IN BETWEEN
' red queen of blood '

A lie Guarded
Season 4 episode 4
Part 1

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The ride was super long and hearing Jaha yapping made me want to cut my ears off. I still don't believe on the whole bunker thing. I trust Raven. He might be leading us into a religious cult or another Alie. He has put us is so much danger.

But I also trust Clarke and Bellamy. And if they believe whatever crap Jaha says then fine I'll go along with it. Going down the forest following Jaha made me rethink of coming with them.

"Cadogan learned how to survive from his father. They hunted him in these woods." Jaha talked, Bellamy helped go down since it was too dark and the flash light weren't really good. I watched Jaha hold up the screen and then put it down.

"This is it." He said to us.

"Well, if anyone's entitled to a lucky break, we are." Bellamy said making me look at him.

"Do you hear that?" Jaha asked us, but I didn't hear anything except our breathing that's all.

"No insects." He said when a smile.

"What?" Jaha asked Clarke and Bellamy.

"Luna said the fish were dying." Clarke told him.

"What are the things that eat the fish and bugs gonna eat now?" Bellamy asked.

"What happened to us deserving a lucky break?" I asked him with a shrug, following Clarke behind.

"So what are we looking for?" Clarke asked.

"The bunker would have been at the lowest point. Anything structural." Jaha asked.

"Well, that doesn't sound helpful at all." I said to Jaha looking around.

"Be careful." Bellamy told me from behind.

"You got it." I said to Bellamy giving him a thumbs up.

"So you and Bellamy?" Clarke asked me making me smile.

"Well, since I was recovering." I said feeling a tint of blush creeping on my cheeks.

"I'm happy for you." Clarke told me with a smile.

"Thanks Clarke." I told her. I watched her head look down. She wasn't over about Lexa's death.

"You're going to be happy too." I told Clarke, she gave me a nod.

"I know you loved her." I said to her as she try to hold her tears back.

"She'll want you to move on." I said to her comforting her. I never knew how it felt loosing someone you love so much. I never had someone liked that.

"Yeah, thanks." She said with a sniffle making me nod

. "Always." I said to her before she stopped me.

"What?" I asked her confused.

"Did you find it?" I asked her as she gave me just a nod.

"We found it!" Clarke yelled over to Bellamy and Jaha who looked like they were have a conversation.

"Huh. Stay behind me." Bellamy said to Clarke and I. I watched him removed all the grad and plants around it, Jaha helping him hearing a sound of the door knob being twisted around.

"Is it open?" I asked before I see them lifting it.

"Come on." Bellamy said as he grab a hold of my hand and we followed Jaha down the stairs. "Watch your head." Bellamy said to me and Clarke. I was removing spider webs that were all around the whole bunker making me gag. Ugh.

"This doesn't look creepy at all." I said to Bellamy as he moved the spider webs around. I was aiming my flashlight around seeing human bones around. Wow. Is this even survivable?

"From the ashes we will rise." Bellamy said reading a small piece of metal carved in those words.

"Not this guy. Hmm." Bellamy said standing back up.

"The eleventh seal." Jaha read.

"Their faith was based on twelve seal. Followers could level up by unlocking them one at a time. Only those who reached level twelve could achieve salvation." Jaha said to us.

"Huh. Maybe that's why they didn't let him in." Clarke said to us as she went to the door that was shut closed.

"I was right!" Jaha said excitedly.

"What if they're still in here?" Clarke asked Jaha. Who was trying to open the door along with Bellamy. Bellamy began to bang on the door,

"hello? Is anyone there?" Bellamy shouted banging the door again.

"Maybe they're not home." I said with a shrug. They probably aren't even alive at this point.

"It's still seal." Jaha said to us.

"There no locks, no handles." Clarke said. I didn't even realize that at all.

"That's because it was designed to be opened from the inside." Jaha said making me sigh.

"So what?" I asked him.

"Or from the outside by somebody with a rover." Bellamy said before we went back out side and running back to the rover.

"What if don't get it open?" I asked Clarke.

"We'll might as well start the list." Clarke said with a sigh making me look at her while Bellamy and Clarke were doing their thing with the rover.

"I know you didn't want to do the list but-If this wasn't going to work doing the list could help us try to do our best for everyone." I said to her.

"I know." She told me.

"I just don't want to end killing everyone." Clarke said making me sigh.

"If you don't then I'll do it. I'll write the list down for you. You don't need to do it if you don't want to. I'll do it." I said to Clarke with a shrug. I understand why she said that to me.

She doesn't want the blame for four hundred people who will die. It was my idea with the list and I could do it. It won't hurt me. It will to Clarke because she's been through so much we all did. But she did the most.

"We'll do it together. Not everything you'll do by yourself." I told Clarke as we watched Bellamy and Jaha trying to open up the door.

"If we do the list of this doesn't go as planned." I said to Clarke.

"We choose the most important people to live." I said to her making me sigh. And don't put me.

"Put the people that can make it on the list. Like Raven, Monty, Bellamy, your mother, people you can help throughout the radiation." I said to Clarke as she turned to look at me.

"What are you trying to say? Not to put you in the list?" She asked making me lick my lips and tilt my head.

"We both know not everyone will make it to the list." I said to her.

"Madison-,"

"no, I mean it. Put the most important people in the list. It doesn't matter." I said to her. I would sacrifice myself to let everyone else live. I'll do it for anyone I care.

"If there's one spot don't put me." I said shaking my head. Clarke hated the idea.

But it's better. Everyone needs to survive but not all of us. We won't last long if all of us in the ship. I'd Clarke won't do it. I'll do it. I can survive.

Clarke and I stared at each other before he heard the engine of the rover, we watched Bellamy backed the rover too much as it pulled out making me jump as it metal stick came out almost hitting me.

"What happened?" Clarke asked.

"Let's go find out." Bellamy said getting out the rover.

"Welp, let's see if the bunker is safe." I said going down to the woods and back into the so called bunker that will save us all.

"It worked." Jaha said to us walking down the stairs.

"Pray." I whispered with a sigh taking a huge breath in. I hope this could be it. I hope this can save us all. And no one needs to die or make the stupid list. These flashlights aren't helping at all.

"I can't see a thing." I said before he lit up the emergency flare from the rover.

My eyes went wide open, my body shivered to the bunker I'm seeing. This is just- oh my god. I felt like throwing up to what I'm seeing.

"Oh my god." I said covering my mouth.

"It wasn't sealed." Nah said to us. The body's of thousand of people.

"The radiation would have killed them in days." Bellamy said to them.

"This won't save anyone." Bellamy said looking at Jaha.

"We won't even survive a week." I whispered looking at the bodies more like bones everywhere.

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"You made it?" I asked her walking back to her room.

"Y-yeah." She said. I knew she didn't want to but she had to.

"That's good." I said to her.

"I put you too." Clarke said to me making me shake my head.

"I actually didn't, more like Bellamy did." She said making me scoff.

"Of course he did." I said to her.

"Is he on the list?" I asked her turning to the right side.

"Yeah, he is." She said to me making me nod.

"What about you?" I asked her.

"I-I wasn't going to put myself in the list." Clarke said.

"Why not?"

"I don't know." She said with a shrug.

"I feel useless." Clarke said to me.

"Me too." I said with a sigh as we looked at each other.

"Let's be useless together." I told Clarke making her laugh at me, Clarke and I walked into her room laughing.

"Clarke, wait." We heard Monty say inside before Clarke and I were covered in white foam. What I'm the actual hell.

"Really?" Clarke said as I wiped my face with my hands.

"I found your list." Jasper said to her as she gave me a towel to clean my face.

"I guess we know who really matters to you." Jasper said to Clarke.

"J-Jasper." She said to him.

"You're not god, Clarke. You don't get to decide who lives or dies." Jasper said waving the list in her face.

"The list is a back up. We have a-,"

"well, I guess you don't mind if I tell everyone, then, right?" Jasper asked her.

"Jasper, no." I told her him.

"Please-"

"people have a right to know that they're working for nothing." Jasper said to Monty who pushed Jasper out of the radio so he wouldn't go public.

"Is there a fire? Everything all right?" Nathan's dad and another guard came towards us and asked us, going up to Jasper his eyes landing on Clarke.

"Not for you." Jasper said making me shake my head to him.

"You're not on the list." Jasper said to him.

"What list?" Nathan's dad asked him before Jasper pushed Monty out of the way.

"Jasper!" I said to him.

"Attention, Arkadia, i have an announcement that could affect-," before Jasper continued Clarke tase him.

"No!" Monty yelled.

"Aah!" Jasper said falling to the ground.

"Jasper, you Okay?" Monty asked Jasper as he was on the floor.

"He broke into the chancellor's office." Clarke said to the guards turning to face them.

"Lock them up." Clarke said, they stood there not doing anything making me cross my arms.

"Clarke's acting on the authority of chancellor Kane. Take him into custody. Now." I said to them before they nodded.

"Get him out of here." Nathan's dad said to one of the guards as they picked Jasper from the ground.

"Uh!" Jasper said in pain watching them take him.

"Let's go." They said before leaving the room, I let out a sigh watching Monty look between Clarke and I.

"Monty, it-," Clarke said walking towards him but he took a step back.

"Don't." He said to her.

"Just... don't." He said to her, walking away from us, leaving the room.

"Now," I said to her letting out a huge breath.

"What do we do?" I asked her.

"Make sure no one else knows." She told me making me sigh.

"That will be hard." I said to her taking off my jacket.

"God." I said to her.

"When did this ever become more chaotic?" I asked with a sighs watching Clarke with the list on her hand.

"Clarke." I said, Clarke turning around with a hum.

"What?" She said to me as I walked towards her.

"You did what you had to do. No regrets." I said to her.

"We had to do it. It wouldn't have change anything else." I said to her with my hand on her shoulder.

"You saw his face? Monty's." Clarke said making me look down with a sigh.

"Y-yeah, I did." I said to her.

"There's nothing else we can do." I said to her.

"Did we even make the right choice?" She asked me her eyes began to water making me look at her with a sad smile.

"There's no right choice. Not here."

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