(Y/N) Pov:

You were with Christoph and Berthold when you looked at the time, it was 6pm. Time flashed fast! You already told them who (B/F/N) was and why you were crying, it's just that what they said last time reminded you of what (B/F/N) told you in middle school so you got a bit sad, you're really worried about them. But anyways you should go back to your room if German Empire wants to see you.

-"Well guys it's time for me to go." You told them while standing up. They weren't very confident about that but still said goodbye to you. You got out of the soldiers's room and headed towards your room, at the other side, you guessed they really wanted to separate the differents classes. Even if you kinda just were given all the expensive stuff, you still got the point.

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You were finally here, you had to cross all the building to arrive! When you approached the door of your room you heard someone inside. 'Did I mistaken the room?' you thought. No it was this one. You were confused so you knocked. You heard shuffling inside before the door opened. There, was Caroline, who looked at you with a confused face.

-"Miss/Mr (Y/N) why are you knocking on your own room?" You blushed a bit from embarassment.

-"Ah! I just heard someone inside so I knocked. I'm not used to consider this room as mine." You explained while rubbing your neck.

-"Oh, did I bother you while cleaning?" She said with a saddened look.

-"I should have told you before going into your room on my own. I'm sorry." You looked at her with a dumbfounded look, is she really apologizing for cleaning your room?

-"Don't apologize! It was very nice of you (even if it's your job), I shall even help you! You didn't finished, do you?" You told her while entering the room. She closed the door before running after you.

-"Oh no Sir/Miss! It's my job and duty to take care of you and your belongings."

-"Technically, the room is not mine so I should take care of it too." You said while looking around before spotting a bucket of water and a cloth. Where she stopped cleaning you assumed. Before you could bend to pick it, Caroline stopped you.

-"Please Sir/Miss you shouldn't really do that it's my job. I finished either way so do not worry about that." And before you could say anything she took everything and burst out of the room. 'I thought we were gonna spend time together.' You thought with a pout. You really wanted to know her more, at least persuade her to call you by your name.

'Will it be like this everytime?' You wondered. Last time she already ran out to make dinner. Dinner? You didn't even thank her for the meal! Now you don't know what to do. You goes into the bathroom to fix your hair while reminding you to not jump on tables when you have that outfit.

You go back into your room, you couldn't take a nap because German Empire could arrive and you look like a complete mess when you wake up. The only solution to entertain yourself is to read again, so you sat on the armchair and started reading a book. This time it was a geography book so it was very interesting. 'I don't know how much time I'll be here so I better know all the countries at the time.' You thought. You got in here because you passed out from exhaustion and even here you can't rest, so it's normal you can't go back before a long time.
You frowned. 'Is it just that? Will I go back if I rest?' Something tells you that no, it's not why. For now you'll consider Berthold's theory only. Even if it means you'll probably never wake up. Just...go with the flow. You focused back on your book...

Ok you're bored.

You don't know how much time you were sitting there, reading as much books as possible but it felt like an eternity. You look at the clock on the wall. Nevermind it was just an hour, but you were still bored! 'I shouldn't have left so soon.' You thought. Now it was too late, Christoph and Berthold were probably busy.

'Don't be so selfish (Y/N)' You thought to yourself. After all everyone is in time of war so it's normal they can't be with you 24h/24h. For you it's just a dream so it's normal you're not disturbed by it, right? You sighed and fell in the back of the armchair, too bad for your good impression, you're bored and tired.

Like if the world heard your complaint, you heard someone knocking on the door. 'Oh shit!' You quickly stood up and fixed your appearance before going to the door. You opened it and your eyes were met by German Empire's. 'I have a feeling of déjà vu.' You thought before putting it away.

-"Hello." You said, showing your tired self.

-"(Y/N), you didn't sleep a bit do you?" He asked while entering. You closed the door and looked back at him.

-"I knew very well that if I fell asleep I'd look like a mess when you'll arrive." You explained shortly. There was a silence for a moment. 'Why is this so awkward?'
You cough.

-"So, you want to look pretty around me?" He asked with a smirk. You blushed a bit.

-"Not like that! It's just you're an important person in the society and it's pure respect to look convenable !" You exclaimed while crossing your arms.

-"Why did you wanted to hang out anyway?" You grumbled.

-"Do I bother you?" He asked, his smirk still on his face.

-"No, I just don't understand why someone like you would spend his time with someone like me." You said, while still pouting with your arms crossed. He stopped smiling.

-". . ." his look became off. You raised a brow at the sudden mood change.

-"You'll understand soon." He said. His tone gave you goosebumps. You didn't think he meant something good.

-"Wha- Nevermind, I know you're not going to answer me." You walked further in the room, unconsciously trying to back away from him.

-"So, do you have an idea of what to do or we just stay silent the whole time?" You asked him. No way you're gonna think about what to do, it's him who asked to see you. He walked away from the closed door.

-"Well, I have an idea of what to do but I don't think you would agree to it." He said while smiling with the eyes closed. You couldn't help but feel uneasy with his smile even if it looked very pretty. You still raised a brow at his answer.

-"Say still, I have nothing to do anyways." You said while shrugging and sitting on your bed. How you wish you could just sleep right now. You looked up at German Empire who approached you before sitting beside you. You blushed a bit since he was pretty close to you but you tried to not show it.

-"You shouldn't say something like that to someone, they could take advantage of you." He stated. You looked at him with a confused face.

-"What do you mean by taking advantage of me?" You asked. He sighed while running his hand through his nonexistent hair. After a few seconds he looked back at you.

-"You're clearly too innocent."

-"Huh?" Before you could register what he said, he pushed you on the bed then grabbed your wrists and put them around your head. You were destabilized by the sudden movement but you quickly realise your situation when your eyes met German Empire's, Your faces inches apart. 'Did... Did he just pinned me to the bed?!' your face flushed even if your mind couldn't understand anything.

-"uh...wh..what?" You mumbled. Your eyes switching to every details of his face.

-"I meant that by 'taking advantage'." He lowly said, you could feel his hot breath on your face, somehow you blushed even harder.

-"If I want I could make you say everything I need right here, right now and there's nothing you could do about it." He smirked.

-"I guess humans are still humans even if they look different and come from different places. They always are at the mercy of the powerful ones." You started sweating, he was right, you were so frustrated and confused you could tell everything if he asked you to. It was bad.

-"However," You focused back on him (even if your mind was dying) when he continued.

-"I told you I won't force the answers out of you and I'm a man of words so I'll respect that condition." He touched your cheek slightly, you froze while he smiled.

-"But that doesn't mean I won't do anything." You started trembling slightly, you never got in a situation like this before (no shit Sherlock) and you were scared at what he could possibly do to you.

-"I really wonder why you think so lowly of yourself, you're magnificent." At this point he was caressing your cheek with his thumb, and even if you find some comfort in it, the fear of the situation was all you could feel. You couldn't move, you barely breathed.

-"Tell me (Y/N), what should I do?" He whispered his eyes analysing your face. Your breathing completely stopped when he started leaning in, cutting the gap between your faces. Before your lips could touch you heard the door bursting open. You couldn't see anything with German Empire blocking the view but you recognized Caroline's voice.

-"Miss/Mr (Y/N), my lord! Get out, it's an emergency, we're under attack!" And just after you heard her running back into the corridor. Fortunately she didn't notice the position you were in, it would have been very embarrassing. German Empire sighed before leaning back, leaving you paralyzed on the bed, trying to understand the situation with no avail.

-"Well it's unfortunate." He said while fixing himself before looking back to you.

-"Maybe we could continue this another time but I have to go, my duty calls me." You finally managed to think and move. You sat and the only thing you found to say after this is:

-"Thank god, Caroline didn't notice us, the relationship between us would have been more awkward than before." You said while putting your face into your hands. You agreed to yourself to freak out about what happened only when German Empire got out.

-"Caroline? You know her name?" German Empire asked. You don't know how you could look at him casually after that, even if you were obviously faking it but you did.

-"Yes? What's wrong with that?"

-"Nothing, it's just I asked her not to get familiar with you." He said. You looked at him with widened eyes.

-"You mean-"

-"When you were only you two I ordered her to be the more distant possible and avoid too much contact."

-"It's because of you she leaves everytime I try to get along with her?"

-"You could say that, but now can you left me? We're currently under attack." He stated.

-"I'm the one holding you back?" You exclaimed. He just shrugged.

-"Just stay here, I'll take care of it, it shouldn't be long." He said before opening the door and got out of the room.

You looked at where he left for a few seconds befored calmly picking up a pillow and screamed in it. Your muffled screams were accompanied by your mind running miles/hour. 'What the fuck was that?! Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god!!!' You raised your head of the pillow you couldn't believe it really happened. He tried to kiss you! German Empire tried to kiss you! What the fuck?! 'Calm down (Y/N), calm down. How am I supposed to calm down!? He pinned me to the bed with my wrists!' I'll definitely need the whole night for recovering from this emotional rollercoaster.

He pinned you to the bed, he tried to kiss you before being interrupted by Caroline then he admitted he said to her to not get too close with you, that could insinuate he was possessive. 'I guess Berthold was right.' You thought. 'But still! What the hell!'

You crawled down the bed and tried to stand correctly despite your jelly state, after a few moments you succeeded. Your mind switched to what Caroline said. You were under attack. Someone were attacking you. And you were in your room, freaking out. You saw that German Empire wasn't really fazed by the info but you could never describe this guy so maybe it turns out something serious is going on.

'What do I do?' Before you could think about it, your eyes caught a glance of light through the window and suddenly the whole room exploded and your ears were ringing. The explosion propulsed you into a wall which made you bleed out and fall on the ground.

The air was thick with black smoke going everywhere. You couldn't see everything with your head ringing and the cold blood running down your face covering your right eye, your vision was getting darker and darker and you couldn't hear anything anymore. After a few agonizing moments, you passed out.

What a day...

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Sorry if I didn't wrote the little scene between the two very well, it's my first time writing something like that.

Also tell me if I have to signal it in the beginning of the chapter in case it triggers anyone. Thank you!
-Author