[Jungkook's POV]

Her words repeated in my head as we walked back to the practice room.

Make her mine?

I've never done that with a girl before and I don't do relationships. I'm new to everything that has been happening while I'm with Jiyun, I don't know if I can even properly handle a relationship.

Don't get me wrong, I do like her so damn much but having a relationship scares the absolute shit out of me... I've never done that before.

We walked back into the room and the others stared at us as we approached. Yoongi had his eyebrows knitted in confusion as he looked at us, realizing that something had happened. "Hey. Everything okay?"

"Yep perfect, never better." Jiyun replied with a smile.

He gave both of us a look basically saying, "We're all definitely talking about this later." But it was dropped almost as quickly as it was brought up, the four of us going right back into practicing.

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Time skip- After dance practice.

I was sweating and panting from all the dancing we have done. My body is on fire and I feel like I could fall asleep at any given moment, but when I saw Hobi talking with Jiyun I perked up and tried to listen in on their conversation.

"You look beautiful today."

"Thank you Hobi, you look good too."

"How do I look good when I just danced for almost 8 solid hours. I'm sweating profusely."

"I don't know. All of you, including my brother, still look handsome after all that dancing. I swear it's not fair to those who look liked drowned rats when we sweat like this."

They shared a laugh and he went straight into asking her if she'd like to go get coffee with him since practice is over. I felt my blood begin to boil as I dreaded hearing her say yes, but to my surprise and Hobi's she never did. "I'm sorry Hobi, maybe another time. I'm going to head home tonight if that's okay, I'm feeling very tired and want to lie down."

"I understand, can I text you then?"

She smiled. "Of course, have a good night."

"You too, Jiyun."

She walked away and headed for the door after stopping briefly to give Yoongi a hug goodbye. When the door closed I sat in the same spot contemplating going after her or not but eventually my subconscious took over and I snatched my bag, running quickly behind her.

I exited the building and was afraid I was too late, but saw her small figure walking down the sidewalk. "JIYUN! JIYUN WAIT!!"

She turned around and watched as I ran towards her, completely out of breath. "Jungkook? What is it?"

"Why didn't you go with Hobi?" I could have face palmed myself.

That's my first question, god I'm such an asshole.

Her eyebrows furrowed in anger, "THAT'S what you came running after me to ask? What the hell Jungkook, I'm going home."

I grabbed her wrist before she could walk away, causing her to roll her eyes and get even more frustrated with me. "What do you want?"

"I want you to answer my question."

"Why do you even fucking care?"

"I just do okay?"

She sighed heavily, "I'm just very tired Jungkook and I want to go home. I didn't lie to him, it was the truth."

I looked at her with squinted eyes, trying to see if she was telling the truth or not.

"If that's all, I'm leaving."

I closed my eyes and threw my head back, knowing what all this was about and blurted it out right there on the sidewalk. "I know why you're acting this way and why you're so upset-"

That got her attention as she stopped dead in her tracks, listening to what I was saying. "You want me to make you mine, but I don't know if I can, Jiyun."

She snapped around, "Why not? You had no problem making me yours last night when we had sex, why is this any different??"

"I told you from the beginning, I don't do relationships. I've never even been in one with someone before."

She stomped back to me and got in my face, quietly yelling. "You don't do relationships but yet you were on a dating app? Making me fall for you and like you even more day by day?? Why the hell would you even let this go so far if you didn't want to ever be with me??"

"I let it get out of hand, and I-I'm sorry."

I could kick myself for what I was doing, but this whole situation terrifies me if I'm being honest.

She tsked and took a step back from me. "I'm sorry too. For falling for a jerk like you that only chooses to go after women, make them want you, have sex with them and then toss them away. I truly thought you were different and that we could be something together, but I was wrong-"

My heart broke into a million fucking pieces as tears began to pour down her face, making me walk up to her to try and wipe them away but she pushed me away. "Don't touch me! Don't you dare touch me Jungkook."

She was sobbing and I instantly regretted everything I had just said to the one person I have ever truly liked.
"Jiyun I-"

She put her hand up to stop me, wiping her face and nose before continuing. "Just stay away from me from now on, okay?"

I was gob-smacked and my eyes began to also prick with tears as she turned and ran to her taxi, making them pull away before I could catch up to her.

What in the hell did I just do?

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A/n:

Don't hate me!! This is going somewhere good I promise! ♥️♥️