26 Letters of Intricate Love.

Every alphabet has a deep meaning,
Though this love is like a river flowing.

Twenty-six letters,
They were all scattered;
Around my room into pieces
As they define what I'm feeling

Every 26 of the month,
We finally made it without rush.

Twenty-six papers,
They were kept in my locker;
And as time passed by they can use the tracker
So they will know that I am the writer

Every 26 of January,
I will lock myself with beers and spaghetti to accompany me inside the sanctuary.

Aphrodite's descendant,
Playing with fire was bad
Cupid's bow is my last medicine;
Or someone that can do her whims

Every arrows that Eros released,
I just realized I am becoming obsessed.

Arrows of Eros,
It plunged too deep and made me a better person
Now here I am, guilty of arson;
For they tried to inject you that poison

Every arrows that hit my heart,
The more I realize that this is Godsend.

They say that breathing is important,
Though I don't seem to understand;
Not until that day when I saw him from the crowd
And my heart's beating so loud

Every breath I take,
I whispered your name.

They say that you need air to live;
But why do I feel like the air I just inhaled got robbed off my chest
When my eyes landed on that round breast
And I seemed so impressed

Every air you inhaled,
I hoped you're already healed.

There are plenty of colors,
I used 'em in my blank canvass;
While I paint this world of mine
With your face as my craft

Every colors I used to create an art,
It only reminds me that you are an abstract.

Black and white is all I knew in the department of art,
But I become to know red better than any color
For it remind me of how soft;
And delicious was your lips into mine.

Every time I moved my brush,
It only reminds me of the way you made me blush.

Not a religious one,
But I do believe that what I'm doing now;
Is devotion to you with all that I own
Even though I'm not sure if I will win

Every religion has a loyal member,
And I devoted my heart as to being your lover.

Not a good individual,
But I do know that what I'm doing is unusual;
Devoting my time on being on guard
And never tried to leave your side

Every religion has a lot to lecture
But you only need me to give you pleasure.

We got different shots on the table,
And they mix it with some ecstacy
But why do I feel like I don't need that to be stable
When I look at your eyes, I was lost in the galaxy

Every single drop of ecstacy,
Made me forget about our reality.

Alcoholic beverages,
And there's this heat that leverages
Even if you are underage;
Mm, I think I want you for ages

Every time I fantasize about your body,
I know that you are my therapeutic aid.

There's this false news,
Gossiping that you are with someone new
My cheeks dampened with tears;
But who am I to interfere?

Every fake news they build,
We are running free on the fields.

They say we fabricated those views,
Saying that I gave my time more on you
My fist turned to balls;
Who are they to judge my decision?

Every fabricated story they held,
We are hugging each other on the side.

I don't pray a lot,
But now I'm wishing for Him;
to grant my wish
Even though I sinned a lot

Every sins I made,
I know those are unforgivable.

I don't say that much,
But I need Your guidance;
for this wish I'm saying
Even though I asked for too much

Every wish I say,
I hope that You grant it.

They say there's only heaven and hell to come after you die,
But when I'm with you I felt like you fell from the skies
Maybe that's a lie?
Because in this sinful earth, I found my paradise

Every heaven has an angel,
And it happens to be you.

They say that heaven or hell is the scariest thing to face,
But when I'm with you I was always on fire;
Maybe that's a lie?
Because in this uncertain place, I found the thing that I'm scared to lose

Every hell has a demon,
And it happens to be me.

Three words in English,
Two words in Filipino and Spanish;
And a lot of language to elaborate this kind of fetish
Té amo, my baby

Every ‘I love yous’ we say are important,
Whether we say it in a dark alley or in front of the trees and plants.

Three words in English,
Two words in Filipino and Spanish;
And a lot of words to describe this
But ‘Mahal kita, babe’ is the most romantic

Every ‘I love you toos’ we demand
Just makes the whole scene funny but remarkable.

Let's just drink and have fun,
I ordered a strong alcohol from that hot bartender
After that silent treatment;
All I want was to be wasted

Every job you have,
Made you busy with just a glance to me from afar.

Let's smoke outside and chill,
I lit the cigar from that slender chic
After that walking out event,
All I want is to be level-headed

Every classes I take,
Made me busy with just a smile on your face to reminisce.

Well, she had her King,
No need of searching
For he had guarded her like a loyal soldier;
and didn't even try to neglect her

Every King wants to defeat the dark,
But here he is, loving blindly with cuts.

The King who loves to be kind,
Got the tats and had a bad boy aura;
But he stayed in her shadows,
And took cared of her bloodied crown

Every King has a mark,
And he made sure she can set the burning sensation on that arm.

They're lost in the sea of people,
After years of being alone
One smile after a long silence;
They are together again

Every time we lost ourselves,
Here we are, trying to make a success.

They're lost in so many thoughts,
After years of being untouched;
One glance after a long avoidance
Here they are found their home

Every time we lost our sense,
Here we are, giving our all in secret.

Inked skin, he got that shit
Does marking someone is bad?
Piercing, he got that lit
Mm, owning her felt so lewd and good

Every mark is good on her,
Most especially, when she wore mine.

Scarred skin, she got that shit
Does claiming someone bad?
Headphones, she got that dim
Oh, obsessing 'bout him felt so dark and good

Every tats is beautiful on him,
Most especially, when he wrapped his arms 'round waist.

Internet playing, gifted controller, then flirted with an amount of uncountable boys,
Let's say she's an experience one,
But personal touches and long kisses?
I'll say, she's a novice lover

Every novice is a winner,
Still fearless to be a learner.

Wasting money, gifted manipulator and a lot of trophy girlfriends;
Let's say he's an expert one,
But enticing gaze and loving in mattress?
I'll say, he's a novice lover

Every beginner has a teacher,
And that happens to be this achiever.

But how can we forget that night?
When they say the words they intend to keep;
And only God knows if this is right
But an oath is an oath even if they're ripped apart

Every oath we say,
Stars would shine and gives us hope that it'll forever stay.

But how can we forget how that sounds like?
When their voice was emotionless;
And only God can notice that they are breaking into pieces
Because an oath is an oath even if this going to hurt

Every vow we make,
God knows that we never want to see 'em break.

They vowed to protect,
Their own kind of galaxy,
Before they can pass it to their legacy
And maybe in that time, they can love without that fence

Every protector has a weakness,
And that happens when he's in between sheets.

They vowed to protect,
Their own kind of fantasy,
As they continue living in that realty
And maybe in time, they can start a new life legally

Loving her 'til the sun shines and sets
And they're moving recklessly.

Well, he had his Queen
No need to be quiet
For she had him under her skin;
and didn't even try to forget him

Every Queen was afraid to be on the light,
But here she is, loving wildly as they judged.

The Queen who loves to be harsh,
Got scars and introverted aura
But she stayed in his blaze
And loved every flaws he inked in his arms

Every Queen has a crown,
And she made sure that what he will feel is gold.

We got roads we need to walked alone,
I have my trust in you;
So please don't doubt
But aren't you scared that it will make us apart?

Every roads we traveled,
After a long time, our history will be unraveled here.

We got long ways to give us lessons,
And a long, long years of proving myself;
that I can do this all alone
Can this roads lead us back?

Every paths we walked through that noon,
Though we're not sure if we can breakthrough the norms.

On the cold nights while feeling lonely,
We got songs to be our lullaby
And maybe it will reminds us of our memories;
and everything in 'em is worth reliving

Every songs on our playlist,
Just made me long for you and miss your stormy eyes.

On the dim rooms and left in gloom,
I've got my headphones;
Maybe it can lessen the torture
And maybe our world will once again collide

Every guitar strings and a past that made me shatter,
Just gave me reason to be better.

I don't trade a lot,
But now I'm willing to take a risk;
to have you in my another life
Even if I was not a saint one

Every mistakes I made,
I know that I learned my lesson.

I don't regret this truth,
I choose to take this path;
to feel your body against mine
Even if it means I'm gonna fall down

Every trade I laid,
I hope that You would understand it.

Early years, there's only me,
A selfish one who doesn't give a damn
Until there's you that gave me a wake up call;
to be matured enough after the storms of life

I know that I am not that good,
And that this is going to be lewd.

Early years, there's only me,
A shattered glass who can give cuts
Until there's you that made my knees fall;
to tie you with me and have you in my bed

I know that this is purely absurd,
Until there's you to guide this dude.

There are this popularized tale,
They say it was vicious and dark
I got curious after hearing it in the park,
So what's this story all about?

I had a vicious heart,
So who can understand me if I am in heat?

But when I read it, it was not finished
I read it again and again
But I was disappointed;
then I thought of you, maybe we can write the end?

You had a treacherous tale,
So who can be by your side if you are so late?

Who you love is worth it,
Some believe it, some doesn't
Who you love is what you deserve
And I knew that I am already reserved

Every person has it worth,
So don't let 'em make you go north.

But then when I faced this tough life,
Love was when I loved you, one true time;
And once more, I know that you are worth this tears
I know that now while sailing away in this ship

Every person has it worth,
So let's be together until we grow old.

There's a saying that love isn't evil,
And it doesn't include violence;
Nor other bad deeds,
But when I saw your skin touch by that thief

This is x-rated,
And we never knew that we are fated.

Or when you saw me looking at that pretty one
We lost that control and trust we had built;
There's only one thing left in my mind
And all that I can say on that were, “this is obsession in it's highest level.”

This is why we are hated,
Though we act as if we ain't care.

It's always yes for you,
I couldn't say no;
Or even think about disagreeing on your opinion
And I asked if this is how intricate this love goes?

It's a fact, babe,
I could no longer say no.

It's a yes for you;
Always and forever, to infinity and beyond
And in front of the aisle;
I will gladly say I do

I'm trapped, baby
For I am following your orders like an obedient dog.

Living corpses, bloodstained dresses
Here in the middle of nowhere, I found the heiress
A mad one but an achiever, then I say, “babe, you're the best.”
While here we are, between life and death

Every life we live,
I hope we are still together like the sea and land.

Walking dead, lifeless eyes,
Here in the middle of disaster, I found the leader,
A wild and strong one, then I say “baby, do your best.”
Through thick and thin, we can make it after our failed attempts.

Every dead we faced,
I hope our names are engraved on the same place.

This is our intricate love,
And I am behind bars;
For I am guilty of a crime
And that's because I love you without my plan

Intricate things that matters,
Here I am writing poems.

This is how the fate design,
And inside the club,
For I want to get drunk,
Because I was so, so crazy to love you so much.

Every vowel and consonants we used for talking,
That's the reason why we can't stop from falling.

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Inspiration/s:
(Lines I Think About) :
“alphabet to let ya know my feelings.”
“twenty-six things to challenge this darling.”
“how intricate could our love be.”
(Song) :
random, but stands up the most was and on my loop for a long time is:

Sign of the Times - Harry Styles

Date:
April 19, 2020
Time:
8:43 AM.

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