke.

"Look. This only works if they send Ontari out to get it. If they don't see it, they won't do that, not much of a trap without the bait." Durant spoke up beside his brother making me turn to Clarke. It was her decision since she's the one with the flame and not us.

"I agree with him but it's your call Clarke." I said she was hesitant about before reaching towards her pocket.

"Fine." Clarke said.

"But I'm coming with you." Clarke said to him as she handed the flame to him.

"I'll go too. I mean-it's better. Wanheda and the red queen." I said with a shrug.

"No way. That is not the plan." Bellamy said as I turned to him.

"It is now." Clarke said looking at Roan.

"I'm not letting that out of my sight... and I'm the only one who the passphrase." Clarke said to Bellamy.

"I'll be with her. She's not going to go alone with these two." I said before turning to Durant and Roan.

"No offense." I said with a shrug.

"So you can't tell them that without me, Ontari can't ascend." Clarke said making me shake my head.

"You'll need to look like a prisoner." Durant said as he looked at me.

"Okay, fine by me as long as you don't fool us because I don't care if you're the prince I'll kill you in your sleep without even noticing." I said. I wasn't lying I don't need them to betray us. We are trusting them-well not so much but yes.

"Wait a second. Give us a minute." Bellamy said making me roll my eyes.

"I'm a guy." Durant said making me crossing my arm.

"And what?" I said not really caring what he meant by that.

"Just because you're a man you think I'm scared of you?" I asked him as he shrugged his shoulders making me laugh.

"Well, you don't look like a man to me. And I don't really care what you are." I said to him as I turned around to see Bellamy and Clarke talking.

"Right," Durant said with a scoff.

"You know why they call me Red haiplana kom drein au, do you?" I asked him as he nodded.

"So you know I won't hesitate to actually kill you both of you betray Clarke and I." I said as I gave my attention to Roan.

"Yeah." Durant said before I felt Bellamy speak up.

"I need to talk to you." Bellamy said making me sigh.

"We'll continue the conversation." I said giving them a wave before Bellamy pulled me behind the rover.

"Yes." I said to him.

"Come on, Madison." He said to me making me shrug my shoulders.

"What?" I said confused, I don't know what I did now.

"Are you willing to trust that guy with your life?" Bellamy asked me making me shake my head.

"Uh, no. Why would i do that? I barely know him." I said to Bellamy. My voice sounds like I was joking but Bellamy didn't care he was worried.

"No." I let out with a sigh.

"But you'll be covering us the entire time, and I trust you," I said to him as he let out a sigh.

"Look." He said to me.

"I don't think you should go." Bellamy said making me frown.

"What? Why not?" I asked him.

"You got hurt because of me and I'm guessing it still hasn't healed and you want to go and hand yourself over." Bellamy said to me making me bite down my lips.

"But what do you want me to do? Stay and wait? I can't do that you know that, Bellamy." I said to him as I un-crossed my arms.

"No, but you could stay with us," he told me making me sigh.

"Bellamy-," I said when he cut me off.

"I don't want you to get hurt more than you already are. I know you don't want me to protect you but you're injured and I know that your leg hurts. I see how you get when your leg hurts." He told me making me look down. He's been watching every step I take.

"I don't want to stand on the sidelines and watching you guys get hurt," I whispered to him as he leaned closer to me.

"You're the one getting hurt in the process instead." Bellamy said making me sigh.

"I don't want Clarke to go alone." I said to him.

"She not alone. We'll be covering her the entire time. Please-just stay with us. That's all I'm asking." He told me as his thumb touched my cheek making me close my eyes and let out a sigh.

I really don't want to but I hate that Bellamy is right about this. Maybe it won't hurt to stay with him and the others.

"Alright, fine." I said to him as I see him smile a little making me smile back. We haven't talked about the kiss we shared back at Arkadia but I've been dying to do it again and I didn't even hesitate to kiss him again.

"What was that for?" He asked me with a smile.

"To thank you for always watching out for me." I said as he smiled at me before he kissed me back making me laugh.

"Okay, let's go back to the others, please." I said to Bellamy as he simply gave me a nod before we went back.

"Plans have change." I said to Durant, roan and Clarke.

"I would love to go but-," I said looking at Bellamy before back to them.

"I can't because of my leg." I said to them pointing at my leg.

"Yeah, well, I was on planning on going by myself." Clarke said to me.

"You've got hurt more than me so let me do this for all of us." Clarke said making me nod.

"I'm still going to help even if I'm not with you." I said to her crossing my arms.

"Alright, let's get this over with." Clarke said as we all gather around and headed towards polis.

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A/n; guys this was a long chapter but Madison and Bellamy, my parents. I can't wait for them to Stop Alie and I'm so excited to head to season 4 for more drama!! Add me on TikTok @Stilesstilinskiibaee.wp Enjoy!!
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